The First Step To The Last Breath

fucking look at this shit though

The triceratops for instance, was also animatronic.

Motherfucker randomly started moving.

And i just googled malfunctioning t-rex and was not disappointed. Apparently in order to put the skin on over the steel frame a guy had to crawl inside the t-rex while it was turned on and glue the skin down. And if somebody turned the t-rex off or the power went out the guy in the t-rex stood a very real chance of getting mangled and killed by the hydraulics.

So of course, the power goes out.

And this guy is still in there gluing the skin down.

Apparently the way to survive getting sheered to death by huge sheets of metal while you’re inside a giant t-rex robot is to curl into a ball and hope for the best.

And this guy hoped for the best and got it.

So they got hold of some of the best paleontologists they could find and said, “We want you guys to take this tech that your labs could pretty much never afford and use it to build us the most realistic, accurate dinosaur models the world has ever seen.”

The paleontologists knew an opportunity when it bit them in the ass.  They plugged in everything they knew about dinosaurs, all the skeletons and their best guesses about soft tissue and all that.  And when they’d created those dinosaur models, they had the computer start moving them as they realistically would with anatomy like that.  One guy took a look at those walking t-rexes and velociraptors (really utahraptors, but whatevs, fam), and he said, “Wait a minute, I’ve seen movement like that before.”

He called up film of a chicken walking.  Everyone in the room said, “Holy shit.”

‘Three Women With Coloured Hair’

I hate you, you hate me, What’s left to do?

Your family, I see them dead, Constantly in my head.

Smiling, it’s a sin. Enjoying your suffering.

It’s gone now. It’s gone now. It’s gone now. Ror me,

Clarity, it’s so beneath you, And also me.

Childhood friends, Goodbye my forever friend.

We made a deal, Held hands and it was sealed.

It’s gone now, It’s gone now, It’s gone now.

It’s gone now, It’s gone now, It’s gone now, For you, For me.

It’s gone now but i don’t cry. Can’t care less i don’t know why.

I can’t care less, I don’t know why. I can’t care less, I don’t know why.

It’s amazing how your life can turn upside down when you eliminate the things causing you stress and harm. Within this simple task of elimination you start to be the ‘you’, you once was. I know this as it’s currently happening to me. The darkness has lifted and I’m seeing all my gifts laid out bare right in front of me; gifts I thought I lost, like the gift of creativity, and motivation. I’m working harder than ever on me and working harder than ever in general. I’m falling in love with myself again and accepting myself for just being the me that’s standing right here before this mirror, I have the desire to paint, to save for my future that I owe myself.