you’ve got mail!

im realizing very fast that people do not in fact know that sometimes things in stories suck on purpose and it sucking is the point

my retirement plan is to be found dead by the river

perhaps. i do want to be loved. unfortunate.

thinking about shane who in his late 30’s discovers that he might be autistic and kind of freaks out about it because he’s already the gay hockey player and the asian hockey player he doesn’t also want to be the autistic hockey player with all the negative stereotypes it comes with but he finally confides in ilya one day and says i think i might have autism and ilya gives him a soft look and says yes i think maybe you do and at first shane gets a little angry at ilya because why does it seem like you knew? how did you know? why didn’t you tell me? and ilya says because i think you deserve to figure out how you feel without me plantning ideas in your head and no matter what you would still be my shane, trying to be all sweet about it and shane gives him a careful look and asks is that why you haven’t turned on the overheard light in 2 years and ilya sighs and nods

mpp playing on a knee held together with chewing gum and a prayer and also freaking out and trying to call an ambulance when stacey hurt HER knee omgggggggg

thinking about catherine dubois