It hurts so much

But it heals with compassion and grace

It heals with forgiveness

From now on

If not it falls apart

And people get real careless

I was brought to the mountain

At her entrance the thousand reasons telling me I don’t wanna be there

At her door, a mystery that reverberates in songs and ambience

A rational push, a devilish pull

Within the Vohrr, not a soul surrounds you

Faint memory of the trail, signs, rocky terrain, heavy humidity, gray clouds, a world of insects and nature

Just some bullshit trail, until you see synchronicities

Until you pass the portal,

Notice 2 bunkers, one closed and one open

First yang, and endless power

Reaching the top and blessing the island

Then yin, the way back, I feel besides me something, quickly turn only to see darkness within the bushes

Touch a tree that fulfilled my wish and told me I needed to get out of there

Storm clouds and now thunder

Both bunkers now open

A whole life behind you as you jump the portal

I pray, I bless and it’s over

I ruminate outside her entrance

Still enchanted and incapable of fully understanding

I’ve seen the truth around me, within me

My life, the lack of it

Life, the lack of it

Nature and learned behaviors

Hope and hopelessness, depression and anxiety, darkness, god, satan, peace, maturity, relationships, attachment, friendships, personality, money, family, self actualization, overcoming, REAL, verdad, commitment, brotherhood, connection, magic, greed, power, religion, truth, bullshit, reasoning, emotion, fear, career, leaving.

Stripped away from who you thought you were, you want nothing, care for nothing but greater good for everyone

To the moon and back for you

The bottom of the rum bottle

&& now, fazed and dethroned

My ego grins and salivates

He reminds me of Ali…

A lot of brainstormed ideas