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Once there was just little girl. She wanted her mother be proud of her, but in one second she realized that there is noone to live for. She is the one, who makes her life good, she has to work harder, better, to survive and fight for her future, because there is noone left who can back her up. "Never give up, fight for your life." thats what I see when the conversations turns on Asuka L. S. from Evangelion. My hero.

I am watching new anime now. "New", made in a tamplet by old game named Catlevania, by Netflix. I love it! Btw the Anime is named by the game too. My favourite character is Trevor Belmond so far. He is fighter from old Family Belmond and the last of their heir. He is an inspiration for my new techniques to my text rpg game where my char will be the same mister with whip as Trevor is.

I have been playing The Arcana for a while. And I am in love with this person. Jullian... He is introvert, funny, nervous, dramaqueen, too much cares about my chars safety, but he still love her. I like him in many ways so I decided to cosplay him in future. Cosplay... Ehh... Crossplay 😂 anyway, I hope my son one day will be little bit like Jull, not the drama queen, but magical and kind, evenmore careful for other people. I will post soon my fan fiction about Jullian. Stay tuned.

I have almost no time to make any cosplay or make up tests :( it is not because I have too many things to learn for tests.. It is because I am working for school at home. I am studying Wigs and masks for film or theathre. Basically I make wigs and I am mua for 2 days a week. I love it, but I have too much to do if I want to be good and I want it! So I am doing my best and it seems I will be the best, if I wont stop this hard working. I am sorry to everybody who was thinking I will post on FB photos everyday, everyday make up tests and wips of costumes. I simply dont have time for that and also, I have no photos from my summer conventions :( All I need now is order Bakka's upcomming book about cosplay wigs and wokr wokr wokr to have money I need for cosplay materials and time to work on them.

There are some situations which you will have to solve as cosplayer. Every time, woth every costume, you have to deal with wigs. No metter if they are thick or not thick, if they are colourful or just one colour. Every single time you have to style it, cut it, try it and evenmore sew it yourself. For me it is sign of non professionality, when cosplayers have wrong colour of wigs or if they dont know what to do with them (I mean, when you call yourself 'professional cosplayer'). Once I have seen one female cosplayer, doing some costest and asking for advice. I wrote her, that she should buy another wig, make buns and braids and attach them by magnets or clips, coz it would look much better that single wig styled in 4 braids, extra free hair and buns on top, it is simply NOT enough to use single wig... Or you can but you will never brush it again. So the point is... She was mad bout my help and wrote me, that she will use only one wig and there is no way in changing her mind because it would be too expensive... Ofc it will be! Because if you want to do cosplay you have to count with the prices of goods, moreover if you want to make costume which looks as real as its possible. So... I am little bit sad of her, but.. There is no help for someone who doesnt want to be helped. GL with your costume honey, you will see that you will look like cheap imitation from ebay. ❤️ XoxoAyano

There is one photo of me (Mary Saotome) and my beloved Eliza as Yumeko Jabami.  Once we had group cosplay together with other maybe 5 girls, we decided to make another “group” cosplay, but we were only 2 who have seen Kakegurui anime. So....here we are. Photo was taken during Advik2018 in PRague by Hek Photography (you can find him on facebook)

Anyway, today is the first real snow in Czechia (Prague) and I had to be outside when it all started, so now I feel sick....maybe this is a good start of my tumblr life XD