In Trench I'm not alone |-/

the worst part about being an adult is that no matter how sad you get, the show must go on.

anyone else feel like a car stuck in the mud with its tires spinning helplessly and its engine sputtering

the bad thing about having unhealthy habits due to mental illness, is when you DO do something healthy style you can't brag about about it because then people will then know you've been doing it yucky style all along. Like you can't brag you changed your sheets or brushed your teeth because then ppl will be like oh did you not brush your teeth regularly before? Thats yucky disgusting! So you just gotta keep it to yourself. And be proud alone, I suppose.

I cant wait to marry one of my mutuals im just not sure who its going to be yet...nervous

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