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a blog for my object show (it used to be for all ocs so there's some leftovers from hat)
It's back to all ocs
@wigglepiggle
current pfp: cagney
current banner: the watcher (sinister)
unnamed dod au character ref post

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NO FUCKIGN WAY THEY ADDED A MUSEUM OH MY GOD
I NEVER MENTIONED IT BUT THERES AN IMPORTANT THING WHERE CYNTHIA WORKS IN A MUSEUM AND THE WATCHER IS THERE IS SOEMTIEMS AAHHHHH
THSI MAP IS BEAUTIFUL BTW I FORGTOT O MENTION?????
NO FUCKIGN WAY THEY ADDED A MUSEUM OH MY GOD
I NEVER MENTIONED IT BUT THERES AN IMPORTANT THING WHERE CYNTHIA WORKS IN A MUSEUM AND THE WATCHER IS THERE IS SOEMTIEMS AAHHHHH
OHNJY GOD CARELWSS V2 IS REAL !!!!!! I HEARD LIKE 5 SECONDS OF IT IN GAMEBC I WAS LAST MAN STANDING AND THEN I DIED BUT THATS OKAY AAAHHHH AAAHHHHH AAAAAAA
I need to sleep but I wasn't tired so I just drew the first stupid shit that came to my head and now I'm tired . This is technically introducing an important plot thing but I'm not elaboratating on it right now w . Well half of this is the other half is just bullshit . Also the main voices of the watcher (no eyes and blue eyes) have a french accent so just keep that in mind if you want

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I feel like having wings violently burst out of your back would just feel really good. Like itd feel awful but also itd feel really satisfying.
It's so funny how often times I can't even remember like more than 2 things that happened THE PREVIOUS DAY but the second I hear a song I used to listen to I IMMEDIATELY know what oc I associated it with. Usseewa came on and I was like hi magic book
Many of these are vocaloid/vocaloid adjacent things I was not expecting that??? I guess I listen to more songs like that then I think I do???
It's so funny how often times I can't even remember like more than 2 things that happened THE PREVIOUS DAY but the second I hear a song I used to listen to I IMMEDIATELY know what oc I associated it with. Usseewa came on and I was like hi magic book
sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly
I actually don't know what to do for the extreme shitposting so I'm just gonna make something incomprehensible again

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I actually don't know what to do for the extreme shitposting so I'm just gonna make something incomprehensible again
Sorry for all the sad posting here I needed to get that out of my system lmao
Also another thing I'm worried about: one of the only nonbinary (for now the only but I was thinking of switching some people up) characters in the dod story killed a bunch of people and in worried people will be mad even though it wasn't my intention to say anything about nonbinary people this one guy is just like that (they're not like. Heheh I'm evil johnny I'm gonna get you they're like I'm literally being forced to kill people so I should probably lock in) so I feel compelled to make more people nonbinary but it feels wrong to make random characters nonbinary for the sake of that one character not coming off badly. Also I'm pretty sure I'm just overthinking this
Sometimes I worry about the watcher because yeah that's basically a system and they're the only system and they're. Honestly I don't want to call them completely evil just extremely lost from the original meaning of their goal but they kill and torment people about it and that's pretty bad. But I'm a system so I'm pretty sure it's fine I wouldnt call her good representation but she is a (really extreme) representation of issues I used to have with being a system and not knowing what to do
I know representation of systems (the little I've really seen which is. Paper and yinyang ii. I'm being so serious I'm pretty sure that's all) I've seen that's praised a lot (by me even!!) usually has the persecuctor be like calmed down through communication which yes!!! That is great!!! I love that it's just it's awkward for me when "no eyes" and blue eyes do not communicate well at all and have been actively at odds at nearly all times for the past HUNDREDS OF YEARS and th rest of the souls that are conscious within them usually don't have the strength and/or will to do anything about it or communicate either
blue eyes attempts to communicate but it's more like "you gotta stop fighting me I'm gonna win anyway so give up" than anything actually constructive but most of the time they just fight each other for front and do whatever they want. There will be several times in this story where "no eyes" steals front to mess up whatever blue eyes is doing before they force her out and she doesn't say anything about it
Now that I think of it idk if good representation always means like. The person is handling the thing correctly??? I do not care about the watcher being good representation because idk if I can do that without completely changing them I just thought about this now and realized maybe I'm misunderstanding everything lol
I just remembered that ghost detector (another system like guy. This time on accident) does eventually befriend and work with the ghosts haunting him so that cancels out this actually /joke
I have found an opportunity to add a sort of metaphor for that thing that happened to me once. But alas I'm scared
But also I've never seen representation of this very specific traumatic event ever so I'd feel more inclined to do it somehow to give other victims of this very specific traumatic event some kind of being seen thing but yeah
Oh and also bc I'm still dealing with complications from This and maybe writing about it in a way that doesn't make me have flashbacks and feel sick will be the way to. Do something idk???

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Sometimes I worry about the watcher because yeah that's basically a system and they're the only system and they're. Honestly I don't want to call them completely evil just extremely lost from the original meaning of their goal but they kill and torment people about it and that's pretty bad. But I'm a system so I'm pretty sure it's fine I wouldnt call her good representation but she is a (really extreme) representation of issues I used to have with being a system and not knowing what to do
I know representation of systems (the little I've really seen which is. Paper and yinyang ii. I'm being so serious I'm pretty sure that's all) I've seen that's praised a lot (by me even!!) usually has the persecuctor be like calmed down through communication which yes!!! That is great!!! I love that it's just it's awkward for me when "no eyes" and blue eyes do not communicate well at all and have been actively at odds at nearly all times for the past HUNDREDS OF YEARS and th rest of the souls that are conscious within them usually don't have the strength and/or will to do anything about it or communicate either
blue eyes attempts to communicate but it's more like "you gotta stop fighting me I'm gonna win anyway so give up" than anything actually constructive but most of the time they just fight each other for front and do whatever they want. There will be several times in this story where "no eyes" steals front to mess up whatever blue eyes is doing before they force her out and she doesn't say anything about it
Now that I think of it idk if good representation always means like. The person is handling the thing correctly??? I do not care about the watcher being good representation because idk if I can do that without completely changing them I just thought about this now and realized maybe I'm misunderstanding everything lol
I have found an opportunity to add a sort of metaphor for that thing that happened to me once. But alas I'm scared
But also I've never seen representation of this very specific traumatic event ever so I'd feel more inclined to do it somehow to give other victims of this very specific traumatic event some kind of being seen thing but yeah