33 | fanfiction writer with a fanfiction series. current fandoms; Call of Duty Modern Warfare, NBC's Hannibal and Transformers. currently a very disorganized blog.
🩹 Years of Whumpmas Participation: I think all of them. I don't remember.
🔪 Favorite season: all but winter.
🩸 Average amount of sleep: 7-8 hours.
🩹 Dream Job: It's more like jobs I can't have because of my disabilities. Serving in the military ( perhaps more as a medic) working in the ICU at a hospital. Sadly I can't even work as a cashier.
🔪 Blog established date: 2020. I think in May.
🩸 Username/blog meaning: I started out writing Transformers stories, and I like the Autobots. 2001 is when I came up with my fanfiction series idea.
🩹 Hobbies: writing, playing games, pets. Maybe Youtube. Long story.
🔪 What you love about whump: Found family has helped me deal with my own shit.
🩸 Anything else to add: I currently post/ reblog Call of Duty: Modern Warfare, NBC Hannibal, and Transformers. One day I'll have a nice organized welcome post/ easy way to find everything. This may be unpopular, but I welcome everyone. My stuff is labeled, but obviously not everything I reblog will have warnings.
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A Fractured Picture | Framed in The Shadows Ch. 34
Genre: Fanfiction
Fandom: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare
Rating: T
Warning: None
Pairing: None
Description: Jamie struggles with recovering from her trauma. Ch. 33.
@juneofdoom day 11; Pressure | Anxiety
Ao3 or under the cut
Jamie sits on the sectional in the common room, watching TV, but she’s not relaxed. Her anxiety has been high since the incident. She doesn’t feel pressure from her friends to forgive Ghost and Price now, but the pressure to learn to forgive them is not helping. Jamie doesn’t see Ghost watching her from the doorway. The lieutenant sees signs of anxiety and an inability to relax. He thinks about his part in this mess. Hating he didn’t argue with Price, instead he followed orders. He knows Price fears Jamie will decide to leave and that they can’t resolve this mess.
Price sits at his desk, staring at a picture on his phone. The last group picture of his team. Seeing Jamie happy surrounded by himself, Gaz, Ghost, and Soap hurts. He’s reminded of the mess he caused. He should have listened to Gaz and Soap. He should have trusted they wouldn’t defend Jamie without proof. He should have waited to see their evidence. Price knows he should consider himself lucky that Laswell is taking this as a misunderstanding rather than having him court-martialed. The captain wonders if she’s considering the guilt, and Jamie’s fear of him and Ghost as punishment enough. He grabs his cigar and goes to the roof.
The view from the roof isn’t special. His view is plains or the woods. The closest city is thirty minutes from the base. The area is void of loud noises, unless an alarm goes off. The roof is quiet. Price hoped silence would improve things, yet he continues contemplating this predicament and his current helplessness until Jamie consents to closeness. Lost in his thoughts, Price doesn’t hear Ghost approaching him. Until he feels a hand on his shoulder. Price looks at the man. He can see concern in Ghost’s eyes.
“How are you not stressed about this?” Price asks.
“Being stressed will not help fix this. It’s hard seeing her anxious all the time and terrified of us. Wondering if we can repair the damage, but her constant stress won’t help.
Price knows Ghost is right, but it’s difficult not to stress about the situation.
The two check on Jamie an hour later. They find Jamie still in the common room, asleep. Ghost doesn’t stop Price as the man enters the room. Ghost watches Price pick Jamie up. Ghost knows Price is taking Jamie to her room. The idea seems harmless, but it could be a disaster if Jamie wakes up.
Jamie doesn’t wake as Price enters her room. He wants to keep her close but also doesn’t want to frighten her. Price sighs as he lies Jamie on the bed. He lingers a little longer before leaving. Closing the door behind him
“That was risky,” Ghost comments as the two walk down the hall.
“I know, but I wouldn’t leave her in the common room where assholes might disturb her sleep. I still hate this waiting game. We should do more to help her.”
Ghost says nothing as the two walk down the hall. Both hate the waiting game they feel like they’re playing.
