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Jester and Columbina are the same species (both have little white horns in the front of their head)
Harlequin and Pierrot are similar species (Pierrot is water while Harlequin is land/plant equivalent of the species thats why they were friends at one point in time)
Ticket Taker is half human (we've seen him without a mask kinda and he does look comfortable enough to be without it)
Doctor is a harpy of some sorts (just feels real at this point)
This can also show how close the character are with eachother too. In Jesters story of what happened to Colombia he described her as weak yes but also beautiful, sweet and too fragile for this world and must be protected. They seem very father daughter coded to me. Even in his theatrics he still seem somber about Columbina's death. It's tragic and beautiful
With Pierrot and Harlequin they feel the most siblings coded/ friends turned foes ever with how often their at eachothers throats and cause the downfall of eachother just because
TT and Doctor being 'odd ones out they co exist and uses eachothers benefits to their advantage (TT get his big scary dog privileges and Doctor gets more willing victims for his experiments)
Here's the smut I wrote when i was having a bad day. It's a Harlequin x nb! mc x Pierrot because The Freak Circus is very fascinating to me and I'm very normal about this visual novel
Content warning (im sorry if i missed anything): Mirror sex, thigh job, claws, humanoid monster(s) on human, tie/ bow pulling, tentacles, head pats/ moments of fluff, mention of stabbing violence, bitting, possessive behavior, no set relationship, jealousy, cucking, a single pun and it's a very long uncut read that I might edit later if I remember writing this.
(I'm a bit rusty at writing and labeling smut since my wattpad days and grammar is my dull knife that I'm forced to use in a world of gun slinging amazing writers but I hope that you will still enjoy the read! And thank you google translate for spell check of Brazilian portuguese words)
This story will take place during a slow day at the circus being it's nice but slighly chilly day out, you and Harlequin decided to take a stroll so he can show you around and spill gossip about the others as you walk. Towards the end of your surprisingly enjoyable stroll you two head back to his tent to relax your legs. There's a comforting silence between the two of you as he guides you in first to his dimly lit tent holding it's curtains open to let you in. Entering you look around at the various things that he hordes in his room. Its a bit messy in some places but clean and very organized with a faint but pleasant smell in the air. You were lost in thought until you stop at a gorgeous full length vanity with a desk matching the color scheme of his clothes. Very vain yet classy, just like him. You examine your features, cleaning yourself up from the stroll as you see something familiar. Grazing your finger tips lightly over the bite that certain green guy gave you and another that Pierrot gave you in return. You let out a sigh out 'Mm.. Thoes two always figting over me i wonder how this will heal' you think to yourself as your eyes move down catching the pins they gave you. A shiny yellow gold star from Pierrot on top and an elegantly green heart. A heart from Harlequin. You know it's his whole motif but could it mean more.
'Hey Harly I have a question.' You say breaking the silence looking at him through the mirror fidgeting with the heart pin trying to think nothing of it but the question still circles around in your head.
Hmm chuchu~ He hums out lazily from his bed he so comfortably laid on so flat on his stomach with his arms resting under his chin his eyes closed in a content and relaxed way barely opening up to look at you. Even purposely ignoring the nickname you gave him taking it as a chuckle under his breath.
'Do actually love me for who I am or is it my body something you're after? Could it be payback out of jealousy from Pierrot making the first move before you could?' You can hear his bells jingle lightly as he tilts his head you watch him from the vanity as he smirks up at you as if it was a trick question.
'Well of course I truly love you my dear one. Although love and hunger does tend to feel the same. Who you are and your body is a prize of their own. The touch of your hands on mine is as warm as the smile you give me with evey iced coffee I order, the softness of your skin when it brushes over mine matches well with the faint sounds you make when you try to hide those little moans from me~'. You roll your eyes a bit at his last comment but you are flattered by his words. They did sound genuine even if you can't help but to think 'is that all?'.
