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take care // SUMMONED | kyle garrick x reader au | 600 words
part 4 of the SUMMONED series.
bad call (simon) | eyes of a stranger (soap) | you're the boss (price) | patchwork (kĂśnig)
cw/tags: 18+, explicit sexual content. cis-female reader. supernatural elements. dubcon. virginity (not painful).
A bachelorette party game.
You and the girls, and some old game that one of them brought. Not even an Ouija board, but something that their grandma's grandma's played. Very old and quite pungent.
"I want to marry the man who's gonna take care of me the best."
It can tell if you're not taking it seriously.
"I'm talking about my fiance, dumbass. Wouldn't be marrying him if he didn't. Anyway, your turn!"
â
You tell yourself you could've figured it out if he hadn't shown up the night before the wedding, dressed in a suit.
A stranger with soft brown eyes with a strange glint to them that stole your breath away.
Telling you, You're not going to marry him, honey. That's not the way this is going to work. I'm sorry.
He wasn't sorry; his top lip didn't meet his bottom lip in the right way to sell his remorse. The glint and the feverish look in his eyes seeing you in your bridal gown, trying it on one last time before the morning. He looked like a man deprived.
He was patient when you didn't understand. When you cried and cried, he held you, stroking your hair, the waist of your dress, your pretty mantilla veil. His hands were weak at first, so insubstantial that it scared you, but they got stronger as he roved up your dress.
Your protests were salt-thick.
I know, honey, I know.
Soothing words and petting hands and spoken kindnesses draped over you like their own veil, affixed to you and kept in place over you.
Until he found that that you were a traditional girl in some way; had been waiting for the wedding night. His eyes burned dark and hard, his hands forming into hot irons that molded your flesh apart.
What a beautiful bride
He kissed away your tears, sucked them up delicately with his beautiful mouth. He parted you like the sea, like trembling grasses making way, and slicked himself up. Hushed and crooned in your salt-damp neck about how he's the one that he can take care of you the best, isn't that what you wanted? as his cock rocked into you a little bit, small takings and small pitiful sanctions, making deeper passage.
The loveliest bride a man could hope for. Look at your face, darlin, you're a vision. Those eyes open for me so wide, lookin' at her new husband, eh?
Every time your mouth gaped open, he captured it in a new, hungrier kiss, his skin dragging against yours near the end of it. Swallowed up your crying noises, your gasps and hisses and moans, your pathetic keening sounds when his cock stroked the deepest, pressing against places you've never felt.
S'what a groom needs to do, hm? Make his pretty wife come? Make her feel good and jus' right? I'm gonna take care of you the best. You made sure of it, my wife.
A warm hand settled against your clit and began to rub there, slow and delirious, until he no longer kissed to cover up your sounds; his eyes darkened and seem to glitter as your ragged moans filled the bridal suite. An orgasm rippled out across you, tight and discordant, frightening you beyond your new reality and you pulled at your husband so tightly that he spilled in you with a harsh groan. Pulsed something in you, then dragged his cock out, spilling more over your bridal gown.
Marked. Taken.
â
A few years later, he asks you to go find the dress in the closet. Wants you to put it on so he can fuck you like you're a virgin again; wants to reenact the taking of you.
There are some bittersweet tears you shed while he achingly glides into you, acting like the pressure is too much and too full and he has to slow down for your sake, remembering your fiance's face. The excitement you felt the night before.
i want food truck simon slinging some hot, shit food that tastes crazy good when you're hammered. smokes cigarettes and wears his big ass boots. sweating and grunting; terrible customer service.
fucks the cute health inspector when she rolls up with a disgusted face and bad attitude. makes fun of her cute clothes after he's rolled down the service window, got her propped up against a wedge of a wall, his nasty mouth up against her neck and his hard prick fat in her fancy cunt.
he fails the inspection, but gets her number. fucks her stupid and cooks in her kitchen instead. still smokes.
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still feeling the coke machine glow vibe, especially with @ceilidho's summery posts. makes me think of a price x reader x gaz sitch where reader's just vibin with gaz, lots of drinks and good weed, and then enter sandman (price). suddenly it's master manipulator and manipulator jr wanting to take you far away together all for themselves.
Like, imagine trying to move on with your life after your divorce and Simon just⌠wonât let you. Your car doesnât start? Thatâs odd, even odder when he happens to be driving by as youâre standing stranded on the side of the road. That guy you went on a few dates with? Ghosts you. You find out later he moved faaaar away too, like he couldnât get far enough away from you. If your kid has a game, Simon is right there on the sideline, a shadow at your back. Afterwards, he suggests getting ice cream, and you canât bring yourself to deprive your son of this time with his dad. So you have to sit there, on a wooden bench, as your kid excitedly recaps the game and Simon dutifully nods along, commenting and offering praise here and there. Itâs infuriating because where was this a year ago, when you were begging for more effort? Where was this time and attention when you were practically raising your son alone? Nowhere. He was always gone, and you were always left to pick up the pieces.
