I love gaining weight on my holidays it is the best kind of souvenir you can get like you're letting everyone else know that the food was indeed good

I have deleted the mobile app from my phone bc of limited storage always but I am fine! I am in love I think and one semester and thesis away from finishing my postgrad

I feel like there is this Ideal standard I hold myself and my feelings up to, and whenever I fail to meet it (which is most of the time), I feel unworthy myself and unworthy of feeling the feeling. In the meantime life passes me by and people come and go and they love me and I miss out on all those good things. But I am learning to give myself and my feelings some space and to not berate myself for not existing or feeling perfectly

we got an ugly health scare today and my anticipatory grief felt a little less anticipatory and a little more real for a couple of minutes. thankfully, in the end, everything went well. I need to look into how to be able to enjoy life as it is being lived and suck out all of the present's marrow