Genre: Fanfiction
Fandom: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare
Rating: G
Warning: None
Pairing: None
Description: Ghost worries about Jamie while waiting for punishment. Continued from day 9
Day 10;
Overthinking | Handcuffs
A03 or under the cut
As Task Force 142 continues to deal with the enemies, Price and Ghost watch medics rush Jamie to the medbay. Ghost doesn’t move. Waiting for Price to slap handcuffs on. It’s possible he killed Jamie.
“Let’s go, we have a base to secure.”
Ghost follows Price, still waiting to face the consequences.
A few hours pass. The base is secure. Price informs Gaz and Soap about what happened. The four go to the medbay. Ghost is still expecting cuffs to be slapped on.
Ghost can’t sit still as the four wait for news on Jamie. He paces. No one says a word to stop him. They wait an hour before a medic approaches.
“Well?” Ghost asks.
“It was a difficult surgery, but she survived,” the medic explains. “Recovery will be long. She’s still asleep.”
Ghost doesn’t care that Jamie is asleep; he demands to see her. The medic escorts all four men to Jamie’s recovery room.
Jamie lies in a bed, wrapped in the standard white blanket. Gaz, Ghost, Price, and Soap hear the beeping of the vital signs monitor. The four notice that Jamie is getting a blood transfusion, along with other medications. Their smaller friend looks tiny in the bed. Ghost sits by the bed and takes Jamie’s hand.
“I’m sorry.”
Gaz, Price, and Soap give him space. They know the guilt Ghost is feeling over this friendly fire incident. It’s not just Jamie who’ll be recovering from this. Price urges Gaz and Soap to leave the room with him.
“Will he face repercussions?” Soap asks as the three walk down the hall.
“No, it was an accident. We were under attack.”
“You better tell him that.”
Ghost jolts awake. He forgets where he is for a second until he sees Jamie unconscious in the bed. Then he remembers everything, and the nightmare that caused him to jolt awake. Price walks into the room and stands beside Ghost.
“You are not in trouble. We were under attack.”
“I still should have known who I was aiming my gun at. She’s off duty for weeks because of me. She might hate me. Which wouldn’t be surprising.”
Genre: Fanfiction
Fandom: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare
Rating: T
Warning: None
Pairing: None
Description: Ghost accidently shoots Jamie.
Day 9;
"I made a mistake." | Friendly Fire | Broken Glass
Ao3
The base is under attack. Despite enemy soldiers being confined to one base section, the team finds defeating them difficult. The enemy can’t get to the computers, to sensitive date, but they’re going to keep trying until the 141 takes them down. Ghost sees a shadow of someone outside. He assumes it’s an enemy soldier trying to get in and help the others. He shot his gun, breaking the glass and hitting the individual.
“Price, I’m hit.”
Ghost freezes hearing the voice. Jamie. He shot Jamie instead of the enemy. He rushes outside.
Jamie is on the ground, and shattered glass surrounds her. Ghost sees the darker spot on Jamie’s shirt. He wants to scold her for not getting a tactical best like everyone else, but he worries about her lack of using her healing ability.
“Price, I made a mistake.”
“Don’t tell me...” Price trails off.
Ghost kneels beside Jamie. He lifts her shirt, seeing he shot her in the abdomen. He hears Price order medics to his location. Ghost does what he can to stop the bleeding. He watches Jamie struggle to stay awake.
“Don’t you dare go to sleep on me!”
Ghost struggles to stem the bleeding and not to show he’s panicking. He knows he’s screwed if Jamie dies, even if this was an accident. It’s the fact that she could die that terrifies him. More than the consequences.
Genre: Fanfiction
Fandom: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare
Rating: G
Warning: None
Pairing: None
Description: Price is protective of Jamie as she does therapy as part of her recovery. Continued from day 7.
Day 8;
"Don't you dare." | Protective
Ao3 or under the cut
It’s been three days since Jamie awoke from the coma. Everyone shares the relief that she shows no signs of brain damage. Her memory loss only affects the past few days. Price, Laswell, and Soap are the only allowed visitors. The Scotsman has been helpful in keeping Jamie entertained. They suspect Jamie might find other friends’ presence overwhelming.
Soap and Price have a routine. Following nurse care for Jamie, including tasks best suited for female medical staff, Soap and Price enter. Soap carries a cup of broth with a straw for Jamie to drink. The two know she hates this, but they must follow the doctor’s instructions. Price helps Jamie sit up and adjusts the bed to keep her sitting up. Soap helps her grip the cup. The two watch her, ready to catch the cup if her hands let go. Jamie’s hands shake a little for a few seconds before relaxing. Jamie drinks the broth without further issue.
