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The journey changes you... It leaves marks on your memory, on your consciousness, on your heart, and on your body.
Anthony Bourdain

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āTwo souls are sometimes created together and in love before theyāre even born.ā
ā F. Scott Fitzgerald; The Beautiful and Damned
This shrub is not beautiful, nor even if I were ten feet high on hashish would it be mystical, nor is it nauseating; if a philosopher found it so, that would be his problem, but nothing to do with the scrub oak. This thing is nothing to do with us. This thing is wilderness. The civilized human mindās relation to it is imprecise, fortuitous, and full of risk. There are no shortcuts. All the analogies run one direction, our direction. There is a hideous little tumor in one branch. The new leaves, this yearās growth, are so large and symmetrical compared with the older leaves that I took them at first for part of another plant, a toyon growing in with the dwarf oak, but a summerās dry heat no doubt will shrink them down and warp them. Analogies are easy; the live oak, the humble evergreen, can certainly be made into a sermon, just as it can be made into firewood. Read or burnt. Sermo, I read; I read scrub oak. But I donāt, and it isnāt here to be read, or burnt. -- Ursula K. Le Guin, Always Coming Home (274)
A Walk with Scorpio:
A Journey
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As the dawn breaks, you find yourself standing at the edge of a mystical forest, the sun casting golden rays through the thick canopy above. A rustle in the brush catches your attention, and out steps Scorpio, their presence commanding yet inviting. With a knowing smile, they extend their hand, ready to guide you on an extraordinary journey through the various realms that embody their multifaceted personality.
š The Forest of Secrets
You enter a lush, shadowy forest where whispers echo around you. The air is thick with mystery, and the scents of damp earth and wildflowers awaken your senses. Scorpio walks beside you, their demeanor enigmatic. āThis is the Forest of Secrets,ā they say, their voice low and resonant. āHere, we explore the hidden depths of our souls.ā
As you wander deeper, Scorpio reveals their masculine side, a fierce protector emerging with quiet intensity. They pause, eyes narrowed, as if sensing something in the air. āSometimes, it takes strength to face the unknown,ā they murmur, drawing you closer as a rustling in the bushes intensifies. When a harmless creature emerges, Scorpio's stance relaxes. āFear can cloak our perceptions, but courage unveils the truth.ā You feel the pulse of their passion for truth, recognizing how they navigate through life with an unwavering commitment to authenticity.
š The Ocean of Emotions
Next, Scorpio leads you to the shore of a vast ocean, waves crashing rhythmically against the rocks. The water shimmers under the midday sun, reflecting a kaleidoscope of emotions. Here, Scorpio embodies their feminine side, fluid and graceful, as they glide along the water's edge.
āWelcome to the Ocean of Emotions,ā they say, their voice soft yet powerful. āHere, we embrace the depths of our feelings.ā Scorpio invites you to wade into the water, and as you do, you feel a rush of emotions wash over youājoy, sorrow, desire, and fear. They guide you to dive deeper, emphasizing the importance of feeling fully, both the highs and the lows. āTo love deeply is to open oneself to the possibility of pain,ā they explain, their gaze steady. āBut it is also the gateway to profound connection.ā As you emerge from the water, you feel transformed, a deeper understanding of emotional vulnerability settling in your heart.
š The Castle of Desires
As twilight approaches, Scorpio leads you to a grand castle perched atop a hill, its walls adorned with shimmering jewels that catch the last light of day. āThis is the Castle of Desires,ā they announce, a gleam of mischief in their eyes. Inside, the atmosphere is electric, filled with laughter and passion.
Scorpio introduces you to their friendsādynamic, creative individuals who reflect their own intensity and charm. You witness Scorpio in love, their warmth and magnetism palpable. They engage in spirited conversations, their laughter infectious, as they share tales of dreams and ambitions. Yet, beneath the surface, thereās a depth of longing and an unquenchable thirst for connection. āIn love, I give everything,ā Scorpio confesses quietly, pulling you aside. āBut I expect the same in return. Betrayal, to me, is the ultimate sin.ā Their vulnerability shows a side of them thatās rarely visibleāa blend of passion and protectiveness that encapsulates the complexity of their heart.