He knows youâre frustrated too, though youâre not doing much to hide it. Itâs boiling over as he buckles your son into his seat and leans down to your window, small smile tugging his mouth to the side.
âAlright?â
âNo.â You snap. âArenât you supposed to be on a mission or something?â He shakes his head.
âIâll be around,â he tells you casually, and your mouth drops open in shock. His hand darts into the car so fast you canât track it, and then his thumb is pressing, hard, into your bottom lip. âGot a new mission now, closer to home.â
People have really forgotten that yandere is literally a horror trope. No I don't want a "green flag yandere" I want an endless pit of dread in my stomach and also a sense of arousal that shouldn't be there
Knight!Simon, whoâs broad and brutal under normal circumstances, more scar tissue than flesh where the years have carved him open, now reduced to something small and shaking in Prince Gazâs bed.
Massive frame trembling with every roll of Gazâs hips, the full thick length of the princeâs cock buried inside him, stretching his hole wide, burn sitting constant and deep. Tears track down his scarred cheeks in hot, silent lines, sniffing wetly, the sound pathetic from a man who usually looms over everyone else. Broken whine slips free when Garrick rocks in just a fraction deeper.
Gaz bracing one hand on Simonâs scarred chest, feeling the frantic thud of his heart beneath the keloidâs, coos low and sweet, soothing a skittish animal. âThere now, my knight. Look at you, falling apart so nicely for me.â His other hand grips the back of Simonâs thigh, keeps him folded open, legs pushed high and wide. âBreathe through it. Thatâs it. Such a good boy when youâre stuffed full like this.â
Simonâs hands fist in the furs beneath him, knuckles white, muscles in his arms shaking with the effort to hold still. Every thrust dragging a fresh whimper from his throat, wet and choked, his own cock lying heavy and leaking against his stomach, untouched and aching.
Fullness too much, Gaz cock pressing relentless against his prostate, makes fresh tears spill over, rim fluttering and clenching around the the prince. Sniffs again, loud in the quiet room, and Gaz leans down to kiss the corner of his wet eye, hips never stopping.
âShh, I know,â Garrick murmurs, voice warm and coaxing even as he fucks him deeper. âMy big, fierce knight⌠reduced to tears on his princeâs cock. Youâre doing so well for me. Let me hear those pretty sounds.â
Another thrust, deeper this time, and Simonâs back arches hard, a low, broken keen tearing out of him as the tears keep falling.
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reader who brings simon everywhere for his military discount
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Hates it. Threatens to stop coming out with you every time you excitedly ask if they have a discount and point to him, ushering him to take out his ID. Every time the cashier gives either and awkward âthank you for you serviceâ or a way too overly excited one. You gush about how much cheaper going out has been and heâs grumbling. Might just have to marry you so you get your own military ID and you wonât need him to show his
I sneed someone with visual abilities to do a relationship chart with the Divorced au
So wife 1 is single and never remarried after having 2 kids with price, but wife 2 did remarry (remarried Laswell) and also has 2 kids with price (plus one more with Kate), these two had the longest relationships with John. Wives 1 and 2's children treat each other like half siblings or cousins depending on the frequency of visit.
Wife 3 never had any kids with John but did remarry and has been in a long partnership living her best child-free life for several years. She was the start of his short relationships. Which also lead him to go after wife 4 who he was with for the third longest amount of time and had 2 kids with. Now wife 4 is the youngest of the wives so all of the exes are very supportive of her dating life and she's usually the one to invite Gaz on trips (little crush there) but she's still moderately scared of John so nothing is happening there.
Wife 5 is where things get complicated because she and John were married only 2 years and divorced while she was pregnant. So while she technically has one child by Price the child's father is actually listed as Soap, since he was the only person she could think of when she gave birth. Wife 5 is an honorary Mactavish and her child is treated more as a Mactavish sibling than a Price sibling.
Wives 6 and 7 never had any children with John and may or may not be in a relationship, no one is entirely sure. Wife 6 is an honorary Riley and is incredibly close with Ghost's secret family, to the point of being called auntie by his kids. Wife 7 will occasionally tag along with wife 6 to events as a plus 1.
Wife 8 (that's you) is a recent addition to the ex wife group and you have 1 child by Price. How you choose to interact with the wives and their children is up to you.
Simon Riley is a loverboy
warnings: established relationship, mentions of pornography, very fluffy Simon Riley blurb
He loved you, that much was obvious. Your initials were carved onto the handles of his gunsâ messy handwriting, all passion and longingâ and a wrinkled polaroid of you accompanied him everywhere he went. He'd stick it to the wall beside wherever he slept, stick it to the ceiling if he got to sleep in a bunk bed (one of those with the loose springs that shriek at every movement, that poked into his back and made him miss your touch more than ever).
Johnny had asked him about it one day, half mocking Simon, he was just in disbelief that their closed off lieutenant had found someone, and reasonably so. It was late at night, they'd been sitting still for hours, the target had yet to exit the building they were watchingâ Price had told them to wait.
