ED TW

food possessiveness is never talked about in the eating disorder community despite how common it is, likely because it makes us feel like we're "failing" if we don't let other people take our food. i made myself some toast and my mom took a bite after i asked her not to. it literally sent me spiraling and i had a breakdown and refused to eat any of it. it felt bad in my mouth and i had to spit it out. i feel like absolute shit about it because i know she feels terrible. so for anyone that deals with food possessiveness because of their ed, you are not alone.

i would smoke in a psych ward bathroom with all of you

HELL YEAH

don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense

spraying perfume or deodorant on food im scared of binging on😮‍💨🤌🏽

no im not okay but no way in hell am i going to eat deodorant flavoured chocolate, so yeah im okay :)

this is a different type of "if it works, it works" and IM NOT HERE FOR IT

It’s skinny girl fall bc we all falling from standing up too fast