baulieew

Every time I see someone call Rowena Sam and Dean’s mother figure I take physical damage

Thinking about how Mary performed femininity to please John and Dean performed masculinity to please John, about how Mary tried to ignore the itch to hunt and Dean had to smother the urge to nest, about how Mary was everything John wanted Dean to be and Dean was everything John believed Mary was, about how this man who was so important to both of them never really knew either of them at all.

he's GAY. his family HATES HIM. he wants to KILL HIMSELF. he is a FATHER. he found his purpose in being a GAY FATHER. for his GROWN UP SON. he read BOOKS to raise satan's SPAWN as his own BABY. he is GAY. he is an ANGEL. he was LOBOTOMIZED thousands of times. he uses AIR QUOTES. he FELL. he is HUNTED. he REBELLED. and he did ALL OF IT for DEAN WINCHESTER. he is GAY. he INVENTED FREE WILL. god HATES HIM. he is GAY

#mycastiel

It's a damn shame that Cas was with Gadreel when he came up with the wookiee plan because Dean would have not only instantly understood but also jizzed in his pants if Cas turned to him and conveyed his plan only with the word "wookiee".

the thing about s6 cas is that he canonically scolded balthazar for using his newfound freedom to suck and fuck instead of dedicating himself to The Cause. his ass would NOT realise he was in love with dean!!!

“ohhhh but he watched dean rake leaves!” yes and i guarantee he rationalised it as “i’m just reminding myself of what’s at stake 😇 nothing self-indulgent going on here!”

(nonchalant) (rock hard) i sense that you kill a lot of people

laughing my ass OFF imagining jensen seeing this