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đ˝đ¸đ˝đś: đđ đđđĄ đđđĄ đĄâđđ đâđđđđđ˘đ, đ¤đđđđđđđ˘đ đĄ-đđđ đđđđđđ đđđŁđđ đđđđ đŚđđ˘ đđđđ đđĄ đđđ đđ!!! Phil Stamper's second novel, As Far As You'll Take Me, defies every expectation and theory about a "sophomore slump." I don't know quite what I was expecting, but the cover projects a light-hearted, fun, wanderlust vibe, and while there is undoubtedly traveling incorporated into this novel, the very last word that I would use to describe it is lighthearted. AFAYTM brings you face to face with some of the more difficult and pressing issues facing LGBTQIA+ youth today. From stifling religion, unsupportive parents, toxic friendships, being outed, first relationships, moving to a new country, lying to your family, job hunting, and maybe most importantly: eating disorders and the quest to find yourself... this book has A LOT going on. At times both painful to read and too painful to put down, AFAYTM perches readers firmly in the mind of Marty as he leaves his entire world of rural Kentucky behind to forge a new path in London. With the help of his cousin and a ruse worthy of a heist novel, Marty is determined to be his own person. There are just a few problems: 1. He blew his audition into this prestigious music academy, and now he only has the summer to secure employment and lodgings, or it's back to the USA 2. Marty suffers intensely from debilitating anxiety; he cannot be in crowds without his anxiety triggering a full-blown panic attack 3. His parents refuse to accept his sexual identity and will not let him be out 4. He's been in London for 10 minutes and he's already falling for the mad cute and charismatic bad boy of the music scene For me, the most painful part of this novel was Marty's development of an eating disorder to make himself more attractive to his love interest and the painful dissolution of his friendships back home. I could not believe how realistic Stamper crafted the inner monologuing of our Marty and the dialogue between this myriad of kids all struggling in some ways. Clearly, there is much, much more in store from Stamper, and I, for one, cannot wait. https://www.instagram.com/p/CL23ThDBJQQ/?igshid=1ulm8yrrnriws