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💕When will you be finishing Melt With You?

That’s a great question! As a two-person collaboration between two busy bees living in different places, we don’t always get a chance to write together regularly. We have NOT given up on the fic (especially since we have about 75k of later chapters written) but we go through busier periods where it is harder to collaborate. Please remember we are two adults with busy lives, limited free time, and only so much writing energy! But I promise we are slowly yet surely cooking up something delicious for you all 🍜

🪲When will you be finishing No More, No Less?

Honestly, during my busy senior year, I just touched the fic for the first time in months! Although I don’t know when the next update will be, it should be up by the end of March. If it’s not up by then you have permission to bully me in my DMs and Inbox.

✨What about Defying the Stars?

That project has taken the back burner until I catch up on MWY and NMNL, but I do plan to finish it someday. I also need to reread everything I’ve written and Romeo and Juliet before I get back to it, so that may take a bit 🧍 But alas, auxtor’s writing is not over!

💋Can I make fanart of your fics?

Yes, yes, yes! I always love to see art inspired by my fics and I’m sure @yesterdayandtodayy feels the same when it comes to Melt With You.

🐇May I print it and share it with friends?

As long as my username is on it and you don’t pass it off as your own work, I don’t care what you do with it!

😭Are you still alive? Are you still writing?

Always am, always will. The depths of depression and the hell that is college have taken a lot from me but I am always writing. Some of my projects are outside of fanfiction but I promise I will send good news y’all’s way when there is any.

I love you all💗

i was under the impression that was for like comic cons or conventions to purchase? and $5000 would make sense to me to travel and have a whole thing set up and pay the talent and the people setting it up and running the event. i didn’t ever think it was for like private fan events. i could be wrong tho, you’ve been emailing them and i haven’t lol

i do lwk share your frustration just bc,,, i know these dudes do not owe us a damn thing, but why can’t they just do a full reunion special over zoom? like, just talk for two hours from your house? no agency involved. dylan has his own youtube channel. he knows how to live stream. loads of casts did stuff like that during covid and it was great! i’d be okay with that! i don’t need a big fancy event. idk lol

yes, it was mainly for comic con events but i asked if they could do an online event. no meet & greet, no in person appearance. their agent said yes, they could, but only for a fee of $5,000.

i said that was outlandish and they sent me an email back declining to work with me because i referred to them as “minor actors” in the film (which i probably shouldn’t have said, but i was trying to be factual, not insulting). they said if i can make the money work, they would consider working with me in the future.

no matter the nature of the events they intended, they said this was something they COULD do: a lowkey watch party and q&a in which i agreed to curate questions beforehand, but only for a price of $5,000. which seems unreasonable for a 3 hour zoom appearance that they can do from their home, mostly for an audience of teens and 20-somethings.

i’m sorry for disappointing people. i’m upset too. i don’t blame the actors at all, mainly just upset with the agency. they were professional but i still felt that the nature of the conversation was judgey and used their “professional value” to justify what is an insane price for the kind of event i’m requesting.

My chemistry teacher asked me why I'm so distracted today. HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO TELL HIM I'M RUNNING ON 2 HOURS OF SLEEP DUE TO DEPRESSED GAYS?!

Your portrayal of mental illness feels so hauntingly real. The shame, the inability. I feel so seen. Chapter 5 actually killed me.

Thank you so so so much for this.

Won't bother you any further.