BetYoureFine

I am starting to believe that it's time to leave

I tried to fix “us” but it didn’t work, you were already gone. You had already given up, you knew there was no future for “us”.

Yes I am running from my problems and if I stop I'm afraid they'll drag me deeper into hell

I am known to fuck things up so I am a disappointment before I get the chance to start.

my bad thoughts are turning into bad actions

Cheers for another year where we wish we didn't exist.

Back at square one, feeling like shit but not knowing why

I scare myself more than anything else

I never thought I'd live this long, I only know that I didn't want to live at all

I don't think I will ever change, and at this point, I am not even sure if I can.

I don't know where I am heading, I just know that it's not going to be good for me.

What do I do when the bad days turn into months?

I would give everything away just to feel at peace with myself

day 2308 of being stuck in the same hell

I am slowly but surely falling apart.