š The Cave of Transformation
As night envelops the land, Scorpio guides you to a shadowy cave illuminated by flickering torches. āThis is the Cave of Transformation,ā they say, their voice echoing softly off the walls. Here, you witness Scorpioās ability to confront their own darkness, embracing the shadows that others often flee from.
In this cavern, they reveal their struggles and insecurities, the moments of doubt and fear that linger beneath their confident exterior. āTransformation is not always beautiful,ā Scorpio admits, their tone somber. āIt requires facing the parts of ourselves that we wish to hide.ā As they share their journey of self-discovery and resilience, you feel a wave of empathy. You see how they turn pain into power, emerging from the shadows stronger and more authentic. Itās a reminder of the importance of facing oneās own demons to truly grow.
š The Starry Sky of Dreams
Finally, Scorpio leads you to an open field beneath a blanket of stars, the vast cosmos stretching infinitely above. āWelcome to the Starry Sky of Dreams,ā they say, lying back on the grass, eyes sparkling with wonder. āHere, we contemplate the mysteries of the universe.ā
As you both gaze at the stars, Scorpio speaks of their aspirations, dreams that reach far beyond the earthly realm. āI crave depth in all thingsāconnections, experiences, even knowledge,ā they reveal, their voice filled with yearning. You sense the wisdom in their words, the desire to explore not just the physical world but also the realms of the mind and spirit. They express a longing for authenticity in every facet of life, inspiring you to seek your own truths and pursue your passions without fear.
š The Return Home
As dawn approaches once more, Scorpio walks you back to the edge of the forest, their hand still clasped in yours. āThank you for sharing this journey with me,ā they say, their eyes reflecting the myriad experiences youāve just encountered. āRemember, I am complexāboth light and shadow, love and fear, strength and vulnerability.ā
With a final embrace, you step back into your own world, carrying with you the lessons and insights gained from your day with Scorpio. You feel enriched by their intensity, inspired to explore your own depths, and equipped to recognize the intricate tapestry of personality traits in yourself and others. The realms you traversed linger in your mind, a reminder that every person, like Scorpio, holds a universe of emotions, desires, and mysteries waiting to be discovered.
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Magical creative sensuous self-regenerating and self-preserved women can have insecurities when interacting with the dominant world of working 9-5 and production, the intellectual world, the corporate world. We tend to spend more time relaxing, resting, nourishing, creating beauty, in nature, and just being beautiful and the world subtly tries to tell us that we should be doing more. The truth is that a magical woman whose prayers, playfulness, connection to her heart, womb/gut, the unseen, and the creative can magnetize one million dollars and is more valuable than a woman who is always on the go, always busy in input-output mode, lives in her head, teetering on the brink of burnout or excessive talking, lacks deep feeling awareness, and makes one million through her hard work. The frequency, vibration, and quality of breathing, energy, cooking, and loving will be incredibly different and create vastly different outcomes and energetics in the long run. Spiritual Yet Struggling Years ago I became done with all narratives that claimed that mystical magical spiritual women did not have any assets, money or wealth or that we were destined to a life of struggle. If you are tuned in and tapped on for real, there is no mathematical way you can struggle. Please know if you are a magical loving woman, you are pure frequency wired for wealth and abundance, and add value where ever you are in the world as you are. Not everyone has to work hard. Because we are not playing the same game in this life. People talk to you and feel an inner calm within themselves for good reason. When you are aligned with your heart and soul, life simply comes easier to you. The overculture of capitalism and its scarcity traumas have very little effect on magical women. When we release absurd messaging from family like āmoney doesnāt grow on treesā that closes down our heart and disconnects us from the skill of receiving and our soulās innate knowing, we make major leaps in our wealth consciousness. Just like money DOES grow on trees, we do have more options for how to live life. If you look too much at the external world and how it fearfully operates, you may begin to feel a lack of power and lose your inherent magic and connection to your soulās knowing. --India Ame'ye
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Neptune vs Venus beauty in astrology
Neptune and Venus both influence beauty in astrology, but their energies manifest in very different ways: Venus rules aesthetic beauty, charm, and sensuality. It governs the tangible, physical aspects of attractiveness and how one naturally radiates harmony and grace. Neptune rules dreaminess, mystique, and otherworldly allure. It governs the intangible, spiritual, and fantasy-like aspects of beauty, making it more surreal and hypnotic.