So, he tried to make small talk, gossip a little. He said he'd seen that old polaroid in his quarters, seen it get tucked away in his pocket, tacked to walls and ceilings. He'd seen Simon hold it in his hands when he sat in bedâ his breathing leveled, face hidden by his mask, mumbling something under his breath before he laid down to sleep. He'd made some stupid comment like what porno she sneak out of?, a comment that would usually earn him a chuckle and a tap on the arm, but that this time earned him a slap to the back of his head and a grumble.
"Respect my bird, Soap." He'd said, deep voice coated in annoyance, almost venomous.
It was obvious he loved you when, you came to pick him up after he got back from being deployed. Obvious in the way his gloved hands immediately found yours, in the way a weight seemed to lift off your shoulders; in the way his gaze, concealed with a balaclava, was so soft, so loving.
They all heard it in his voice, sweet, almost saccharine; saw it in the way you'd touch him, and he'd let you. You could poke his side after making a joke, and he wouldn't flinch, wouldn't bend your arm back or slap it away; he'd laugh, he'd hold your wrist in his big, calloused hand and laugh lightheartedly.
Soap and Gaz watched, enthralled, as you completely took over Simon's personal space, your hands moving up and under his t-shirt, your face settling in the crook of his neck as you held him close, squeezing him tight "to make up for lost time". They watched as Simon grunted out complaining, but lifted up the lower section of his balaclava and kissed your forehead, then your lips.
Ghost was their closed off lieutenant, but Simon Riley was completely wrapped around your little finger, and he loved every second of it.
SYNOPSIS: SIMON RILEY, WHO DISCOVERS (AND ACCEPTS) THAT HE HAS A RAGING MOMMY KINK, MUCH THANKS TO YOU.
PAIRING: SIMON âGHOSTâ RILEY x FEM!READER
WARNINGS/INFO: 18+ | Mommy kink; VIRGIN!SIMON; dom/sub dynamics; cussing; strangers to lovers; hurt/comfort; eventual smut [Please mind the warnings for each part!]
⼠BASED ON THIS BLURB à | [ SPP MASTERLIST ]
Itâs Saturday, his first day off base since returning from a three month long deployment just the day before yesterday, when he meets you in the supermarket around the corner of his flat, where you click your tongue at him in reprimand, ogling him shamelessly like no one ever has before while heâs minding his business and checking out the new flavours of instant Ramen noodle cups.
And his spine goes rigid, when you suddenly address him directly.
âBig lad like you needs a proper meal,â you remark, pushing your grocery cart full of fresh meats, produce, and other healthy goodies past him. âIn my humble opinion.â You add, nearly cooing at him as he dares a side glance from behind his balaclava.
Within seconds, his eyes flicker to your left hand on the cart, immediately checking for a wedding band, checking for anything that could help him figure out who you are, really.
His fingers dig into the plastic cup that looks comically tiny in his hands, fingers nearly denting the fabric as he tries to come up with a witty, dry remark to keep you from leaving, to start a bloody conversation for once, but then you hit him with a âHave a good day, love,â and his breath catches in his throat like someone punched his solar plexus.
By the time you round the corner to the next aisle over, his cock is so painfully chubbed up in his jeans, Simon fears he might faint from the sudden rush of blood down south.
And he doesnât quite know what heâs feeling in this moment as his body decides to act on autopilot, boots squeaking on the linoleum floor as he turns on his heels to give chase like an abandoned pup who might have just imprinted on his new mommy.
Oh, perhaps this time, Simonâs going to get that proper meal, one way or anotherâhoping that maybe, youâll let him have your sweet cunt for dessert.
He follows you discreetly through the supermarket like a man on a never-ending mission, silently stalking like a cat in a mouse chase down the aisles. His eyes are locked on you like a heat-seeking missile, noting every move you make, watching how every step sways your curves in the right fashion, nearly causing him to run into a display rack at his momentary distraction.
He nearly growls when some random bloke blocks his path to you and to ask you a question on top of that. He doesnât quite manage to pick up the words, but itâs enough for him to clench his jaw and tighten his grip on the abused instant noodles cup. A deep huff escapes from behind his balaclava, and he resumes his discreet surveillance as soon as the man saunters his merry way.
Simon watches as you throw a pack of biscuits into the cart, your body turned away from him, your back facing him while you lean over. His eyes land on your round, firm rear like a magnet drawn to the iron. He can almost see the way your muscles move under the jeans fabricâ
His thoughts are rudely interrupted when an elderly woman approaches the same shelf, and he has to step into the next aisle and pretend to browse, stomach twisting as he loses visuals on you.
As the woman moves her squeaky cart on wheels down the lane, his eyes flicker nervously before he catches sight of you again, chest heaving with a sigh of relief as he sees you browsing the frozen goods section, and his fingers twitch around the plastic cup, itching to touch you, to grab your hips and grind himself againstâhe shakes his head with a low grunt, trying to rid himself of that thought. He's already painfully hard enough.
