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Subnautica: your pod is ejected from the Aurora ship, a metal tray smashes into your head, go brain dead for a moment and then your emergency pod is nice and floating on the sea surface.
Subnautica Below Zero: you exit with an escape pod attached to your mini space ship, a meteor smashes into your ship, go crashing on the planet surface and look for your emergency pod, which is nice and floating on the sea surface.
Subnautica 2: your pod is stuck at 500 mt below the sea level, is dark as hell and you have to manually detach your pod from the outside, you activated it while something creepy makes spooky sounds, it goes crashing against every reef surface possible, the parachute doesn't work, you go brain dead for a moment and then your emergency pod is nice and floating on the sea surface.
Subnautica 3: BRACE YOURSELF YOU CHUM WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE - apocalypse unfolds, Chtuluh is awake and throws your escape pod like a tennis ball into a black hole, you lose all of your teeth while repeatedly smashing against the walls, an ACME explosion set by the Crashfish Empire breaks the black hole, propelling you on the planet, you go brain dead and then your emergency pod is nice and floating on the sea surface.
You gotta admit, that spaceship company makes a damn good emergency floaty pod.
Fair enough. Alterra didn't cut corners on floating pods and emergency Cyclops rave alarm.
Nah altera just always makes one of the life pods far better than the rest so they can show it off and say all the other ones are just as good
The several other lifepods that just simply failed to work
Aaah, I see, player always gets in the only one that gets tested for safety assessment.
Good job Alterra!
Transphobes will claim that trans people are snowflakes who want to be the most Special :tm: things in existence but like I would have sold my heart and soul to have just been another girl in the crowd who didn’t stand out in the slightest
How do you personally define being a woman for yourself? What does being a woman feel like for you? The cis women I grew up around made being a woman out to be this horrible thing you can never escape and that no one would ever choose to be a woman. I know you didn’t choose, I know that’s not how it works, but you get what I mean. I just want to know what being a woman is like to you.
I don't know. when I was a little girl and my brother and I would play out stories with our cow plushies, they were married like my parents and mine was the wife, and I liked that. when my mom would sing "brown eyed girl" in the car, I thought she was singing about me, because I had brown eyes. as I got older I was taught to repress all that, and so I did. but when I started going through puberty, I was jealous of the puberty the girls in my class were getting, and I would lie awake wishing I was growing boobs too. as I grew up I looked in mirrors less and less and tried to ignore what was happening to my body. when I went to the mall with two of my closest girl friends, I had this deep uneasy pang in my stomach when we all had to use the bathroom, but I had to use a different one
then one day, shortly before turning 18, I saw my face through the fog on the mirror after a shower, and my head kind of auto-filled the details. my ideal version of myself was looking back at me, and I knew that was who I wanted to be when I became an adult. and suddenly it made sense that I always changed in the stalls in the boys' locker room, it made sense that I was terrified of sex (or, the role in sex a "boy" is supposed to take) and avoided it like the plague
the fact that I'm a woman is the key that makes sense of so many things that didn't make sense without it. and now I get to go through the puberty I always wanted. now I choose to have mirrors in my spaces because I like looking in them. now I like getting dressed for things. now I like having sex, because it's in a body that feels more right, because I'm being perceived in a way that feels right, a way that allows me to be a participant. now I can participate in a lot of things and genuinely feel like a participant
I can't sum it up in one single qualia, you know? the knowledge that I'm a woman is like the imaginary number in mathematics. at first blush it seems like a stupid, totally useless, made up idea with no concrete grounding, but it solves so many problems and explains so many things that it's an indispensable staple of modern mathematics. at some point in every mathematician's life she shakes her head, shrugs, and starts rolling with it
It's frustratingly common for cis women to tell trans women things like "But being a woman is awful!", like they imagine a pre-transition trans woman looking at a menu with two options, "suffering" and "no suffering", and saying "Hmm, I think I'll have the suffering please!"
What do you think it says about how miserable it is to be a closeted trans woman, that being an out trans woman (who feels the full force of misogyny + transphobia + transmisogyny) is typically a massive improvement? What do you think it says about just how bad transmisogyny is, that for most out trans women, the idea of being treated like a cis woman in society is like a beautiful dream that's tantalisingly out of reach?
That's not to say that being treated like a cis woman is not bad, or that it doesn't involve serious suffering, of course it does! But it should tell you something about the severity of transmisogyny to know that experiencing "just" misogyny would be the best best best case scenario imaginable to a typical trans woman.
For a cis woman to tell a trans woman that womanhood is suffering is for someone in a lifeboat to tell someone drowning in the sea that it sucks to not be on dry land. Thanks for the insight, could you make a little room in the lifeboat please?
I think a consistent challenge in transfeminist analysis is the question of where trans women fit into the classical man-woman scheme of patriarchy. You have some transfeminists asserting that trans women are exactly identical to cis women, and others asserting that trans women actually represent a sort of "third sex." Conversations go back and forth about this and my current thoughts are that there are compelling arguments on either side, but that they're both deeply flawed and limited because of their typically one-sided, metaphysical analysis.
