Obsession. Passion. Is there even a difference?

The best way to get better at drawing is getting obsessed over a character and drawing them again and again. Or so I tell myself as I give in to my fangirlism.

Third attempt to make a semi-decent Sebastian Stan. With the addition of Scarlett Johansson, because two hot people is better motivation than one.

And yes, I still feel robbed of my winterwidow in MCU. Damn them.

So as I mentioned I'm somehow back with a full MCU hyperfixation that came out of nowhere after... six years? seven? How long ago that clusterfuck that was Endgame came out? Holy shit, the world was different back then.

Anyway. I'm not a shipper, never have been, never will be, but I still love these two for what they are, however you wanna call it. "Till the end of the line" has been my WhatsApp status for close to ten years, the football team I've loved since I was ten has the same motto. Unearthly loyalty is my love language.

Anyway. Long hair for the Winter Soldier is @sharewithmeyourpoem's fault, but it's not like I tried fighting it at all. The Hydra arm is the coolest ever, sorry Shuri. The stealth suit is a work of art and I loved finding out details I had never noticed before.

Detail shots below the cut to show off the somewhat achieved resemblance to the actors and the tiny things I'm proud of. I had an unhealthy dose of fun painting leather and metal.

Also on my instagram.

It's been so long since I last posted my art on tumblr I didn't even remember how you do it lol

So I'm still alive. And for some reason back into the Marvel/MCU fandom? I don't know, I've stopped wondering how my brain works, I'm just rolling with it. No, I didn't watch the Black Widow movie, MCU destroyed one of their best characters with Endgame and I haven't recovered since.

With the DC news about both Sebastian Stan and Scarlett Johansson being cast in the upcoming Batman movie (and rumors about them playing husband and wife) my little winterwidow heart swelled with old regret. Oh how we were robbed in the MCU! So, you see, I had to do something. I even managed to make them somewhat look like the actors! (kinda, sorta, not really, but maybe?)

So here they are: Red Room training, Winter Soldier deadeye lethal calm, teenager Nat being badass, someone who could be Yelena staring in amazed worry, cold-proof-clothed Siberian bad guy watching with detached interest.

You can find this on instagram as well. I actually have one more Marvel piece that I finished but I'm not sure it'd be Meta safe. Maybe tumblr will be the right platform for it, we'll see.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Friendship, Hurt Bucky Barnes, Sick Bucky Barnes, Protective Steve Rogers, Post-Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014) Summary:

“You know me?” he had to ask, thin cracks appearing in the shell of hope that had taken his heart’s place in his chest. “You’re Steve.” A soft voice, too soft to belong to the boisterous man that had dragged him to luna parks and bars and dancing floors to hook him up in double dates that had ended up in failures. A soft voice that he would still recognize anywhere, his own name forever at home there.