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When perfection becomes an obsession…

Isaac Toteda's life had been too good. He had two amazing best friends, a gorgeous boyfriend, and the perfect family. Everything was perfect... until he saw his boyfriend naked. Maybe he did have problems after all. From how Eric was clearly too good for him to how his own brother seemed to hate him, there was only one way to float in this sea of troubles: to become lighter. To Eric Roth, nothing makes sense. He studies a subject he hates, his father kicks him out of the house for a reason he’ll take to his grave, and his boyfriend acts like he'd prefer to drink chlorine than get intimate with him. All he knows is that Isaac's relationship with food is seriously wrong. Isaac spirals deeper and deeper in his obsession to lose weight, but how can he not? How, when his boyfriend is the most beautiful human being and he's nothing in comparison? How will he keep his Adonis without being the best version of himself? Are first times this scary for everyone? And why is it that everyone’s calling him sick lately?