Rebecca

“The other day she said to me ‘sometimes I just feel like a gas station’ and I laughed at the statement before she explained ‘people stop by to get what they need, whether it’s sex, laughter, or someone to suffocate the loneliness, until they’re full again and the last thing you ever see is them driving away’ and now I’m wondering if a gas station is all I’ll ever be”

“I won’t lie, I miss you, very much. But I know it's just the loneliness speaking. I know if I go back to you, then I’m not allowing myself to grow and find true love. What we had was nice and I wish it was real but we both know it was only real for me. If sometime in the future we met again, then we can decide otherwise. There is still a big part of me that believe you are where I wanna end up. However, I see it now, I wasn’t meant to be the person you love. I’ll always care about you, I’ll always want to know if you’re okay, if you are hurting, if you’ve had a bad day, I will always care, for you are a part of me that will never die.”

“There are many things I’ve wanted to tell you, things I've realised when I understood that you were never coming back. However, we don’t talk anymore and you don’t care anymore. So as always, I keep them to myself.”