After drinking the broth, Price lowers the bed a little. Jamie still needs to sleep after drinking, but Soap and Price can tell she’s able to stay awake longer after this nap. Soap watches Price sit on the chair by the bed. He knows Price is still blaming himself for Jamie’s condition. Everyone has been trying to tell him this is not his fault, but it’s pointless. He exits the room, fetching coffee for them.
“I’m sorry,” Price says as soon as the door closes.
He takes Jamie’s hand. Price knows things could be worse. Jamie could have died or remained in a coma. Recovery could be longer than the doctor is predicting. He knows Jamie is lucky. The doctor believes Jamie will make a full recovery in a month. Price knows that depends on if Jamie will cooperate. He has taken a protective role. He doesn’t want to argue with the others about visiting Jamie. Despite his wish for them to support her, Price understands that having Jamie around many people isn’t beneficial at the moment. Price knows the reason for Jamie’s presence in the medbay, but he’s keeping it from her.
Laswell walks in with Soap. She has been helping get Price to take breaks.
“No,” Price says before either can say a word.
“You’re going to make me give you the lecture about taking care of yourself to support her?” Laswell sighs.
“You know she’ll be asleep for three hours,” Soap adds.
“I know you’re protective of her, but you can’t neglect yourself.”
Price sighs. He stands from the chair, takes a cup of coffee from Soap and leaves the room.|
“I wonder if he’ll go to his room and sleep,” Soap says.
Laswell sighs, frustrated.
Three hours pass. Soap finds Price in his room. The captain is asleep. Soap knows Price will not like missing out on Jamie’s therapy, and he’s rather not hear a lecture later. Soap wakes Price.
Soap waking Price displeases him until Soap tells him it’s time for Jamie’s therapy. The captain rushes out of the room.
The two enter Jamie’s room in the medbay. She sits up in bed. The therapist sits on a chair. Soap and Price watch her take a ball from a bag. She helps Jamie’s hands grip the ball. Jamie holds the ball for a few minutes before being instructed to attempt to throw it.
“Come on, throw the ball at Soap,” Price smirks.
“Don’t you dare!”
Jamie smiles at the banter. She throws the ball. They all understood it would not be a powerful throw. The ball lands on the floor and rolls to Soap’s feet after being thrown. Before the therapist utters a word, Price stands before Jamie. He takes her hands
“It’s ok. The doctor said you’ll make a full recovery, but it’ll take time.”
Price is careful of the IV line as he lifts Jamie up in a hug. He knows Jamie will cry. Soap watches, hating that there’s nothing he can do to help. Price sits on the bed with Jamie on his lap. He knows Jamie needs to keep going with therapy. Price understands that informing the therapist Jamie’s session is over today will hinder her progress.
The occasional therapist walks in aware she’s a little early. She finds it surprising that Price wishes to do therapy with Jamie.Price wished to do therapy with Jamie. She agrees, placing a puzzle on the table. An easy fifty piece puzzle for children. The therapist likes Soap’s idea of playing music Jamie likes. Price didn’t think she’d support the idea of Jamie listening to metal music right now, but he doesn’t argue. Price takes the pieces out of the box. He knows not to help Jamie too much. The occupational therapist sits where the physical therapist once sat. She observes Price and Soap. The three watch Jamie organize the pieces into two piles. The edge pieces and center pieces into two piles. This takes longer for Jamie, but the three watching her are patient.
The therapist suggests leaving the puzzle as her session with Jamie concludes.
Price and Soap agree, and the woman leaves. While listening to music, Jamie works on the puzzle’s outer pieces. Price and Soap watch for signs of frustration or fatigue.
Jamie works on the puzzle for ten minutes before a nurse walks in pushing a cart.
“I brought you two food since I doubt you’ll be leaving soon,” she explains. The doctor cleared her to eat a little, but she’s still on the broth diet.”
The nurse departs, leaving the cart in the room.
Soap lifts the lid, revealing two sandwiches and a cup of broth for Jamie.
“Chicken sandwiches,” Soap says. “Hospital grade, though.”