Itâs wrong, Simon knows that. He shouldnât be doing this, shouldnât use his skills to basically stalk you for making a nice, yet throwaway remark in his direction, but he somehow canât keep his eyes off your body, his gaze glued to your every moveâuntil you obviously pick up on the surveillance.
You do notice him. Heâs like a looming shadow sneaking after your own, and for a moment, you wonder if you shouldâve just kept your mouth shut for once when youâd spotted him initially.
Heâs built like a bloody tank, wearing a balaclava and matching gloves with a skeleton pattern. What the bloody hell were you thinking?
All bark, no bite. Thatâs what you were thinking, and Wonder if heâs as tough as he looks or if he crumbles like a fresh scone with a few buttery wordsâlike many other âscary dog privilegeâ men before him.
Slowing your steps, you eventually come to a stop, heart thudding as you glance over your shoulder, only to see him a few feet away, staring right back at you in a way thatâs as adorable as it is eerie.
Simonâs feet freeze on the spot, his gaze locking with yours across the freezer cabinets, eyes wide. He didnât expect to be discovered so easily, and he stands there like a deer caught in the headlights of a Humvee with an RPG attached to itâthat he hopes will shoot him on sight.
He swallows hard, his Adamâs apple bobbing visibly under the fabric of the balaclava, his mind racing for an excuse, a reason, though he comes up with nothing. The seconds feel like hours as the two of you stare at each other, before he finally blurts out:
âI...â His voice is hoarse, a low grumble that betrays his own surprise.
Oh. You almost laugh out loud at the sight before you, though you manage to suppress it, lips pursing in amusement instead.
No bark, no bite, actually.
He looks like an awkward little boy whoâs been caught with his hand in the secret candy drawer in the living room.
âYes, you?â you ask teasingly, wanting him to continue, to stammer and try to come up with a proper yet easily punishable lie. Raising an eyebrow, you turn towards him fully, keeping one hand on the shopping cart while your other rests on the curve of your hip casually.
âWell?â
Simonâs brain short-circuits as he desperately tries to come up with a plausible excuse, but all his mind supplies is a loop of caught, caught, caught like a broken record while he merely stands there like a fish washed out on the shore. He clears his throat awkwardly and straightens up, attempting to look innocent.
âI... I was just... uh...â he stammers, his voice wavering as the words refuse to come out. He mentally curses his lack of social skills, the years of isolation making him stumble like some twonk.
âJust doing some shopping,â he eventually mutters gruffly, his eyes flitting away from your gaze for a moment before darting back, unable to resist another look. Thereâs a hint of defensiveness in his voice, mixed with a tinge of embarrassment.
You nod slowly. âDoing some shopping,â you repeat, amusement glinting in your eyes as you glance down at the single cup of instant Ramen heâs still clutching in his hands like a lifebuoy. âRight.â
You notice how utterly still he is; no shuffling, no fidgeting, broad chest barely moving as he breathes, dark eyes flickering the slightest bit whenever your gaze catches his.
Heâs a different breed of man, that one, you muse.
Clicking your tongue, you shift on your feet. âYou call that shopping?â You nod your chin at his hands. âLike I said, you need to be fed a proper meal, love. Is your wife out of town or something?â
Simon bristles at your comment, his shoulders tensing as your words hit a nerve, a bit too close to home. He glances down at the cup of Ramen in his hands, feeling a mixture of shame and stubbornness.
The truth is that heâs so bloody touchâand attention-starved that your simple words, your simple presence, make him feel flustered, his frayed nerves now on edge.
âI don't have a wife,â he mutters, words edged with a hint of bitterness. He knows heâs being judged, but thereâs a baser, hidden part of him that simply revels in the attention, in the fact that someone as classy and obviously put-together as you, has noticed him at all.
âAnd I can feed myself just fine.â He adds dryly, raising the cup defiantly as if to prove a point.
You swallow another pleased smile as he confirms what you've expected while the word brat burns on the tip of your tongue at this display of attitude.
Glancing back at your full shopping cart, you lick your lips briefly in thought, pondering and weighing the risks before looking back at him. He hasnât moved an inch, simply keeps observing like youâre the odd ball here.
Pulling on the shopping cart, you slowly start walking backwards towards him, approaching like someone would a strange street dog.
âTell you what,â you say as soon as youâre an appropriate distance away from him, and itâs then that you notice how tall and broad he truly this is up close. âIf you help me carry these groceries to my car, Iâll cook you a proper dinner tonight.â
His mouth drops open, eyes wide and bewildered by your audacity. He simply stares at you for a moment, dumbfounded, grappling with the unexpected situation. Youâre trying to coax him with a treat like one would do with an animal to gain its trust, and Simon is furious about the tiny part inside his brain thatâs thrashing to jump on this opportunity.
âYou... Youâre serious,â he finally manages to sputter, his brain struggling to process that you, that a woman like you, a stranger, is actually proposing this to someone like him.
âWhy would you do that?â His eyes narrow in suspicion, though beneath the hardness of his expression, thereâs a hint of curiosity, a hint of longing for a chance at this offered piece of normalcy.
