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the real you isn’t as scared as you think
on swallowing back blood and bile and grief
Paris Paloma, "boys, bugs, and men" // Yoan Capote, "Stress" // me // The Crane Wives, "Bitter Medicine" // Zora Neale Hurston
No sorrow deserves your blood. No inner darkness deserves your life.
You are made of the brightest stardust, and you are meant to keep on shining.
Don't mind the teeth or the claws or the trail of blood that follows behind me. I promise I just want to be loved.
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I wish to exit my body, only for a day, only for a breather.
To not feel the burden of being me, nor the burden of being a burden on others.
I wish to step out of the self, not forever, not even for long;
Just about enough to feel the shackles drop, their weight lifted.
“Stop treating your pain like it’s something you imagined. If you see the wound is real, then you can heal it.”
— Leigh Bardugo, Crooked Kingdom (via weltenwellen)
enough healing i need to kill
Simone de Beauvoir, Hard Times
Never trusting or relying on other people is a symptom of your trauma - not the solution to it.
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“You were always so afraid. The loss you lived with was too much. Maybe you were born with skin that stung in the rain. Maybe the light hurt you more than others.”
— Heather Derr-Smith, from “Traitor”
If a child is so afraid of getting in trouble that they don't come to their parents when they make a mistake that could possibly put their health or even their life in danger, then those parents have failed.
If something goes wrong, and the first thing that child thinks is, "oh god, my parents are gonna kill me," then the parents have failed.
If a child is afraid of their parents, if the child sees their parents as an active threat instead of a source of safety and guidance, then the parents have failed.
A parents job is to protect, to teach, to guide.
If a parent makes themself a danger to the child, in any capacity, then that parent has failed.
It’s really easy for people to say to “leave the past behind you” but it’s not that easy to apply.
It’s okay if your past still affects you. It’s okay if it doesn’t affect you for awhile and then does again.
Healing is not linear.
You're something else.
(In a good way, of course.)
And I can only hope you know that.
*clutches this ask with all my heart* oh my gosh thank you so much! <3
Your trauma is valid even if you felt in control of the situation at the time and didn’t realize you were being traumatized.
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“Traumatized people chronically feel unsafe inside their bodies: The past is alive in the form of gnawing interior discomfort. Their bodies are constantly bombarded by visceral warning signs, and, in an attempt to control these processes, they often become expert at ignoring their gut feelings and in numbing awareness of what is played out inside. They learn to hide from their selves.”
“The Body Keeps The Score” by Bessel van der Kolk
Again I bleed. Again.
Again you rip the scab. Again.
Never healed. Never congealed. Never allowed to become a scar, a memory, a faded reminder.
Always a wound. Always the broken skin. Always the ripped off scab.
When will you allow me to heal? How much more bleeding will it take? How many scabs shall I pay in exchange for my right to not be bled out any further?
Again, the wound closes. Again.
Again, I see you reach for it. Again.
