An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 5/8
Relationships: Will Byers/Chance
Characters: Chance (Stranger Things), Will Byers
Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Pining, Period-Typical Homophobia, Internalized Homophobia, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Chance Loves Will Byers, Slow Burn, Gay Chance (Stranger Things), Grief/Mourning, Pining Chance
Chapter Summary:
âThanks for coming,â Will says, after a moment of brief silence. âI know this isnât the kind of party youâre used to.â
Understatement of the year. Truthfully, itâd be the kind of party Chance would find lame, if someone described it to him. But the group energy is contagious, and so is Willâs smile, under the now lit backyard string lights. He sips his soda and feels a little drunk anyway.
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The obsession with wanting every single woman in television to get their picture perfect âhappily ever afterâ is so weird. The problem isnât with female characters getting killed off, the problem is with female characters getting killed off for shock value, to service a male characterâs arc, or in a way that feels narratively unearned. Rueâs death was a long time coming, and it was a beautifully tragic end to her character arc.
Yeah I think we may be veering into "the movie about Freddie Mercury (a real gay person who died) is Bury Your Gays because a gay man dies in it" territory in terms of unhinged discourse. Like. Similarly as in Bury Your Gays, fridging isn't about every single time a woman dies in media. It's about a specific phenomenom of female characters getting killed for the development of the men around them.
To be clear I have only watched bits and pieces of Euphoria, but from my understanding Rue's death is definitely not about any male character, nor was she the only main character to die. Clearly the show has issues in about 45737377 other areas and consensus seems to be this final season was especially bad, but her dying does not seem comparable to El's situation at all.
Is there a Stranger Things fandom calendar for fandom events? Or anything similar? Trying to possibly plan one and I'd like to make sure the chosen date doesnât conflate with anything else.
people complain about female characters dying, but then when you ask them how they want said female characterâs arc to end they almost always bring up marriage and a nuclear family which is, often times, even more misogynistic of an ending than what she got.
Yeah, which, I mean, I can see it even more as an issue when canon supports it (flashbacks to that interview when the Duffers mentioned El living and all detail they gave to this timeline would be that she'd be married to Mike). I donât think getting married and having a family is necessarily a bad ending (for El specifically I can see the logic behind it) but the way people express this makes it clear that it's more of a shipping gripe than a gripe about the character's fate in itself, if that makes sense.
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surely there must be a way to not let "female characters getting killed for the development of the men around them is lazy at best and misogynistic at worst" turn into "no woman can die in any story, ever, or even be unhappy, and in fact if a story about a woman makes me sad this is a crime against feminism." surely we can see how the first statement does not imply the latter one. and yet
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the problem is that my brain has become able to digest and not absorb most compliments, and instead latches onto the idea that the absence of a compliment is a critique, processing "great!" as "okay" and neutral silence as "you suck." and then it views most compliments as just people placading me, which means that when people are complimenting me they're only doing it because they find me lowkey annoying. you'd think there are too many mean-spirited logic leaps in this line of thought but that's how it works.
chance and will in an rv driving across america >>
summer before college. chanceâs dadâs old rv is finished being fixed. chance had fixed it up himself (with Some help) solely for this reason. it was an idea theyâd had after the final battle. now that it was here, they were beside themselves. they go grocery shopping together, make and go over lists, plan out stops along the way, etc. willâs left hand spends more time in chanceâs right then it does out of it. diner stops where they drink way too many milkshakes and ignore way too many looks for being such an âodd pair.â they canât keep off of each other at night. will loves looking up at the stars through their small skylight, over chanceâs sweaty and scratched up shoulder. morning cuddles and kisses and sex. they find a stray kitten along the way. they agree to figure out custody later. they aim to see cheesy tourist spots and beautiful national parks. will takes photos with an old camera of jonathanâs. they always cook meals together. they sneak their kitten in places sometimes. they almost forget they canât be free like that forever, but the reality check doesnât slow them down. only spurs them on. they only fall deeper in love.
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Nnng ok so. Thank you for indulging me. I mulled over this ask for so long because I want to spread this agenda so badly LMAO
I think established bychance would need to be in place for anything to happen. And it would be a truce situation between the jocks and the Party--so Andy isn't necessarily a born again saint but he has chilled out, apologized to Dustin and Lucas, and now the fact that Chance hangs out with Will a lot is not necessarily something worth raising eyebrows over. Peace reigns in Hawkins High.
But that does not mean Chance and Will are out. Only the closest people to them know, and I don't think this includes Andy, even if, again, this is scenario were he has improved and he and Chance's friendship has become fairly uncomplicated. I think Chance sometimes catches Andy staring at him and Will and looking away, or looking at Will too long, and he worries Andy might be clocking them.
(putting the rest under a cut because as usual I can't shut up)
Meanwhile, Will... has different suspicions. He and Andy have hesitant interactions now that Will has begun to spend so much time with Chance--they cross paths fairly often, and there's an undercurrent of awkwardness there that Will can't exactly understand. It's not like the other jocks. He feels like he senses those stares Chance has mentioned, but he has the impression they're not malicious... and in the privacy of his brain he allows himself to consider the absurd possibility of: sometimes it looks like Andy is checking him out. But that's ridiculous, of course. He doesn't even mention it to Chance because it's obviously not what is happening, and in the remote chance that it was, that is clearly something Andy needs to figure out for himself.
