I'll write you one last letter

And I sound like an infant

Feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen

A greater woman stays cool

But I howl like a wolf at the moon

And I look unstable

Gathered with a coven round a sorceress' table

A greater woman has faith

But even statues crumble if they're made to wait

I'm so afraid I sealed my fate

No sign of soulmates

I'm just a paperweight

In shades of greige

Spending my last coin so someone will tell me

It'll be ok

Please

I've been on my knees

Change the prophecy

Don't want money

Just someone who wants my company

Let it once be me

Who do I have to speak to

About if they can redo

These sum up how my life has always been.

i don't really have anyone to share with anymore

i lost myself and many friends the past 9 years

i didn't realize it at the time, but he took those things from me

i lost so much of myself that i don't know who i am anymore

i am so lonely lately

i wish someone would choose me for once

i've been seeing him almost daily

but i have had to put him back in a box

otherwise

i would be filled with anxiety and not be able to do my job

i wish i had shared how i really felt all those years ago

who knows, maybe life would be different

maybe i would be happy

i think it's too late to share now

from what i've gathered they are serious, live together, have a dog, might be engaged

why do i always fall for people i can't have?

or people that take advantage of me?

i feel like i won't ever have the love that so many people have

i think i will be ok being alone, but right now

I’m thinking about doing something but I don’t know who to talk to. Admitting it out loud is scary.

But is the good that could come from this outweigh the bad?

What if this is what I am meant to have?

Could this be a happy ending?

I forgot how good I feel after time with you.

Or

Am I living in a fantasy world? Blowing up everything

because I want to believe something is there.

Is this finally the right time?