Looking at the material evidence, it is plainly apparent that trans women are women proper - we are forced into the same spheres of labor as other women within our classes. Most of us are trapped in low-wage (often highly feminized) work, or are forced out of the formal legal economy and into sex work, long-term unemployment and begging just to afford food, and so on. As with cis women, a small number of us (mostly limited to the imperial core) are professionals who can access higher education, well-paying jobs, and so on. We can see plainly that, when all other factors are equal, trans women make markedly less money through employment than do cis women, cis men, and also trans men, which is consistent with and easily explained by our real existence as a type of specially-exploited woman, the same way a Black woman will typically make less than a white woman, a periphery woman less than an imperial core woman, and so on. We are just another kind of woman with an added layer of special exploitation, and one which is not incompatible with any other such layer.
On the other hand, we can look at the way we are spoken of and commonly regarded in normal social life. It seems plainly apparent that many people, maybe even most people, do indeed regard us as a third sex even if they would not use that term. Cis women, for the most part, do not get they/themmed incessantly the same way we do when someone is aware of our trans status. We're totally unwelcome in sexed spaces (bathrooms, changing rooms, etc), on a bio-physical level we are regarded as alien or as if we function completely differently from a cis woman or a cis man (despite HRT making us bio-physically extremely similar to cis women, and extremely different from cis men. The vast majority of trans women are either on HRT or desire to be on it). Even bourgeois trans women, take for instance the US politician Sarah McBride, are regarded with so much distaste and hatred by other bourgeois women. A phenomenon I've observed repeatedly in my own life is that when in public, strangers will consistently and exclusively address me as female, as a woman, with she/her, up until I have to share my ID (as part of getting a job, to access medical care, to buy alcohol, etc) - I have been unable to get the sex marker on my ID changed, and as soon as a stranger notices that, it's immediately apparent that I instantly become something "other" to them, something unknown and foreign and scary, and they don't really know what to do about it and usually refer to me very minimally or with they/them for the remaining duration of the interaction. There are countless other such phenomena we can raise to provide evidence for the fact that we seem to be regarded as a third sex, but I'll end there.
What's happening here? On a material level, trans women are simply women proper, but on an ideological level, trans women seem to be widely understood as a third sex. Much to the distaste of those attempting to carry out a metaphysical analysis, this is a contradictory state of affairs - the reality as it exists within the financial statistics and within the medical journals and in a visit with a client is distinct from the reality that exists within people's heads, in the realm of the ideal. We can attempt to pick one side or the other and say that it is the truth of transfeminine existence, but I see this as a mistake. Rather, I think it is much more coherent to regard the true nature of transfeminine existence as this contradiction, as the class of people who are truly women on every material level but who are also widely regarded as something separate from and foreign to womanhood even at the same time as those same people regarding us as such produce the conditions that create our special-exploitation as just another underclass of women.
For the most part, this is not done with conscious intent, but rather, it's the natural cross product of the general conditions of capitalism and class society, the current ideological and material formation of patriarchy, and the specific neuroses non-transmisogynized people hold about trans women in the context of these greater systems.
The same way the proletariat is defined by its contradiction with the bourgeoisie rather than as something with independent existence, our nature as trans women is defined by contradiction to both men and cis women on a material level but also on an ideological level the very concept of a "cis" woman - the idea that women are not a socially constructed category but are instead something natural, immutable, in possession of existence separate from class society and patriarchy in particular. Or, to put it another way, trans women are defined as the class of women violating the perfect Platonic forms of patriarchy as people imagine them.
This is mostly just a collection of thoughts, or you could think of it as a set of notes I've made public for the sake of seeing how well they resonate with other Marxist trans women. Someday I might write something longer and more formal about this, but this has been on my mind for the last few years and this is the general conclusion I've reached.

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the other other thing with the weaponization of socialization theory against trans women is that it's extremely defeatist and it serves the patriarchy, rather than challenging it, as the theory was developed to do
they've molded the theory into an extraordinarily powerful weapon by asserting that even people who literally change the sexgender class they belong to cannot do anything to change the shape the patriarchy has attempted to beat them into
you spend the first x years of your life with your environment attempting to shape you, and then, like clay hardening, you're stuck in that shape forever. if you were not taught confidence, you can never learn it. if you were not taught humility, you can never learn it. if you were taught ideas that harm you, you can never unlearn them
if you truly buy into this version of the theory constructed as a prison cell for trans women, you're putting yourself in the cell too, aren't you? how can you believe in feminism at all if you conceive of yourself as forever stuck in the shape of a helpless doormat? if not even a trans person can do anything to leave the cell you've constructed, surely you have even less hope of it
no, obviously you can and will change and break out of the shape the patriarchy attempts to beat you into, and trans people and feminists have been proving that throughout history
socialization theory describes an attempt by the patriarchy to mold you into the shape it wants. to conceive of this as an all-powerful force is to lie down and let it do the molding. one of the greatest tricks of the patriarchy has been co-opting socialization theory and managing to convince so many people that somehow not even transition itself represents any challenge to the efficacy of its untouchable socializing forces. feminism would have nowhere to go if that were true, and that's why it's so important to understand that it isn't true
There is one very important thing I need people without major dietary restrictions to understand: the distress caused by allergies, celiac disease, and other food restrictions is largely not about the food.