The problem begins to arise when. Hm. Will... kind of likes those looks? He feels so insanely guilty over it. He is in love and happy with his boyfriend and even considering something else makes him feel greedy and disloyal and gross. But. When he is just jerking off to his favorite fantasy of being with Chance in the locker room after practice, he does once imagine Andy coming in and holy shit. That's nice. Chance can manhandle him easily, Chance and Andy at the same time would be... Wow. That would be something.
(He feels so guilty he later confesses it to Robin near tears and she's like. Byers. Fantasizing about a threesome is not infidelity. Every straight man you know has done it. You're fine.)
Will is able to understand that she's right. This is just fantasy. It's as likely to happen as him having a threesome with Chance and Han Solo (and the second Will thinks that he's filing up that image for later, too). It does make even the small interactions he has with Andy even more awkward than they previously were, but still. It's not an issue.
Exceeept. One day, Will and Chance are sneaking out in an empty classroom--not even making out, just flirting and giggling and risking a kiss--and the door opens and before they can pull away from each other they see that it's Andy, coming back to pick up a notebook he forgot or something.
Cue PANIC. Will is so pale he can't speak. Chance thinks he is going to either piss his pants or pass out and Andy does not look much better. He probably runs away and Chance has to chase him to be get a sense of whether Andy will be a friend or possibly get them both killed. When he does talk to him, Andy seems to barely be able to hear anything he's saying--looks like he's the one that just got caught kissing a boy, for how much he's shaking. But he manages to get it together long enough to promise Chance he won't tell anyone.
Chance Does Not Buy This. Not entirely. Because the days pass, and although Andy doesn't act like he now hates Chance and Will, he also does not act normally. Chance has no clue if he's being hateful or homophobic but he does know he's being really fucking weird. He cannot look at him and Will without blushing. He's distracted as fuck during practice. And Chance is worried--he does care about his friendship with Andy, and also, most importantly, he needs to know for sure that Andy won't break his promise and tell anyone.
So Chance takes the plunge and confronts Andy, in the locker room, when they're alone. He's like, "if you don't want to be friends with me anymore that's fine. But I need to be sure you can keep this secret." And he inhales sharply and goes: "I don't even care if you want to gather the guys and kick my ass. But I need you to promise me you'll leave Will alone."
But Andy kind of snaps: "I'm not gonna fucking do that." Pause. "Kick your ass, I mean." The mood lightens a bit, and Chance is a little more comforted by the awareness that Andy won't retreat to his old ways. Chance adds: "I know it may seem weird, but--" "It's not." "What?" "It's not weird. I mean. I dunno." Andy shrugs. "It's--lucky that you guys found each other."
And Chance is just standing in the middle of the locker room unable to process what this might mean. They fall into silence as they gather their things. Then, before they leave, Andy turns to him and goes: "Uh... what do you guys, like, do? Together?"
Chance is like. What. And in a moment Andy seems to realize what he's asking and he goes, "fuck, okay, forget it, that was fucking weird." Chance opens his mouth to say something and Andy is like "forget it, I don't know what the fuck came over me I should never have asked that."
This interaction is super weird but at least Chance now feels like Andy won't rat him and Will out so. That's something? He tells Will that, later--not the part about Andy asking, because that feels like something Chance maybe shouldn't tell? But he tells him they're good. And they're chilling and having a good time, kind of laughing in relief at the absurdity of Andy joining the ranks of their allies, when Will guiltily says he needs to confess something. And he tells Chance about his locker room fantasy. He's like. "hahaha isn't this crazy. isn't this the dumbest thing you've ever heard."
But it's not. It's--pretty fucking hot, actually, and now Chance's brain is taken by how overwhelmed Will could look in between him and Andy and the engines are also turning re: that bizarre conversation he had with Andy in the locker room, and hm. He looks at Will and goes "I mean..." And he finally tells him about his full talk with Andy, and Will's face is dawning with realization and they're both looking at each other like. This is the craziest thought in the world but also. I think I know what you're thinking and I think you might be right.
From there... I think Will should be the one to talk to Andy. Tentatively circling the subject until it's like. "we were not actually making out when you saw us. ....would you like to see it?" And Things Evolve From There. But I do think the first time might just start with Will and Chance making out in front of Andy (both of them finding out it's hot to have an audience, especially when the audience is so obviously turned on), which evolves to Andy getting to do stuff with Will so Chance can watch too, and eventually they work together. I think Chance and Andy don't do much toward each other until Will expresses that hey. I Would Like To See It (and yes I am saying Will has his Challengers moment with Chance and Andy). The negotiation from that to a full throuple takes time, but bizarrely, it works. Having two closeted jocks and former bullies as his boyfriends is probably not the craziest thing that has ever happened to Will, but as far as wild parts of his life, this one is pretty neat.