Sensing hisâunderstandableâapprehension, you give a small shrug in return, finally offering him a tentative yet genuine smile.
âBecause you look like you could use it, love.â
You let your eyes roam once more, looking him up and down from boot to mask, heart giving a curious flutter as your gaze locks with his; tawny eyes so dark, you know you could get lost in them if he lets you in.
Then you reach into your purse slung over your shoulder and you notice how his broad shoulders tense and how his fingers flex as if heâs bracing himself for an attack.
As your hand disappears into your purse, Simonâs defensive instincts kick in automatically, his muscles coiling tightly in anticipation. His sharp senses on high alert, he blinks, slightly taken aback but not surprised by his own reaction, though he canât help it; years of experience and survival training already hard-wired into his responses.
But he relaxes incrementally, when he sees you withdrawing your handânow holding a purple ball pen and small note pad, and the sudden burst of adrenaline fades to a steady thrum in his veins as fast as it came.
âI...â he begins, but the words feel caught in his throat, his mind suddenly blank.
Covering his little slip-up with your own feigned nonchalance, you start scribbling away on the first blank page of your notepad before ripping it out and holding it out for him to take, thus offering a different treatâsecretly hoping heâll like this one.
âMy name,â you explain, deciding that it might not be as self-explanatory as it would be for any other man youâve previously met, âand my phone number.â
When he eventually takes the slip of paper with due care, his eyes keep flickering between your hand and face as if still expecting you to pull a gun on him, until you take a polite step backwards.
âCall or text me for that meal if you change your mind,â you add confidently.
Simonâs gaze follows your hand warily, taking the note from you with a slow, measured movement, his gloved fingers feeling uncharacteristically clumsy and uncoordinated as he grabs it. He stares at the slip of paper in his hand for a moment, brows furrowing behind his balaclava as he takes in the sight of your phone number and name written in neat, cursive handwriting, reading the words slowly in an almost mechanical manner, committing them to memory as a precaution.
His fingers twitch involuntarily, and for a wild, fleeting moment, he wants to raise the paper to his nose and inhale the faint scent of your perfume that clings onto the paper. And then you take a step backward, giving him space, and he takes an unconscious step forward, like a puppet on a string, not wanting to put that space between you again while his eyes stay glued to yours with a touch of desperation.
Youâre leaving the ball in his corner and he doesnât know how what to think, how to act.
As you adjust the straps of your purse on your shoulder, you drink in his subtle reaction with a mixture of sympathy and glee.
âAlright then?â
Simon watches in awe as you readjust your purse like itâs the most interesting action heâs ever seen, and when he opens his mouth to respond, his thoughts tumble over each other like leaves in a breeze. A simple yeah or a sure wouldâve been the logical answers, but none of this is logical to him right now.
âYouâre not worried,â he observes, the words nearly sounding accusatory, âabout having a stranger over for dinner?â
He almost wants to call you daft, reckless; giving a man like him your number and name, offering your kindness up so easily. Canât you tell what kind of man he is? Donât you know what he can do with the intel youâve already provided him with so willingly?
Simon wants to reach out and shake you, but his fingers are trembling and his cock is still throbbing, still semi-hard in his pantsâand he canât quite tell which is worse.
Thereâs a long pause between you as you regard his question with a light crease between your eyebrows, and you catch yourself wondering again what this poor man couldâve possibly been through for him to be this bloody suspicious.
From your experience, almost every other man wouldâve jumped on this opportunity already, presented on a silver plate. Youâve been flirting with him since you spotted him entering the supermarket. However, you can only admit to yourself that his cautious reactions are merely heightening your curiosity and the urge to unravel this beast of a man completely.
âMost people start out as strangers,â you answer eventually, gauging his next reaction carefully, âand usually one takes the initiative to get to know the other if theyâre interested, you know?â You flash him a disarming smile. âThis is me taking that initiative here, mister.â
He takes a step forward, invading your personal space, and the height difference between you two becomes more painfully (arousingly) clear. Simon towers over you, his body vibrating with suppressed tension while he looks down at you with a stare that usually has his rookies quiver in their bootsânot you, though.
âAnd what if Iâm not interested?â he responds too bluntly and not as playful as he intended to, his voice lowered, nearly growling at you. Heâs picked up on how other men talk to women at pubs, has eavesdropped and heard how Soap and Gaz talk to the birds they end up taking back to the barracks, and yet he canât quite get his own tone right.
He certainly doesnât like the fact that youâre making his heart race, that youâve piqued his curiosity without even trying. It feels unfamiliar, dangerous, and somehow, he finds himself craving more of it in the same heartbeat.
Tilting your head owlishly, you regard him with a half-puzzled, half-amused look.
âThen I'll go on my merry way, love,â you reply with a breathy chuckle that obviously leaves him feeling even more lost judging how his eyes widen. âAnd then we move on after having a basic human interaction at a supermarket. Lifeâs beautiful, innit?â
Something about the way you talk, with the casual pet name, âloveâ, thrown in every second sentence, or the way your laugh makes his skin prickle in some foreign, exciting way, drives him mad with primal want and the unfamiliar urge to keep you here with him, keep you talking.
