#bluesey

aughhhhh bluesey dream thieves graphic novel was not good for my heart

a few ys ago someone accused me of hating bluesey and while i can see why a stranger may think that, for i am a gay boy and tend to focus on gay boy ships in fandom as a whole, also im a kavinsky liker (not apologist) and people hate me for it, i do not hate bluesey nor do i hate blue or women. blue is the best character i just simply...... have nothing else to add. the ship is already perfect. dont fix what aint broken. theyre the soulmates to ever soulmate and they are perfect that way and i do not wish to engage in any kind of bluesey angst. i focus on rovinsky bc it has so much angst potential. bluesey is just so perfect that it makes me sad bc i want a love so pure and destined and sure like that and thats not how life works, or at least mine doesnt, so i tend to focus on problematic ships so my life seems better by comparison. dont get it twisted lol. i focus on pain to dull my own, i want what bluesey has and i cant have it so i focus on what i know i dont want (gay mutual abusive toxic relationships, been there done that with a mfer worse than kavinsky himself). hope that helps xoxo

i cant imagine looking at gansey and thinking hes 100% straight bc even if you ignore his various homoerotic friendships, his canon love interest reeks nonbinary swag

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Not gonna marry them unless my first encounter with them was actually at a church yard on corpse road on St. Mark’s Eve and i saw them as a spirit then they tell me their name I’m like “is that all?” and they say “that’s all there is” then they just fall to their knees.