'But that's not the only thing I love about you my dearest that's far from it. He sits up making his way to you as he wrap his hands around waist resting his head on your shoulder almost burrowing his mask into it as only his eyes and his silhouette can be shown in the mirror. He kisses your shoulder near where the bites are making you blush from his gentleness. His closeness. You know its not a full hug from behind you can feel theres a space between you two as he holds your waist but you know how he is with hugs. He then draws shapes over your clothed skin with the tip of his clawed glove as you hold back a laugh from the feeling. He continues talking looking back at you through the mirror satisfied with the look on your face. His smirk turns into more of a soft but still cocky smile. His eyes are focused on you and only you.
I love your eyes.. How they always tell stories of your indecisive yet curious nature~ It has to be one of my favorite features of yours. They're so focused on every little detail everyone seems to miss. Almost like a movie unfolding behind thoes gorgeous little gems of yours. Always on the move, darting away from prying eyes even when you are flustered or upset~ Truly I can watch them all day. It's what I look forward to seeing closer.
You turn to him wrapping your arms around his neck chuckling by how corny the joke was. He freezes for a minute at your boldness and stays frozen in time until your voice breaks him out of it 'You couldn't help but to make a joke, how cute.~ You say. You can almost see his cockyness return in full within a flash. He leans in letting his arms close in around you pressing your back end against the vanity's desk. He opens his mouth to speak but you beat him to it. 'So it does seem like you have a little crush on me~ How lucky am I to have the Harlequin fall even harder than Pierror.' You say in a mocking tone as the brown of his upper mask twitches slightly at Pierrot's name being mentioned. He scoffs then holds your chin in his hand gently yet firm enough to have you focus on him staring deep into your eyes, you lose some of the confidence you had before blushing more as his eye faintly glowing in the dimmed tent. He's studying you. His expression show you something you can't quite read. Could it be jealousy? Anger? Bitterness? Regret? Who knows but he certainty didn't like Pierrot's name being mentioned. You stay quiet. He rubs his thumb over your cheek but you stay still slightly avoiding eye contact as best as you can the heat rises more to your face as you still feel him eyeing you. Before you can open your mouth to speak he cuts you off.
What's a little friendly competition between him and I. He's fighting for someone who i've already claimed as mine. Who ive seen first but decided to not scare you away. Oh my dearest kitten~ I do see how you stare at me when Pierrot isn't around. It's a fearful but intrigued look. You love the danger i stand for dont you? Does it set a fire in your heart and burns like a poison seeping into your soul? Do you wish to see with your own eyes closer something that the foolish white haired coward couldn't give you~ but first I must ask what brings you to ask a question like that?
You hesitant for a second to answer. 'Damn hes on to me.. Are my eyes really that much of a trader to my emotions. Maybe you are falling for him. Maybe even for both of them' but you let out a light sigh masking your inner thoughts. 'From the way you bite down on my neck that day.. I thought one wrong move and I was going to become your dinner. Instead of a romantic and secret kiss hidden from any eyes who wanted to steal my attention from you but i will say this is a surprisingly romantic way of getting an answer from you. I never would've expected that you fell this hard first.~ You say leaning into his hand placing on of yours over his to keep it cupped over your cheek. He falters only for a split second.
If you so desperately wanted romance I can show you things that'll make you squeal in more ways than one~ he pulls your face closer to were your nose and his mask are touching now his cold breath on your lips you look down at the opening of his mouth/mask seeing a sliver of a forked green tongue slip out in a teasing way as it brushes lightly against your bottom lip like a silent ask for promission.
'Then show me how you truly feel about me~'. You say giving in to him as you kiss him at first he seems surprised by it almost freezing for a second time before he returns it shortly after.
What a wonderful idea my darling~ he holds his hands around yours holding it then raises it above your head twirling you around in a gentle spin so your back is now to his front but he never let's go of your hand. The faint sound of his bells in the dark made you chuckle as he grumbles something under his breath tightimg his hold as he pins both of your hands down on the dresser pressing his body against yours.