But he also feels like a damn fool in this moment, and on top of that, his face feels so hot under his balaclava, too. Youâre not reacting the way he expects you to, not at all, and itâs throwing him off-guard.
He clears his throat again. âYouâll just... move on,â he repeats incredulously, like it pains him to say the words. âJust like that.â
You shrug, flashing another smile. âI mean... yes. What else is there to do? Iâm not running after a man whoâs not interested in me. Iâm too old for games like that.â
Simonâs eyes narrow again. The thought of you giving up so easily, leaving, not even giving him a second thoughtâit pisses him off, for some reason, because itâs making him desperate. How the bloody hell does Garrick make it sound so easy and suave every time?
âHow old are you?â The words burst out without him meaning to, his tone still gruff and defensive.
You snort softly. Heâs so bratty, so rude, itâs almost endearing for a man looking like him, and it pokes your curiosity, causing the urge to take care of him to blossom even more hotly behind your ribcage as you drink up the tension in his body and fatigue clinging behind his wary, bottomless gaze.
âOld enough to know what I want, love.â Itâs a curt response that has the desired effect judging by the way his jaw ticks under his odd mask. You smile again as you put the pen and notepad back into your purse, turning halfway around to your shopping cart to signal your departure.
âAnyway... my ice cream is melting, so Iâll be heading to the cashier. Thanks for the chat. You have a good day now.â
Just like that.
Simon is reeling internally as you prepare to leave, and he canât help but admire the subtle power you wield with the way you carry yourself and the nonchalance you display so bloody effortlessly. Suddenly, he is torn between letting you go and the fierce need for you to not walk away. His chest tightens and his fingers twitch, and he suddenly feels like a child lost in this bloody supermarket, scared of being abandoned again.
However, he swallows the plea festering on the tip of his tongue, the words asking you to wait, stay, and talk more. No, Simon falls back, clutching the bloody Ramen cup in one hand as he stares after you while you simply move on like you said you would, as if you didnât just throw him off balance completely with this whole interaction.
When his other hand balls into a tight fist, he hears the crumpling of paper, and when he glances down at his open palm, his heart nearly drops with relief.
Youâve given him your number. Heâs never gotten a girlâs number in his life.
It was real. It is real. Everything that just happened is real, and he wasnât simply daydreaming it up this time.
His fingers close around that scrap of paper like a life line, his mind racing once more with possibilities, the scenarios, the what-ifs.
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You know, I usually do paint the 141 in pretty decent light. With that being said, I do believe that Simon is perfectly capable of being just a bit of an ass.
He'd be sarcastic and a bit mean with his words. He would just ignore you if he didn't feel like dealing with you. If you bothered him too much, especially on bad days, he'd snap at you. In those moments, he may intentionally try to tear you down verbally. He wouldn't apologize afterwards either, believing he did nothing wrong even if he hurt your feelings. (Of course if you bring it up to him, in calmer hours, he would apologize. He's a jerk with some anger issues, not a completely heartless monster).
He might grab a bit too roughly, leaving some light bruising here and there (not always intentional). Might enjoy scaring you when you're alone cause he knows he can be really still and quiet. He might steal your favorite items simply because of them being your favorite. Who knows?
Point is: Simon Riley, despite me believing that he would be a great man, would also be a bit of a dick. I accept that.
Now. I will say, he would never be the kind of man to abuse you or assault you. Why would he? He'd play rough, if you wanted him to of course. Pulling your hair? Yeah why not. Slapping you across the face while having sex? I guess if that's really what you want. But to do so without you consent? No. Absolutely not. Even if he's an asshole, he's not a monster. It'd be real hard to get him to agree to cnc or any type of role playing that requires him to take advantage of you in any sense.
I'm going to say it again: He's a jerk, not a monster. And that, is something I stand firm on.
Part 2 of âBird Watchingâ aka hot construction worker Simon x single mom
In truth, lying was something that came second nature to Simon Riley
Heâd lied to his teachers in school about where he got his bruises and burn marks from, if they bothered to ask
Heâd lied to his brother while their parents argued on the other side of the wall, telling him that everything would be okay
Heâd lied to his dad about where heâd been all night, telling him he was making less money at the butcher job than he really was
Whatever lie he had to give to get through the day, get through the night, get through his childhood, he would offer up without so much as batting an eye
And as he got older, he started stretching the truth for different reasons
Whatever his COâs needed to hear from him in order to let him do his job, then heâd let them hear it, true or not
Whenever people started asking too many questions, well-equipped sarcasm became his right hand man in avoiding the truth
Lying had always come in handy for Simon, whether it was a life or death situation or goading Soap into believing an obviously fictitious story, carefully chosen words and slight exaggerations had never steered him wrong before
This one, however?