Key Traits of Venus Beautyāļøāļø
šŖ·Balanced and Symmetrical: Venusian beauty often shows up as physically pleasing, with harmonious facial features, smooth skin, and soft curves.
šŖ· Earthly and Romantic: Venus expresses beauty in ways that are grounded yet enticing, such as elegant style, polished appearances, and a magnetic sense of ease.
šŖ· Charming and Sociable: Venus creates a warm, welcoming aura that makes others feel comfortable.
šŖ·šŖ· Key Signs: Venus in Libra, Taurus, or Pisces (exalted) enhances these qualities!
š¤©Famous Venus Beauty: Think of someone who embodies timeless beauty and eleganceāsoft yet alluring. Think anna nicole smithš¤.
Key traits of Neptune beautyāļø
š§š¾āāļø Ethereal and Dreamy: Neptuneās influence creates an almost magical appearance, with soft, hazy features and an aura that seems otherworldly.
š§š¾āāļø Elusive and Mysterious: People with strong Neptune placements may have a chameleon-like beauty, appearing different in various lights or moods.
š§š¾āāļø Fantasy-like Appeal: Neptune is associated with glamour and illusion, often giving individuals a fairy-like or cinematic quality.
š§š¾āāļøš§š¾āāļø Key Signs: Neptune in the 1st house or aspecting Venus/Ascendant enhances this dreamlike quality.
š¤©Famous Neptune Beauty: Think of someone who looks like they stepped out of a fantasy world or embodies an artistic, almost surreal aesthetic. Think Marilyn Monroeš¤.
Blending Venus and Neptune:
When Venus and Neptune work together (in conjunction, trine, or sextile): The individual may possess both physical beauty and a dreamy, almost magical presenceš¤š¾. They could express beauty in an artistic or creative way, embodying ideals of love, fantasy, and perfection. Venus brings the physical harmony, while Neptune adds the spiritual or mystical āglow.āš«
Investment Risk Management šø
While all investments come with risk, you can manage it by diversifying your investments (stocks, bonds, real estate, etc.) and regularly reviewing your portfolio. Always match your investments to your risk toleranceāare you comfortable with high-risk, high-reward, or do you prefer a safer, long-term strategy?
I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
Self-mastery (Real Wealth) components :
Self-Awareness: Understanding your own emotions, strengths, weaknesses, and motivations.
Self-Discipline: The ability to regulate impulses and maintain focus on long-term goals.
Emotional Regulation: Managing and responding to your emotions in a balanced and constructive manner.
Goal Setting: Establishing clear, achievable goals and developing a plan to reach them.
Decision-Making: Making choices that align with your values and long-term objectives.
Resilience: Recovering from setbacks and maintaining persistence in the face of challenges.
Mindfulness: Being present and attentive to your thoughts and feelings without being overwhelmed by them.
Time Management: Organizing and prioritizing tasks effectively to maximize productivity and achieve goals.
Stress Management: Implementing strategies to cope with and reduce stress.
Self-Reflection: Regularly evaluating your actions, decisions, and progress towards your goals.
These elements together contribute to a well-rounded approach to mastering oneself. Once you learn something, you cannot unlearn it. When you get tired of your own shit and get out of your own way...take the deep dive. You don't know what you don't know....BUT, YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR FINDING OUT!
