bells

It's hard to know if you'd be into it regardless or if it's your upbringing that made you like it - nature vs nurture be creeping in everywhere. Yeah, unless they're a Nets fan, but who cares about Nets fans anyway?

This is very true and something like horse shows and equestrian people legitimately can fall out of love for the expense of it all. Damn Timmy dont let the Nets fans here you say that. Im kidding they probably already have and mad at you already.

hello, you rang? what does my beautiful, wonderful, special best friend need today? you know i'd do anything for you.

Oh good the call could still reach you. You make me blush you charming handsome friend. Um more than anything I wanted to hear your voice and bear witness to your witty conversation. that's what I wanted. And maybe you know, know you out there living it up.

wait, hold on a second ― you went to switzerland and returned back home with a boyfriend who might be the whole package ? the way i just gasped. i love this for you, bells ! tell me more about that funny and witty guy. like name, adress, social security number. you know, in case he fucks you over and i gotta do what a girl's gotta do to defend your honor. kidding. partly. but for real now, how did you guys meet ? was it instant connection or more of a slow vibe ? also, how did he enjoy texan ranch life on a scale of one to ten ? because if you say five, we might need to re-evaluate his status of potentially being the whole package.

Yes, I am currently living in a total rom-com cliché, and I’m not even mad about it. Nico is honestly dangerous levels of charming. And while I love your commitment to the defend my honor, okay I will keep nothing under lock and key then should that happen but also got a confidence it wont? It wasn’t a lightning strike, it was more like a slow burn for all of a few weeks that suddenly caught fire. We met and I got really invested into his hockey season. He got really invested in making me happy and amping up my work which is very important. I was nervous bringing a refined, mountain-loving Swiss guy to a Texas ranch, but he leaned all the way in. He looked ridiculous in my spare pair of boots. I told him he’s lucky we have brisket, or we’d be having a very serious relationship intervention. He’s brilliant, he handles my chaos with actual grace, and he makes me laugh until my sides hurt. I think he’s a keeper, but don't worry, if he actually ever slips up, you’ll be the first person because clearly you are the most talented in tactical defense.

Look at you making me blush. And please, if anyone's perfect, have you looked in a mirror recently? I feel like we're both very guilty of hyping each other up, but I fully intend to keep doing it. The fact that you mentioned my heart means more to me than anything about my face ever could. At the end of the day, if people remember me for trying to do a little good where I can, that's enough. I fully support your parasocial love because I'm right there with you. You're stuck with me.

And honestly? I refuse to apologize for hyping you up. You deserve every bit of it, and I have zero plans in stopping it. Might as well get used to it now babes. I really meant what I said. A pretty face is great and all, but a good heart is what actually sticks with people. The fact that your main goal is just leaving things a little better than you found them says everything about who you are.

that's exactly how i am. dedicated to my cave and very anti-sun. if anything, i might actually be howie from benchwarmers. do you think you would ever do stage work? i bet you would kill it considering you've already got the experience of working with a live audience from all your modeling shows. it's going so good and i'm so thankful that i have the chance to do it. now that we're knee-deep in things, the anxiety has faded and i'm feeling lots better about things. you have a cosmetics line? i didn't know this. tell me all about it, please and thank you.

Oh that's a reference I totally get my darling. As long as you aren't eating sunblock straight out of the tub or battling the mailman, you're doing better than him. But honestly, I totally see the cave dwelling appeal here. You know, I haven't officially done a theatrical play or anything like that, but you might be onto something. Runway shows definitely give you that raw adrenaline rush of a live audience where there are no do-overs if you trip or miss a mark. Stage acting feels like a whole different beast with memorizing lines and keeping energy high for two hours straight. That pre-show or pre-project dread is always the absolute worst part, but once you're actually in the middle of it, muscle memory kicks in. And yes, it's focused right now on fragrance. We are a alcohol free line to both compliment your skin naturally and really to match your aura within in that moment.

oh hey bella, it's been a minute. thank you i appreciate that, yeah i thought outside the box. i'm not able to play my old songs, since i don't have the rights. so playing snippets of them, was a loophole of not having to pay for my own music. what artist was you favorite to see?

It really has, don't ask me when we last talked cause I cant remember. I watched a youtube video that explained that and I still think it's so badass. I mean look at you not letting that tone you down.I got a lot of props for you

My baby, Bella. You have no idea how much I miss you and it's so like you to worry about me. I promise, I'm doing well, I'm not overworking myself and making sure to get some me time when I really need it. How have you been? You're the one the world is currently obsessed with and I get it, I'm obsessed with you too. I hope we both find some free time to hangout soon.

Stop you are the only one that can call me that. I know if you were here I would be like have you slept? have you eaten? So me I know. Well that's really great I know how much you enjoy your work though. Stop that and you and the world love to tease me with such sexy thoughts. I think the world is obsessed with you, I mean look at all you accomnplished this year my lvoe

Hello gorgeous! It's been ages since we've really gotten to talk, and I'm really sad about that, so you need to fill me in on how you're doing and what you've been up to, I want to hear everything. Hopefully it's a bit more exciting than my life, because I'll admit things have been a tad bit boring over here since my divorce. Maybe if we're in the same spot sometime soon, we can meet up and have coffee and talk? // @bcllchcdid

I know my heart is aching for reconnection. I have been doing really well lately health wise and well in my personal romantic life. Do you think you are in grieving? No I know bold of me to assume but do you feel like you chose it or it's just happening to you? Yeah I definitely think all the deep intricate details deserve a face to face.

📱 𝐒𝐌𝐒 — bella

Bella: decades in these olds bones. no literally I saw you getting a smoothie last week and I didnt say hi cause you looked busy