Well, as he sat in an all too colourful daycare office with murals of ducks and bunnies watching over his every move, Simon began to wonder if this was one lie he shouldnât have told
But then again, he wasnât telling this lie out of malice, or greed, or ill-intent⌠he was doing this for you
Because at the end of the day, heâd be lying to no one apart from himself if he were deny how often you popped into his head
Ever since heâd first squinted through the glaring sun and spotted you through that flimsy chain link fence, since heâd heard your voice over the rumble and roar of construction behind him, since heâd spent less than ten whole minutes talking to you, it was as though something within him had started brewing, started changing
Similar to two live wires coincidentally meeting until an inevitable spark shoots through the air, akin to a wind chime that hadnât rang out in years suddenly beginning to sway to and fro with the promise of strong winds on the horizon, or closer yet to that moment Franklinâs key and kite were struck by lightning and history was forever changed, meeting you had stirred something loose within Simon
For too long now, Simon felt as though he were nothing more than a man stuck behind the wheel, lost in the storm on an infinite stretch of road that would never lead him towards home, no matter how many maps or compasses or tools he may have, he was on a steady cruise control headed nowhere
But since heâd met you, since heâd learned about the situation you were in, you and your sweet little baby bird just as alone as him and up against the world, since heâd made up his mind and decided heâd help you in whatever capacity youâd allow, it was almost as if the fog had cleared from his tired eyes, as though he was finally glancing up from the maps and realizing that âhomeâ could be down any stretch of road he took, if he was willing to take it
Youâd stumbled into his life on an afternoon like any other, instantly making a home for yourself in the recesses of his brain by that very same evening
His eyes now were constantly glancing at the phone number now tacked onto his fridge as he went about his routine, your smile appearing behind his eyelids as he tried in vain to fall asleep at night, or the image of the soft swell of your cleavage bouncing as youâd walked away playing on a loop in his mind until heâd accept he wasnât going to be getting any shut eye until he allowed his hands to slip beneath the blankets
His early mornings were no longer spent cursing having to be up before the sun, instead he found himself staring at the empty spot across from him at the table, wondering if you were awake too, perhaps trying to soothe a fussy baby back to sleep, or feeding her from the same swollen breasts Simon selfishly wished he could suckle from as well
Or were you still laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling as you too struggled to fall asleep? Too worried about finding your baby bird a spot somewhere before the money ran out? Stressing yourself over things that Simon wished he could fix for you? That he knew he could fix for you?
Less than 24 hours after your first conversation, Simon had hounded just about every living and breathing soul working on the construction site, determined to come up with at least some bit of information, someone to contact, something that would lead him in the right direction, but everyone seemed to be just as in the dark as he was
He wasnât easily deterred however, nor was he lacking in imagination, when he decided he was unwilling to return to his flat that night without being at least one step closer to having a valid excuse for calling the number that called out to him each time he walked through his kitchen, and so if no one apart from Simon happened to notice that every single blueprint disappeared from the site that night, well that was just unfortunate wasnât it?
Heâd nearly missed the phone call heâd been hoping to get the next morning, preoccupied with having to change his bed sheets after having dreamt of you again all night as visions of your soft body had him feeling like a teenaged boy again, he managed to snag his phone just before the ringer ended
As expected, the site manager had been on the other line, practically beside himself as he told Simon how heâd arrived at the site and discovered that some troublesome teenagers must have snuck in during the night and done away with their building plans, asking Simon if he wouldnât mind driving to the supervisorâs office and snagging some copies
Simon had already been halfway out the door before heâd hung up
The foremanâs office was cluttered beyond belief, disorganized chaos he sifted through carefully to find the one piece of information he needed, and there amongst the loose papers and pencils and measuring tapes, was the next piece to the puzzle he was slowly solving; the buyers contact information
The blueprints were delivered back to the site in no time, having been kept safe in the back of Simonâs truck the entire time, and a carefully concocted story about needing to run to grab supplies for the job was believed by everyone as the tall man climbed back in behind the wheel and weighed his options
He could reach out to you now, heâd been able to find you the ownerâs name, along with an email and phone number to contact, the promise heâd made to you was done, his duty fulfilled
He knew he could call, and youâd be overjoyed to hear from him, that you would be eternally grateful for his help, thanking him endlessly⌠but that would be the end of it, wouldnât it? His role would be fulfilled, his duty done and over with, no other valid excuses for you to keep him within your orbit, heâd just be a kind stranger whoâd done you an incredibly kind favour
But as Simon pondered that choice, he wondered, why stop here?
You were alone with a newborn, stressed enough as it was, you didnât need more work being added onto your already full plate, he may as well go the extra mile and help you out even more, right?
