Honey I rose up from the dead I do it all the time

inconsequential shane headcanon before bed i think he’s annoyingly good at pool. like he can shoot with his eyes closed and with the stick behind his back and he can hit the most insane combos and he’s a legend at this one dive bar in montreal because he once won a game without the other player ever once getting a turn. and ilya acts sooo bitchy about it cuz he sucks at pool oh look mr. billiards he knows how to hit a ball into a hole with a stick wow so impressive should we throw a party should we call tony soprano? but then shane is like watch i’m gonna send in these three all at the same time and here’s how. and he turns his hat backwards and bends down and pokes his tongue out in concentration and slides the stick between his long thick fingers a few times before he takes the shot and he sinks all 3 balls exactly the way he’d described he would and ilya has to suck him off in the bathroom about it

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.