dracula adjacent

i only have two text exchanges with my boyfriend’s brother-in-law, both which were surprising, and it was him saying “thinking of you in chicago” with a pic of a building that had nameplay off my name and then yesterday for my birthday he sent me a voice note of him singing happy birthday and then sayin some nice things at the end. both were very sweet and flattering but also we only talk at family functions and there’s a lot of familiarness in those but also my boyfriend did not act like these things were weird at all so he’s really just one of those guys who interacts that intimately

cool friend sent me a nice message and all i gotta say back is a thank you but I have been drafting a text for so long now. do i add a smiley? but HE added a smiley. do i go DOUBLE smiley? do i dare ‘:3’? i don’t think emoji is the right route but if i did a blushy smiley looks too basic and i’d want to use an alien but he might think i’m referencing work

it’s my birthday ☺️

lyft driver is listening to a hip hop station and the dj keeps hyping up like he’s about to play music and will start a song every now that he interrupts almost immediately and this has easily been going on for 15 min at this point

it’s funny when a fan of my boyfriend talks about him to me without knowing who i am because i wanna be like “that’s my boyfriend! :)) who i love very much and live with and love :))”

got a little bit of the birthday blues today and i feel myself walking around with the sad expression and sighs of a dog who is simply feeling things

kinda sexy of me to find my second gray hair on my birthday week ..