eevee against willos

Eevee against willos / anti-willo-eevee

A blog ran by a C-DID system who you may or may not recognise from other blogs (I won't say who, but if you guess you get a cookie!)

Feel free to call me Hound, Fawn or just Eevee, I use it/its only and I prefer non human terms.

This blog is a little lazy, but that's okay!

Here I make posts, I try to be "soft" but at times I may get a little aggressive, sorry about that ^^'' I will try to tag posts with appropriate trigger warnings when needed, feel free to let me know if I've left any out!

We're trauma + endo (made these dudes in my brain to cope with the trauma, to take control when I was unable to, to protect me when I couldn't, stuff like that)

Apologies if me asking pisses you off btw I mean no harm, this is a genuine question, I'm just curious despite the caretaker telling me this is a stupid idea lol

I already replied to this but Tumblr is stupid.

Yes, this is a dumb idea. I do not like you, do not interact with me

There is no such thing as mixed origin. I can promise you that you are not mixed origin. You are traumagenic if you're a system from trauma.

I identify as partly endo, as from what we remember, I (host) 'made' my head mates to cope when I was very young, 4 at most, Like venting to them, using them as a parent of sorts to comfort me, to have us stand up for ourselves when I was too shy to, to help take control when I couldn't handle it. Though, now that I think about it, they could have been there and considering I had NO idea what plurality was, I convinced myself I made them up. I mainly did this from our trauma, to have a helping hand when there was otherwise none to give any help to little me, which is why it's only partially endo, as the trauma is the reason why I needed them.

So, if I may, what would you say we count as? Would we "qualify" in your eyes? Endo or traumagenic? We're asking this as we would appreciate learning a bit about what others think to try and assist in our own journey of self-discovery.

Okay, I'll be honest, I . Do not know. I'm not a doctor, I can't tell you what you are, however I will tell you that endos don't exist, so you're certainly not one of them. Well, not literally, but they're not systems. So if you think you're a system, then you're traumagenic.

I'm bad at this, man. I use this blog for ranting and being frustrated, I'm not great at advice. The best I can say is to research other kinds of dissociative disorders, maybe also maladaptive daydreaming or similar stuff. Maybe get medical help if you can, see someone who can actually help you figure it out.

I see. Which mod though? I would love if you could specify and also give evidence.

Also I fear, this is not cause for harassment. This is cause for a normal fucking conversation where you explain to them why what they're doing is ableist, not posting them to Tumblr so people can go tell them to die.

Also, before someone accuses me of defending ableism, that's not what I'm doing.

I agree using fonts and refusing to change it when people politely ask is ableist, especially if you're in a public server. It's fine if you wanna use them privately, but some people will be genuinely unable to read your name if you use it in public. It ain't that hard to change it.

I also agree that paraphilias aren't inherently sexual, however I am curious to know what paraphilia was being discussed and where / how the convo was going. Because this is incredibly nonspecific. (I also do need to note this is likely just a misunderstanding on the mods part. Obviously I don't know everything that went down, but in general most paraphilias are sexual, that is majorly what the term is used for. It's likely they weren't aware it could be used to mean general/non-sexual attraction also.)

(Idk why I got a notification that you posted bur I did)

I'm sorrg if my typing is bad im kind of panicking bur yeah all that really happened was me liking TCOAAL and my frie ds being profic and when I asked someone to take posts down stuff happened and I said hurtful stuff like kys on my blog and now people are directly sending death threats and such to my asks on blogs that they shouldn't know of and people are sending my friends CSEM snd their addresses and contacting their family so I dont know im trying to get people to take down posts rn because again im kinda panicking sorryfor venting -monika

I see, so it was what I thought. That's really pathetic on other people's end. At the end of the day fiction is just fiction, it's fucking disgusting that people have gone as far as to send you death threats and to send your friends CSEM (do they not realise that's illegal to like. Have downloaded or have access to. They are explicitly making themselves criminals by sending this).

I understand the panic, you don't have to apologise for it, or for venting. This whole situation is just, fucking disgusting and gross to me. Not you, the people harassing you and your friends. I'm not one to get involved in shipcourse, but, as I said, fiction is fiction and you should never hurt Real people over fucking fiction.

It just shows to me that all these people attacking you and your friends are just looking for easy targets, honesty. They're way worse than anyone who reads or writes taboo fiction, because at the end of the day they're hurting real people while fiction hurts no one.

Apologies if this post comes off really angry, honestly I am angry for you and for your friends. I hope you all are okay, also. It's understandable to panic and such in a situation like this. I can also understand why you'd want people to take their posts down, I can take mine down if you wish also. I hope you manage to get some people to take down their posts, because honestly it's really weird to make "call-out" posts all over fiction. It's just childish behaviour and it's definitely the cause of the harassment. No matter what "don't harass these people" warnings they try to give, that doesn't work in these kinds of situations

But yes, SIW is a horrible person; she always has been. She's a grown ass woman harassing minors, and she clearly sees nothing wrong with it and has no plans to change. Unless you 100% fully agree with her and don't think of anything outside of what she says then she hates you. That much is clear