Tyl💭kissing over dnd dice

when you loved a girl so much that when she died you literally forced her heart to start beating again but when she's finally conscious again your writers won't even let you properly celebrate that fact or acknowledge how her death changed you because you're not her boyfriend. so why would you get to feel that? the only things you're allowed to feel are torture and anything that revolves around a man. it's the most interesting thing about you. you're just a concept! you're childhood whimsy! you're something for men to project on and use to further their stories. you don't even have a story. what happened to you is whatever your shitty awful boyfriend decides happened to you.