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Sun in houses synastry pt 2:
Sun in 6th: If your sunās in your partnerās 6th h you might be very considerate of them and their every need(super cute placement) and emphasize consistency. The 6th person will sometimes need their care or sometimes reassurance, this will be done effortlessly. Lots of work and time. A wholesome bond.
Sun in 7th: One of the most essential sun placements in synastry. If sunās in the 7th, the sun basically is bound to blessing 7th h, showering them either love and visit. Making the relationship and marriage feel valued. Thereās plenty of joy and relation here.
Sun in 8th: Sun blesses 8th with shared money and offerings. 8th secures these. Sun makes growing and intimacy feel right and special. Unforgettable energy from the sun.
Sun in 9th: Sun probably makes 9th h person feel free and acts as their personal moving force to go explore and search for more than they know. A feeling of understanding the 9th houseās life story and path.
Sun in 10th: This oneās really nice, but one of the more platonic ones, Sun person can lead 10th person to fame and success. Thereās a feeling of being āseenā when with this person. An immense path to getting your name out there because they supported your endeavors. Gives contract label vibes lol.
Sun in 11th: Sun person supports and encourages 11thās dreams. Great for long term. Great indicator of a friendship. Easy to talk to and bond with.
Sun in 12th: I love this placement! Sun makes the 12th house person feel seen , understood, and comfortable. 12th house person will feel free to be themselves and share secrets that bother them. 12th h person will perceive Sun as that person to trust with and have heal. The past gets seen. If anything happens, Sun person will forever be remembered by the 12th person. If positively aspected, it gives karma breaker, true companion vibes.

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Astrology observations No.16: Lilith Edition
*just based on my experiences please take them with a grain of salt
**the taming your Lilith femininity post can be found here fyi ;0
-The element of your Lilith could point to what people find so scandalous about you. Air: your otherworldly air and intelligence; Water: your sensuality and emotional expression; Earth: Your strength and grounded nature; Fire: Your fierce energy and how youāre too hot to handle
-if Lilith has aspects to your Venus (especially conjunct/opposition/square) you may have guys say they donāt usually date girls like you/of your cultural background (twice as likely if your Venus or Lilith is in Sagittarius) (also that gives me the ick instantly ngl)
-Lilith conjunct/opposition/square 1st/7th/8th/10th could point to being hit on in the weirdest ways ever. (Guys have yelled at me from car windows, or been in my dms for actual years, at a convention a guy was pushing a stroller and said there goes my wife so loudly and so close to my face I didnāt even catch it until a moment after. I mean the other day a dude called my hair pretty then asked if it was heavy- like huh?? Dudes are weird)
-Lilith aspects to mars (especially conjunct/opposition/square) could point to people shaming you for expressing frustration/anger, especially in your youth
-Iāve had soooo many dudes short circuit on me with our Lilith synastry omg. I have stories lol. A lot of guys being into me and running off then coming back (they donāt get to come back in tho! Gross) Iāve felt it the most with Lilith conjunct sun synastry, underdeveloped guys have been competitive and obsessive. Like belittling in an envious way but also trying to make me feel smaller to always keep me around because they were too into my energy (it didnāt work). It can work out with a partner that is self aware and respectful and turn into the sun person showing you a side of themselves that they donāt show anyone else. It just takes a minutes to weed it out lol.