“She was nice and got us food.”
Price moves the bedside table away from Jamie. He rips off a small piece of the sandwich and gives it to Jamie. He waits until he’s certain she is holding the piece before moving his hand away. He and Soap watch Jamie eat. Despite clear dislike for the hospital sandwich, Jamie eats the piece Price offers.
“I’ll get you a chicken sandwich from MacDonald’s for dinner,” Soap says.
“Not yet,” Price says. “No fried food yet.” Jamie’s shoulders slump and she sighs. “You know junk food while recovering is bad.”
He gives Jamie the cup of broth. Her hands exhibit greater steadiness, though Price maintains his grip for a minute prior to release. Jamie drinks the broth, but she’s tiring of this diet. Jamie falls asleep after finishing the cup of broth.
“That was a productive couple of hours,” Soap says. Price says nothing. “You need to stop blaming yourself. That will not help her recovery. She needs our support. I think it’s time to let Gaz and Ghost join us in supporting her.”
“I don’t know if four friends and the medical staff she’s seeing is going to be overwhelming for her.”
“Maybe it’ll help to go slow. Let Ghost sit with her for a few hours before Gaz.”
“Maybe. We’ll try tomorrow.”
Soap nods. The pair position themselves on opposite sides of the bed. Soap updates everyone on Jamie’s therapy progress.
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soap slaps nikolai's ass while drunk thinking for a moment it was simon next to him and not the rugged russian. the captain and lieutenant had stepped outside for a smoke. he'd forgotten that.
"getting bold, sergeant." that firm, crisp russian voice goes straight to his cock. but soap is not one to back down.
"never liked subtlety."
nik raises a brow, looking down at the smug scot. or trying for smug, mixed with too much coy, a playful sparkle in his eye, and not enough shame. "da. then let us be clear, john mactavish."
soap smiles and takes a swig of his drink, before nik's giant paw is on the back of his neck and dragging him down the hall.
what follows is the most mind numbing fuck soap has ever received, his throat's sore, his ass red, and his hole stretched.
by the time he gets his wits about him, he realizes simon has a drink in his hand and has apparently brought one for nik.
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I had an idea for a new fanfic (new cause I was writing Ghost Town but I’m not continuing it cause I’m redesigning my cod oc and that fanfic is about her) and I made this AU where Gas is an ex-soldier, now bartender, and Price is his regular client.
I admit, I had this idea when I read @phantomsuds 's fanfic “Another Round” that really inspired me to make this au. (sorry about the mention, just want to give credits)
This fanfic is not suitable for minors, and I don’t want minors to interact with my posts either, so steel yourself and be careful.
I’m excited to write it all cause this first chapter was so fun to write and I love writing, especially fanfictions!
Price arms were crossed, jaw set, staring at the wall. Anyone could see he was very not in the mood.
Nikolai let him be for a while. He knew better than to poke at Price when he was like this. The man wasn't a grenade, he was a slow burn, and you just had to wait it out.
Eventually Nikolai settled beside him on the edge of the bed, shoulder to shoulder.
John let him slide his arm around him, let him pull him in just a bit.
Nikolai turned his head and pressed his lips to his temple, warm and unhurried.
John didn't acknowledge it. Kept staring at the middle distance, searching for some answer there.
Nikolai murmured something in Russian, low and quiet. He kissed his jaw.
Price exhaled.
Another add in Russian. Then a kiss to his cheek. Then the corner of his nose.
Finally there was a twitch at the edge of John's mouth.
Nikolai kissed the hinge of his jaw, then the side of his neck. Just slow and calm and easy. He felt the moment Price's shoulders dropped just a fraction under his arm.
Nikolai moved slowly, kissing down John's neck. He moved off the bed and knelt between John's knees.
Price looked down at him then, finally. Eyes a little softer than before.
Nikolai's fingers found his belt while he pressed a kiss low on his stomach, just above the waistband.
John's hand came to rest on the back of his head, fondly petting through the locks there.
"Nik," he said. His voice was softer than it had been that morning.
Nikolai looked up at him. Raised an eyebrow.
John finally smiled, that soft loving thing, like the sun coming out from behind a cloud.
"Alright," he said quietly. "Alright."
Nik smiled, taking John's hand and kissing it gently. "Yes. Very."
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