beloved bitch

everyone clowns on corporate email communication but learning to send and recieve written criticism is a skill everyone would benefit from. follow the rules of don't lay blame, acknowledge the situation, present the problems with the situation, and suggest corrective action to remedy the problem, including specific action directed to specific people as appropriate. if you can send or reply to an email like that without taking emotional damage or getting personally offended you're doing much better than many adults

my cpa course starting at the end of july looms over me like fuckin death itself i think of how unprepared i am and how useless and stupid awful i am and i think i should kill myself and then i remember i chose this and paid for it for the long term potential betterment of my future assuming i live that long and then i remember that i survived my degree and i can probably survive this too but holy shit. one of my fears i was wrangling while deciding to enroll was that going to school again would make me suicidal and like i dont think i was wrong for being afraid of that, im already feeling it. it's find just ideation and whatever but damn cant wait to endure it for a few years

tumblr asexuals will see any post mentioning sex and slide right in to mention that Not Everyone Has Sex whether it's relevant or not

studying for my CPA has driven me to start hiking around the big hill near my house a lot because it feels real and important compared to IFRS standards and audit terminology and endless acronyms