Just Me

My Vegas breakdown is making the rounds again and I would like to remind people that DOM DROP is real and also Ilya Rozanov has no idea that it's happening to him. Yes Ilya is a mean dom, especially that night, but the cigarette and vodka conversation was not part of the scene and the reason he's choosing not to communicate in that moment is because he is fully in Dom drop and literally feels like he cannot communicate. Shane, sitting next to him, is fully in sub drop and ALSO feels like if he actually opens his mouth to ask for what he wants (Kisses) then he's going to throw up or ask for something insane. Also they're in love and hiding it badly. Also Ilya is going back to Russia in a matter of days. Also Shane has been feeling some version of chewed up and spat out for over six months at this point. They're not doing WELL. And they're not doing it to each other it's just. Happening.

i think. okay. i think Kyle's parents bought the apartment in New York (and i thinkkk they make a big deal about it/"new york is So Expensive, Kyle. couldn't you have gone to school somewhere else?") so literally everything is in their name. and i think, like, as Kyle gets older he realizes that he wants to own it himself. he wants it to be His Place, in his name. it doesn't matter that he plans on moving in with Eric, he still wants his own place! and he wants that place to be his apartment, the place where he grew into the person he is!!

Troy about Hayden: Is this a friend of yours? Ilya: Kind of? Not really. He's in my life, and there's nothing I can do about it.

“which self-help book would you rec—” girl read yaoi fanfiction on ao3 instead

I know I am dating myself but, Sesame Street is how many of us learned the power of imagination. Fandom at it's core is driven by the power and joy of using your imagination and sharing it with others. Fandom Followers = "Take me on a journey. Show me something new."

given how much ilya enjoys being shirtless at home, i have a very dear image in my mind of hollanov babby copying papa and also having their lil tummy out as often as possible. literally gets home and shirt comes off IMMEDIATELY. tiny backpack off round lil tummy OUT. ilya did briefly try keeping his shirt on at all times because they were trying to teach babby "hey. we gotta wear clothes." but shane finally just let him return to his natural state because he did have the energy of a cat trapped in a t-shirt and at a certain point it was just sad to watch. babby knows pants stay on, and they're calling it good enough.

even tho troy is ripped he starts to put extra care into lifting and bench presses so he can always be ready to sweep harris off his feet

Because he is so sweet on his buddy. Awww.

That would explain why he hasn't eaten ice cream in years and doesn't have a favourite flavour when Harris asks him about it.