At least, thatâs what Simon kept telling himself now, as he sat in a too small chair inside of a much too colourful office, avoiding the judgemental eyes of the painted woodland creatures staring at him, as though they knew what his intentions were, waiting for none other than the owner herself
âHi there, sorry to have kept you waiting.â The woman says as she walks in, reaching a hand out to greet him as he stands to meet her halfway. âMy assistant director says youâre here from our newest expansion? The East end location?â
âYes maâam, thatâd be the one.â Simon offers politely, lowering himself back into the chair he hardly fits in once she rounds the desk and sits down as well. It would make sense that that was what her assistant has told her, as that was the story Simon had offered, reasoning that he had to speak with the owner about the project, not giving them much choice when he showed up to the office unannounced
âThere arenât any issues with construction so far, are there? We shouldnât be expecting any delays?â She questions, getting straight to the point. Simon appreciates that she isnât wasting any time with small talk, he also wants this done quick, heâs got a pretty bird waiting on him after all
âNo maâam. Everythinâs on track so far.â He replies easily, omitting the small hiccups she doesnât need to know about. âMâafraid thatâs not why Iâm âere today.â
âWell, what can I help you with then?â She questions, an over plucked brow raising as she tilts her head
âHad a few questions âbout the nursery weâre buildinâ for ya.â
âOh, well- I believe the specifications were in the plans for-â
âNot so much âbout the building itself, maâam.â He cuts her off, not unkindly, but clarifying his point. âWas more so wondering âbout- well, itâs a decently big plot oâ land weâre working on. How many lilâ ones are meant be in there?â He asks, trying his best to ease his way into this conversation
âCurrently, plans are set to have two preschool classes, two toddlers classes, as well as an infant class. With full capacity we could have up to 88 children in the centre. Why are-â
âHow many of those spots are for the babes?â
âWe can have up to 10 infants at most.â
âAlrighâ, and how many oâ those spots are available?â He finally asks, cutting to the chase, ripping the bandaid off. Simon watches understanding cross her face and she lets out a small scoff, not rude, but more so like she knew she should have expected as much
âAh, I see now.â She says with a knowing smile sent his way. âI appreciate your interest in our centre, and I understand nursery spots have been scarce in the city, but I have to be honest sir, we do have a wait list policy. There are numerous families already signed up wi-â
âItâs a little girl.â Simon cuts her off firmly this time, not wanting to entertain whatever rejection she was preparing to give him. No, he wouldnât be leaving here without good news for you, he couldnât do that. He ignores the painted birds mocking eyes as he steels himself as presses on. âSheâs just a tiny thing. Eight weeks old, almost nine now I suppose. Her mumâs got to be back to work, hasnât got much of a choice. Thereâs no family âround to help or nothinâ. She needs this spot for her.â
The womanâs lips thin as she looks at him with understanding, with sympathy, none of the things Simon cares to see unless sheâs nodding her head in agreement. He knew it might take a little push to convince whoever was behind the desk to do the right thing, to help him do right by his birdie and her baby bird, and so heâs not ashamed, nor above saying:
âIâll make sure the jobâs done early.â
At this, both her brows now shoot up, obvious intrigue now painted across her features as she blinks at him.
âPardon?â
âI will see to it that everything is ready ahead of schedule. Personally. The sooner the place is open, the sooner you start making money, the sooner kids are in and sooner parents are happy. Everyone wins.â
Simon watches her ponders his words, gears turning in her head as she thinks it over. She could easily refute him, call him out for being out of line and send him on his way, tail tucked between his legs. But Simon knows a desperate person when he sees one, knows just what people want to hear, and so he isnât surprised when sheâs suddenly standing from her desk, crossing the room to shut the slightly ajar door, and he smiles to himself slightly, knowing heâs won.
âNow when you say ahead of schedule-â
âCould have âer ready by the end of the month. Iâll pull the strings, make it happen. You leave it to me and itâll be done.â He answers easily, confidently, like there is no question in his mind he can offer up such promises and see them through to fruition. Hell, heâd build the entire goddamn thing by himself day and night if thatâs what she wanted to hear, whatever would convince her
âI mean-â she says, letting out a long sigh as she leans back in her chair, opening up a drawer and rummaging through for something or another. âI canât lie, this wouldnât be the first time weâve made exceptions for someone, especially one of our own builders.â
Simon nods along, pleased with the way this is going thus far, though things take an abrupt turn when she next says:
âI would still like to meet with your wife and daughter first, just to iron out the enrolment details and confirm whether this would be a good fit, but I can- I could potentially find a way to make this work.â
And Simon knows this is the moment where heâs supposed to correct her, where heâs supposed to speak up and clarify that no, you arenât his wife and she isnât his daughter, that sheâs misunderstood him and that the two of you are strangers he met earlier this week- fuck he doesnât even know your babyâs name yet for crying out loud- all of this could fall apart tremendously as soon as she asks even a single question that he wonât have the answer to, potentially jeopardizing this entire thing for you and her, and yet-
âBrilliant. The missus will be thrilled.â
Alrighty first off, apologies for the delay between posts, writers block and life in general are so ew, but weâre so back babe
All the love on the first part was so unexpected and so so appreciated!!! Yâall have me looking like this with every comment and reblog and tag-
Gonna strive to have part 3 out before the end of the weekend hopefully, donât want to keep you all waiting so long again