You guys can ask me stuff there and talk to me if you want. But I’m really discouraged because I planned to do something this week and now I can’t do it. So I have to say goodbye to all 163 of my followers because I doubt anyone will find my new tumblr or go like my page. If so this is goodbye for good.. I’m sorry but I can’t..I just can’t do this anymore. The sad thing is that I know people won’t go find my new tumblr or like my page because I’m not a big deal, I’m nothing. So I know there’s no point to this but I had hope.. That hope is gone now.. This is the end..

I've been working on some designs, talking with someone privately about things and just going into more depth with these characters. Working out what's going on between them all, I have created the reason why the twins act the way they do but I won't release her until fucking Sombra is released >:v Idk Maybe I'm just pissed off at blizzard by this point Who isn't lmao But my point is, by next week's worth of time.. I should have some art worth posting for everyone. But half the time I don't know why I post things like this, none of you take it into consideration but who fucking cares at this point 😄.

I'm getting absolutely no where with my art. Especially when I have half of my mother friends telling me I can do it but then they turn around and go get new things. Like me and my mother are struggling a lot right now. Near to becoming homeless again and our only way of help was out laptop. That busted about two months ago. She still makes the effort to buy me colored pencils for art and shit when we both know it should've gone to a new laptop. It's not a matter of me just hating myself, it's the matter of me fucking putting the world on my shoulders because I broke the laptop (not really) and just doubt myself from there. I had gotten my tablet not that long before to start getting better digitally, which was helping a lot, but without that, without being able to have access to references or different colors..I will severely doubt my talents on paper because I know this shit isn't worth even dirt because I know a goddamn 13 year old who's art is long better than mine, worth a lot and I can barely draw genji and get nothing for something I've been doing for years. I'm 18, art is my dream but if I continue down this route I have to give it up. I'm just not getting help, never was. So don't tell me "Hey! It'll get better!" When I know myself it won't help me anymore. Those lines haven't been helping me for years, so I would kindly ask for you not to say that because what help are you giving me than just some words?

I'm trying and you know where trying gets me? The trash bin. As good as I'll ever get. Fucking I can't even draw these two without wanting to break down at how horribly drawn they are. Not to mention the way I colored them in. I'm fucking terrible at art why I do continue? Cause I had hope but now I'm just lost. No motivation left to fucking try anymore. God I can't do this. _____________________ I'm so sorry for my self doubt. I'm losing it. I don't know if I can continue drawing with how much I hate myself at the moment. So have a small drawing of the tween twins (when they actually got along at some point)

The brothers. :H2O: "My brother tried to kill me. That doesn't surprise me though. What I'm surprised about is that he actually remembers me...remembers my name." :CO2: "Finally gave the little shit something to cry about. Though I truly don't remember his name. His jacket says it." _____________________ Ah yes the sketch I have no clue if I really wanted to post

I don't know what it is but my drawings of baby are more like a human robot. Eh. Whatever.

Edit: I'm immediately talking about after the scooping room. Thus ballora not being involved after.

It's crappy but I worked hard on this to give to my dad. Minor noticeable mistakes I know but I really tried my best.

I'm always taking them in. Some I'd just have to draw on paper sometimes I'll do em digitally. It takes time but I'm happy to get them done. I just can't do nsfw because what the shit is anatomy.

Here's a little snapshot of what I recently drew for my brother. If the top is incoherent here you gooo: When you think that time is over Keep your gun out of the holster It's the time to go in hard Cause the payloads still in motion Earn your place up on the posters Just one man and his controller Be the hero that you are Put the world up on your shoulders

Sorry for lack of art. Have a south wind bab.