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hi everyone! i’m elias (he/they, 26), i am finally making a pinned post. i write fanfics, am working on some original fiction, and play dungeons & dragons!
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stealing our own place in the sun (22/45 chapters as of 12/25/2022)
at skyfall (8/? chapters as of 09/02/2023)
ko-fi
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have a good time!
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*Azune Nayar, barely holding it together* I... I Could Make a List Of What To Do
But when I say the “wholesome and funny” YouTube short I have been handed of students surprise showing their teachers 10+ year old photos of themselves and most them were emo/goth in some way and every single one now has medium brown beach waves and is wearing head to toe beige and immediately screams and hides the photo like it’s the most embarrassing thing in the world is a hallmark of a deeply insidious tendency to associate socially acceptable WASPy aesthetics with maturity and responsibility and perpetuates the idea that everyone grows up, “gets right” and becomes the most digestible unobtrusive heterosexual I’m “taking it too seriously”
“It’s not that serious” oh but it issssss because every day we perpetuate the idea that non-conformity of any kind to the white straight middle class standard is inherently immature and gets “left behind” when someone becomes a socially acceptable adult
This idea that maturity is conformity is everywhereeee if you look for even a moment
ice water is awesome because you get more water in your water
you think youre out of water but then you check back in five minutes and woah! theres more water! the world is so beautiful
when pacific rim is brought up around me in a "the jaegars are so epic" way and i have to pretend to be Super Normal about raleigh having felt his brother die mid-drift and having to pull himself and their jaegar singlehandedly back to shore and losing all faith in the world and the existing system and mako losing her family to the kaiju and so she grows up training to be a jaegar pilot even though the man who protected and raised her doesn't want to lose her to the kaiju along with the countless others he sent to their deaths and raleigh and mako having that instant connection (and it's debatable whether they want to kiss crazy styles but there's no time to unpack bc they need to save humanity first) and nothing can break it not pentecost or the asshole australian pilot who won't give them a break or even the fucker aliens that live behind the breach and also the two eccentric (gay) scientists who constantly bicker and butt heads coming to an enthusiastic understanding that they have to drift together with a kaiju brain because if geiszler is gonna do it again who but gottlieb is crazy enough to do it with him and the overall act of drifting itself being so intimate and personal because This is the person that knows Everything about you and now you're gonna go out there and murder some kaijus but you're doing it together because you Need each other and and and
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(begging you to get me started) UGH don't get me started.......
ah yes the two genders
Dungeon Master Marcille... [ref]
[commissions]
Thank you for not leaving me.
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acrylic, canvas 40*50 cm «sunset over lavender» 2025
found an older sketch of Yasha, and colored it as warm up! 🌸💮
“People should pass a test before being allowed to have kids.” “Isn’t it scary how white people have this inborn capacity for evil?” “I’ll never pass because males and females have different skull shapes.” “Autistic people have a stronger sense of justice than anyone else.” “I don’t want AMABs in my space because they’re dangerous.” “You shouldn’t have access to hormones if you dress like THAT.” “Anyone who does something that awful isn’t human.” “Some people really shouldn’t be allowed to vote.”
This is eugenics. This is phrenology. THIS IS NAZI SHIT, YOU ARE A LEFTIST BUYING INTO NAZI SHIT. YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO NAZI SHIT.
im not gonna survive the hiatus
i want to like bolaire but i keep not getting him. i think i just struggle to wrap my head around what angle to come at him from and how to understand his story. like is this a fully fledged person who just happens to be a mask ? or is this a magical item with a deeply inflated ego who is a danger to those around him ? both? neither?
obviously this IS the question raised by his character and there isnt an answer. but he has proven himself to be pretty uncaring about other peoples lives and agency on an individual level, even while he himself seems to care a lot about his OWN agency. so to me he seems selfish and narcissistic, not in the fun sexy way like julien (whos behavior is informed by his life and experiences), he kinda just seems that way because... hes a a mask who was made to care about one thing only? i just dont connect to him hugely and i find him grating. invitation to bolaire defenders to defend him and help me understand
one take I haven’t seen talked about a lot (which maybe I just missed it idk) that really struck me was that bolaire conceives of the world through narrative. he treats the world as a story—or, at best, as a set of stories—and a lot of his actions and mindset fall into those patterns, whether it’s something he’s aware of or not.
bolaire was made to exist as a role in a play. the thing that “woke him up” was seeing a play that made him realize he wanted to be in a main role, not just a prop in someone else’s scene. now he’s been creating his own narrative, in which he can be the main character (and, in theory, his siblings… if he ever finds them. but he hasn’t yet, so for now they’re just his backstory, not actual characters). he treats others with no regard for their lives or agency because they’re background actors and npcs and nobody important to the (read: bolaire’s) story, as far as he’s currently concerned.
his obsession (positive) with hal is because hal isn’t an npc. he became an important character in bolaire’s story, so now bolaire cares about him. and hal is someone that understands story. he creates stories! he’s a playwrite, after all. and why would someone like that be written into bolaire’s story if he wasn’t meant to play an important role in how it will progress?
his obsession (negative) with thjazi, even after death, is because thjazi was the villain of bolaire’s story—and a story can’t just lose its main antagonist halfway through. that would be a bad story. so clearly thjazi must have some ongoing evil machinations that will continue to act as the antagonist for bolaire’s story, and the fact that no one else seems to understand this is a temporary obstacle that will eventually be overcome as the narrative goes on. (the fact that none of them have done so yet is getting frustrating to bolaire—don’t they know their lines?)
the reason he was so upset when termina tried to kill him was because she wasn’t following the right script. she was supposed to return and recognize bolaire as the hero of his story and love him and join him as another main (though perhaps still secondary to him) character. she wasn’t supposed to turn against him, and if she did, she was supposed to quickly realize her mistake and penitently return to bolaire’s side. (she can’t be an antagonist to him, because that’s thjazi’s job. which he’s still doing, of course.)
bolaire’s problem is that he doesn’t understand that real life doesn’t work like stories. there’s no authorial intent guiding life, and sometimes it is messy, or unsatisfying, or unresolved. and bolaire, whose emotional development is currently on par with that of an entitled 14-year-old theater kid, can’t handle when that happens, so he clings to his ideas of tropes and narrative and what’s supposed to happen. sometimes he lashes out, sometimes he digs in, sometimes he makes shit up that seems weird to everyone else but fills in a “plot hole” that he doesn’t like. he always centers the story. he and everyone else are just characters playing roles for the betterment of that story.
a lot has been made of whether Bolaire thinks he’s a person or a thing, but to me the interesting questions is not whether bolaire considers himself a person. it’s whether he considers everyone else as people.
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I know you. You've done everything you can every day of your life.
Life just happens, and we run along with it, and do better tomorrow if we can. We can try to do better tomorrow. I can do that. I have to do that.
i was gonna make a gifset of but this way his voice gets softer and higher when he talks to her, the immediate hug...... they're family your honor..............