Do I miss some foods I can't eat anymore without getting sick? Sure, but that's not what really bothers me. What bothers me is being excluded from a huge portion of human social life of which food is a crucial component. What bothers me is the stress and social stigma of trying to figure out what I can safely eat. What bothers me is the amount of extra work and cost that is required of me to identify, obtain, and prepare safe foods. What bothers me is people treating my needs like a nuisance, as though I chose to be like this - as though their brief inconvenience to check an ingredients list is unreasonable, when I deal with this every day of my life forever.
I don't miss the food that much. I miss not having to worry about what I eat. I miss freedom. I miss when trying new foods and new restaurants was fun instead of a minefield. I miss not having to plan my entire life around the need for safe foods.
Food is such a basic human need, and a lot of people don't really need to think about it. When your danger foods can be anywhere and everywhere, suddenly your entire life revolves around avoiding them, and it massively sucks. You get used to it and it's not a big deal most of the time, but then you go to a new restaurant, or your office has a potluck, or you've been invited to a party and suddenly it feels just as miserable and exhausting as it ever has.
so staff might be terminating random transfems like dozens of times within a day on pride month and they might be literally taking the trans colors out of the progress flag and they might be perfectly happy letting nazis openly doing constant sexual harassment campaigns with the express purpose of trying to kill the target. but at least they brought pjackks blog back! that makes up for it! happy pride month!
im not going to lie girls its really pissing me off just how much people are focusing on pjackk and his ban status.
EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT PJACKK AND START CARING ABOUT TRANS WOMEN
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Saying this with all the love in my heart, "Trans" is not a magical title that erases all social biases and discriminations you hold in your mind the moment you transition.
You have to actually ACTIVELY unlearn all that shit. You can actually be trans AND hold TERF and racist beliefs, it is in fact very easy.
Read studies and essays, Engage with the works of other minorities, Don't think you're just better by virtue of losing *some* privilege.

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Lmao we have to fucking destroy this company are you fucking kidding me with this shit
Google is transforming Search from a list of links into an AI-powered experience filled with conversational answers, autonomous agents, and
Remember that xkcd about how Google searches are shit now? What if we made them even worse for no reason?
I will vote for any candidate who promises to go scorched fucking earth on every tech company. Break every single one of them up into companies based around a single product and then split those in thirds. Weaponize existing antitrust laws to the hilt and pass the most draconian versions of them ever seen on this planet. Nationalize google search specifically. Pass consumer privacy protections strict enough to kill the data harvesting industry for good. Make all of these fuckers go bankrupt for this rent-seeking shit
writing a movie about a violent man in a dress who kills women out of a desire to become one and then insisting over and over that it can't be transphobic (despite it's cultural influence to the contrary) because he isn't a real tranny is. well it's beyond parody isn't it.
reallyyy not a fan of the habit people have of deflecting guilt for making abhorrent and obvious caricatures of trans women in media by insisting that it was actually super progressive because he wasn't a real transsexual!! you see the same shit with rhps. just a complete failure to take some accountability and say "yeah that was insensitive we shouldn't have depicted a real group of people that way and it has brought them material harm as a result."
It's so frustrating when people pull the "but he isn't a trans woman," like yes, the transmisogynistic caricature will not be called a woman by the source material, please consider why that is

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phone somehow autocorrected "the joker" to "the worker." why so devoid of class consciousness, batman
I really do think a big chunk of the animosity everyone has towards transfems is based in the idea that transitioning allows us to somehow escape or negate patriarchial gender roles. cis people often just straight-up think that, and there are more subtle variations on the theme with them e.g. cis women think that we didn't earn the right to speak as women because we didn't get cismisogyny all our lives, cis men think we're just trying to access the Secret Woman Social Powers, etc.
this is idea is particularly useful with regard to transmascs. we should all be mature enough to bluntly acknowledge that presenting as more masculine conveys privilege, but of course trans men are not afforded the same degree of privilege that cis men are. frustration with this + leftover cismisogyny bullshit = confidently asserting corrective rape, reproductive rights, etc as transmasc-specific issues.
even though reality very obviously works the opposite way, people believe that we are somehow transcending gender-based structural violence. and so they have to cut us down, often by asserting (overtly or covertly) that we are men and thus inherently responsible for the violence that we're supposedly escaping.
you can talk about v-coding, murder rates, wage gaps, etc til you're blue in the face and a shocking amount of people will just fail to absorb it.
they're trying to undercut the reality of our social position for personal, emotional reasons. a rational argument (or even just basic observations about society) will never satisfy that feeling and so they're easily ignored.
the reality of our lives is beside the point.