'Did I strike a nerve darling~ you went quiet again' you feel a cold togue lick on the back of your neck making you shudder out a faint moan. He opens his mouth to lightly grazing his teeth on your skin teasingly his knife did days ago like his trying to find a spot that makes you shiver the most before it punctures your skin. Another low sound is heard in the distance then a faint sound of bells. He stop for a second before biting down hard to make you squeak out a much louder moan from shock.
Why were you so quiet now amorzinho~ Your voice is sweeter than the blood running through your veins let's see what other sounds you can make for me~ you look back at him in the mirror his expression he looks changed. Oh fuck, he's going to eat you alive. You feel something slither around your ankles then another over the waistband of your pants pulling them down slightly trailing their way down painfully slow. Hands that were holding yours are now wondering up your shirt as he starts to unbuttons it. His gloved clawed hands go over ever little detail of your body you can't help but to whine 'F-fuck do you have to be such a tease' But to no avail because he knows you love it. You let out a soft moan he runs a claw over and around your nipples in a small circular motion before giving them a squeeze as an answer chuckling to himself sounding oh so very proud of what sounds are coming out of you. Yes i do because i know what makes you swarm under me~ He says slipping lower under your shirt thats now fully undone to the button of your pants teasingly slow. He sees how red your face has gotten from only his lighy teasing and how your body is begging for him to go farther as you subconsciously move.
Is this what you had in mind for romance my dear one sharing an intimate moment between two souls that will soon become one~ just say the word and i could keep going. Im surprise youre not already shaking and whining for me~ he leaned in to whisper low into your ear his voice humming in your ear. 'Harlequin the Harlequin asking for promission you must really be lucky today.' You teased between toying soft moans. To his surprise you backed your hip up against his swaying and grinding them together as confirmation. He did freeze but didn't take long for him to recognize that you wanted him just as much as he wanted to tear you apart in that moment. His hands let go of yours as you hear the sound of his pants dropping before he helps you out of your own tossing them aside. Oh my love you're playing a very dangerous game~
He roughly bends you over the dresser your face inches away from the mirror his body now eclipsed over yours as his tentacles that you can now see tightened around your legs holding them together. He then using the end of one to slip between your thighs to prep for whats to come rubbing against your undergarment covered bottom half. You can see his grin widens as he continues until you're breathing becomes shallow from the friction. So engaged now are we did i cause all of this~ His hands hold yours in place as he removes the tentacle from your thigh with a soft pop noise in place of his member once after he uses his claw to rip through your undergarment. You flinch at this action and squirm from the feeling of him rocking his hips with yours his tip poking in and out from between your thighs Mmnh...! Your moans are a bit louder now from the teasing but you try to hide it by bitting down on your bottom lip.
You can barely contain yourself in my touch amorzinho you dont need to hold back it sounds like are you afraid someone will hear you~ he keeps his pase his hands tightened his hold on yours. Hes watching you though the mirror. Your face red, the expression of pleasure, mouth slightly agape from panting and moaning from each pump its his ecstacy. Along with him knowing how to make your body beg for more of him. He remaining tentacles hug around your arms to keep you steady as he leans back in closer to your neck as a forked tongue feels over every inch of the freshly left behind bite mark 'Nghh.. Harlequin~! You moan out from the lick before continuing 'Please... ah~ Keep going.. you can pick up the pase' You free your hand from his and reach up to pull his bow to keep him in place because knowing him he'll slow down to make you suffer more but this action earns you a small surprised gag like moan from him. You swear you saw a little green heart in the mirror from where his eyes are. New information has been added to your inventory.
