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He/Him, 20

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Kinda at a weird cross roads with my art where I can't really articulate what I do and don't like about it. But I think a bulk of my complaints can be attributed to this: I am self taught because I am entirely too stubborn/prideful.

I don't watch tutorials, I don't ask for advice, I don't do ANYTHING and when my art looks like shit, I'm all surprised as if I haven't been shoot myself in the foot since I started getting "serious" about art.

When I compare my art to someone who's actually put in the work, I get really jealous. And for what??? But even still, I feel there's just something so fundamentally wrong about my art. I look at other people "doodles" and practice pieces, there's so much more form and shape to it. And even if it's messy, theres still so much love and passion pouring out of it that you can't get from mine. And it all makes me wonder if I'm just gonna be permanently stunted. Because I decided that I could just "figure it out as I go along". I'm no different than how I was 4 years ago. I'm still stubborn and stewing in my own anger at other people my age or younger despite knowing that all my shortcomings are no ones' fault but my own

Also congrats to you, my moot. The bloods on your hands, tsk tsk /silly

This was recording from a concert in my homestate, down at the Mill Hill Club in West Yarmouth, Massachusetts. Although we had the audio of Clutch for a while, most of the other music was lost to time! And I'm glad to say that this record is now in my possession! The first and so far only piece of animatronic related lost media in my collection. Although this album sadly doesn't contain any audio with DJ Cahill (Voice of Little Queenie in the WP5), she IS featured on the back of the sleeve!

Special thanks to my friend, @paddys-den_ for finding this piece and letting me have it!

Full album can be listened to here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uSP7ojHfO4

Nihilism rant over. Be the good you wanna see in this world

I've been experimenting with my traditional art a bit since I feel I'm starting to stagnate T_T. But I really like how these turned out! They were done with with various office pens, a grease pen, and colored pencils! Foxy is just pens since his color palette is already red, white, and blue. Maybe I'll try more of these, who knows...?!

Bonus WIP pic

Honesty, she'd probably be a big fan! I've actually been meaning to draw her in a y2k outfit since I feel the 2000s were very similar to the 60s with their love for girl bands and all.

Swiss cheese lingerie... surprisingly doesn't already exist. This will be my million dollar idea. I must appeal to the mouse market!

Finally used my 80s cel accurate color palette for once also. Also, phew! Last 2 days of pride and I didn't even post any gay stuff that I was planning to! Damn you procrastination! Oh well, I can use the CEC singing "Oh, I think my pride is showing again" soundbite for next year. My fellow aros will have to wait another year for my shitty art too, so sad.

Slightly more spicy aftermath pic:

I'm calling it "Bird of Paradise"