Cyanide Collective 8.0

We lost the login information to our account @ragebaitisneverpresenthere because the login info is on our exes phone. Me and radicalregressor are no longer dating, as they ghosted me. (We got back together I just want to move to this account)

We were thiswillneverberagebait, thiswillstillneverberagebait, nullragebait, and a few more before that

we are a radqueer paraphile who uses transids!

we are cisplussized, cisproblamatic, ciscaneuser, cishated, cislowempathy, cisvolitileemotions, cisalcaholic, cissmoker, etc

we are transadored, transloved, transwheelchairuser, transwinged, transproblematic, transparasocialrelationshipsubject, transvampire, transneeded, transharmful, transharmed, transgroomed, transgroomer, transporcelaindoll, etc

we are spitenazi, spiteproblematic, spitemisandrist, etc

We are nullloved, nullneeded, nullhetetosexual, nullcisgender, etc

we have many alters who will sign off and possibly have typing quirks

Form to date us! https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfoA176qJ8SzXFtOBB6ufevcnkm1DpkFMiQRZonVEWP9wLtNw/viewform?usp=publish-editor

There is a jury who has heard about me only from my abusers side because no one even told me going to court was a right I had until my final court date.

There are people who have never met me, never even seen me, hearing about the worst parts of my life from the people who made it horrible.

They're hearing it from the bio mom who beat me, locked me in my room, starved me, denied me medical attention for my physical and mental health, and then denied it ever happened.

They're hearing it from the stepdad who watched it all happen, and then comforted my mother, the one doing it.

They're hearing it from my bio dad, who abandoned me at the age of seven, and let his transphobic parents stalk his own child.

They're hearing it from the people who turned me into a sociopathic narcissist, a system, made me have an eating disorder, led to me seeking out attention from grown men who wanted nothing other than to see the naked body of a child on the Internet.

I made so many promises saying I would never cvt again, never cause myself that kind of pain.

I yume with Billy and stu (original ghostfaces) and with the saja boys so I'm very happy with that!!

We also have a lot of cat girls so the collar and ears are amazing!!

Do they think about me at all? Do I even cross their minds when they aren't at court, being forced to talk about me?

Like- I need someone to slip some vodka into one of my energy drinks, tie me up, and fuck me until I pass out (extra points if they keep going after)

... You haven't seen any interactions with my partner though? How are you seeing my treatment happen if she doesn't have a tumblr and I don't fucking know you?

I am in a conabuse relationship with a partner, and in the past it was noncon, and her and I have talked about it and she decided to give me a second chance, for which I am grateful.