okay, I shouldn't even write this, but I feel forced since last night my phone EXPLODED with notifications. and it wasn't nice.
you should know that I am a person who brings a LOT of patience.
You won't find a more calm and patient person than me anywhere, but one user in particular made me explode with anger.
I haven't been using Tumblr much lately, I struggle to draw and invent new things, studying takes up a lot of my time and I'm not relaxed at all. I've lost two people very dear to me in the space of a year, I'm about to move, and my mind is elsewhere right now.
It's a fucking hard time, that's it. and we just missed being teased by a girl much older than me. this person started following me a few months ago, I know that she has some problems and therefore I let many things slide, however I understand why a loved one of mine has the same problem and oh well, okay.
I was patient when she made my askbox explode with inappropriate or senseless questions, I let it go when she commented on my posts in the same way, I let it go when she used my characters (Elizabeth and Margaret) without asking.
but when I kindly asked her not to use my characters in a certain way, because it completely changed their personality and made them depressed and desperate (and this saddened me, because one of my characters, if I don't decide it, can't be like that ), she told me that I can't distinguish reality from fantasy.
and there too I let it go, let's be patient, let's get over it, after all she didn't say anything special.
when she wrote under the last post of her story that I complained about this thing, that I was the bad one who forbade her from writing stories WITH MY CHARACTERS (whose permission she never asked me to use) I asked at least, at the very least, to apologize.
she made fun of me, after a very long, serious and personal message from me, replying "good luck and good luck to me too who am a little sick"
as I have already said and repeated, I have been very patient, I study Social Health, I know what it means to have certain problems, but as I have already said, she is older than me, and is capable of understanding and wanting because she makes sensible and intelligent speeches whenever she wants, otherwise she wouldn't be here. I'm sorry about that, I told her, but it's not the way to behave.
I blocked her for the good of both of us and she contacted me again this night, around two in the morning, with another user, reblogging and liking ALL my posts starting from 2020 (and there are many), she made me wake up moreover, just to get my attention.
I reblocked her, and I won't hesitate to block her again, because hers had become an obsession with my posts (which are nothing much after all), and I wish her all the best possible, but please, don't do these things. this blog is just my outlet, where I draw (when I can) what comes to mind, what seems decent, what I like. I'll entertain you for a few seconds and I'm pleased, I do it willingly. but I'm not stupid, having said that I hope you have a nice weekend, I wish everyone joy and happiness.