-I would imagine that Lilith conjunct/opposition/square Moon and Venus would be even more of a whirlwind. Lilith would be bringing out the Moon nativeās hidden emotions and taboo emotional motivations (itās giving the guy in Hustlers that came in to guilt his girlfriend into coming home for the night from her job at the strip club, but like that manipulative and petty all the time). And Lilith would bring out hidden and taboo desires in the Venus native (secret girlfriend, canāt meet their friends or family just ābecause itās not the right timeā- but itās never the right time, you thought you were dating but it turns out you were the other woman, etc)
-Also Lilith conjunct/opposition/square someone elseās ascendant is very likely to make the other person act jealous and petty towards you
-Lilith in 12th could point to being a lot of peopleās secret fantasies, hidden people that deeply desire you or envy you
-A lot of prominent Lilith placements are prone to fertility issues but Iād assume this is even more likely for Lilith in 6th
-Lilith in 7th could date partners that try to change them as soon as they get into a relationship with them (censor how you dress, dictate your hair cut, just really get terribly controlling because they assume your ātheirsā) (Iāve also experienced this with Lilith in 10th, and I would guess the same for Lilith in 1st/aspects to 1st or 10th or 7th)
-Lilith in 8th could point to s*xual trauma and at the very least going through many transformations before coming into your own sexuality
-Lilith in 9th could point to blossoming into yourself abroad or in a country outside of your origin. It can also point to receiving a lot of s*xual attention outside of your cultural group.
-Lilith in 1st/10th/11th could point to difficulty and backstabbing in female friendships. In 6th & 10th this could carry over to workplaces. In 7th this points to being the other woman in relationships or women coming onto your partner
-Lilith in 3rd could point to having trouble in school, not only socially but with authority figures believing your intelligence (and the believing your intelligence part definitely carries over into adulthood)
-Lilith in 4th often points to a terribly frustrating childhood where you were constantly critiqued by female members of your family, especially your mother. You couldāve felt like your mother/aunts/etc were always trying to compete with you for male attention as well (which is weird, weird grown folks). (itās not great for Lilith in 1st/8th/10th either but this is on another level)
-Lilith in 10th (square/opposition to 10th as well) can point to being treated like a pariah for no reason at work. Iāve found that when I tried to be friendly I got a lot of kindness outside of my department ā¦but still thrown under the bus with a smile in my department. Then I kept my distance at a later day job and was met with hostile or belittling energy. (This one guy would just constantly walk by and look at my laptop and ask what I was working on when he wasnāt my manager and my manager hadnāt assigned me anything, then he would just chat me up for no reason, always switching between hostile and like almost flirtatious energy. like dude worked on the other side of the office and kept doing this until he left ! Never working in an office again I swearā¦)
-Also Lilith in 1st/10th- often men in power/positions off authority often dote on you for some reason, especially if theyāre older (I still canāt figure why this is though)
-Lilith negative (conjunct/square/opposition) aspects to 1st/10th In ānormalā (suburban neighborhoods and pedestrian places like that) you may find that you get this weird thirsty look from guys, who are supposed to be minding their business with their families, like youāre walking around naked when you could be wearing the most lowkey outfit and it wouldnāt make a difference (itās also why I prefer cities, but even then in some neighborhoods I stick out)
-Your Lilith sign itself always indicates the Lilith behavior you have to learn to ātameā (ex. leo in Lilith has to make sure theyāre not too much of a diva), but I also believe it shows you how you need to fight for others (ex. leo in Lilith- use your radiant nature to speak out on the taboo and spotlight helping social causes)- I can do a post elaborating on this if you guys want ;0
-Self awareness is really important with strong Lilith energy. Iāve had overlays with other women/femmes with strong Lilith placements and so many times Iāve had them become mean girls and envious to me even though theyād constantly tell me about their Lilith-esque experiences with other femmes bullying them in similar ways.
Lilith & His Femme Fatale (18+ Only)
**I tried to make this general but itās about seduction, I couldnāt pull it lol (fr minors dni!)
*Just based on my observations, only take what resonates
Often Lilith in a manās birth chart gives less information on him and more information on the type of woman thatās his femme fatale. The type of femme that gives this complex dynamic to the relationship. I would say, similarly to Plutonian influences, this sort of connection charged with such intensity tends to elicit the extreme reaction of either repelling him or making him at least a bit obsessed with finding a way to āobtainā the Lilith person in the relationship.
I think this is always related to Lilithās folklore of being the untamable wife. He loves her because he canāt control her. But he still wants to try (not always but often imo). Not being able to control her and her seeming so wild and free is one of the many reasons the Lilith person usually brings out the shadow side of the masc person in their connection.