Seems like the cat finally gave back your tongue and confidence my love i knew you couldn't resist your desires any longer. How your body always betray whats in your mind or maybe it does want this feeling too? To give you up your body to me and only me..~
You pull harder at his bow looking back at him mirroring his usual smug and cocky smirk at his expression of pure delight. Did you not hear me my darling~ Pick. Up. The. Pase. He smirks then picks up the speed hes moans now melting into the sounds of yours as his tip starts leaking pre cum as you squeeze your thighs tighter around him purposefully moving your hips with his. He tries to hide his increasing moans in the back of your neck from having to force his way in and out of your tightening seeing that you enjoy hearing him struggle his was through you see in his eyes something changes he then raises a hand to you but you dont flinch as he places it on top of your head in an almost loving way caressing you that moment seems to continue as he gently runs his claws down your head to the back of your head then slowly running it up the back of your neck making you melt into him and loosen your grip on him for a moment. But that moment doesn't last before his fingers go through the back of your hair to the middle of your head again as it was before giving it a rough pull back yet tender as he stares you in the eyes as warning for enjoying his walls coming down for you. This also earns you more bite marks down your exposed neck, collarbone and chest. He doesn't stop until hes satisfied with the number of new hard to cover up marks some even breaking the skin. After your 'punishment' his hands are now at your waist claws sinking into your soft skin you can feel him twitching and wrapping around your thigh. His low and deep breaths hatch in your ear along with soft hissing sounds as you arch your back begging him to spell his names on the insides of your walls from how close you're getting. You find you hand going back to his bow pulling harder on it than before making him choke back on a moan as you make him press against you harder. His panting hatched and you can feel him shudder as if one more move can make him explode right then and there he bites down hard on his lip as he holds his place looking down at you. Please a-ahh~ p-please please i want you now...~ You can see in his eyes that he wants you to say more. Hes tentacles let go of your now shaking legs and thighs as lifts up your hips to his tip teasing against your opening making you shudder and whine. Before i do amorzinho I would like to know one last thing.. who do you love the most..~ His claws sinking into your skin deeper as if to force another word out of you as he continues leaning his body into you more who do you belong to my dear one..~ who does your body ache for in your time of need~
You hear for a moment faint bells in the distance again coming closer and closer like they're running towards you a flash of little amber dots appear at the tents entrance as you moan out in confusion from what you saw 'Pierrot..?' Harlequin realizing whats going on mutters out 'Filho da puta-' before he could even finish his sentence two daggers suddenly start flying at top speed like they have a mind of their own towards Harlequin. Two stabbing directly into the tentacles around your wrists while three others hit Harlequin in the shoulder, leg and side of his head causing him to let go of you. He stumbles to the floor in pain nearly tripping over his pants that are still around his legs as a familiar large black red and yellow figure runs in the tent to scoop you up holding you like betroved lover in his arms. He moves so fast that hes already out the tent before you can full process anything else. You see the night sky and circus tents surrounding you two. Hes are avoiding contact as best as he can. 'It's only fair I only wearing an unbuttoned hanging on for dear life messy and distressed dress shirt, ripped undergarments along with socks. Oh wait- damn my shoes (and pants). They are still in his tent is that why he's carrying me' you think to yourself as you try to cover up a bit more.
You look up from your shirt after fixing it noticing your pin from Pierrot is missing but before you can think you see an extremely pissed off yet flustered Pierrot. His eyes are not on you now but you knew they were by how hes holding back but holding on tighter than before. You wrap you arms around his neck being mindful of his frills to hold on for support. You can feel his heart beating out of his chest and his breathes are fast and heavy once you touched him but he continues walking out of the circus as he takes a moment to collect himself and his thoughts. You look around for a second seeing everyone at the circus whispering behind their hands and pointing but you dont seem to mind nor does Pierrot surprisingly enough. Pierrot clears his throat and surprised you break your attention from the bystanders focused back on him
'Please my (m/c).. Never go to the green tent ever again. I was so worried i wouldn't be able to see you again if i didn't take you far away from that awful place far away from him. Let me take you home.. please. I need to just for tonight. I can help you clean up and fix anything that hes broken of you. Let's wash his poison off of you before he tries takes you away from me again' he says this in a soft tone like rose petals hitting snow but you can still hear him mutter something hateful like the thorns underneath a rose in disgust of Harlequin for even laying his eyes on you. His one and only estrelinha.
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