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About Me
Learn about me, or some shit.
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My Art and Writing
At the moment it's going to be a lot of reposting work from 2020 - Present, but I'll try to post more current stuff as well. Hit up my Cara if you want to quickly access my full portfolio of works!
Of Empires and Dragons
I try to keep all my TES content on this blog, which includes quotes, conversations, lore bits, or even short stories to do with my TES OCs. Cameos and collabs welcome, if it pleases you.
Legends of Vanasiel
I started a D&D 5E campaign with my friends and I've started collating all the lore bits and content I've made for them on this blog. As it's just D&D homebrew, I've stolen references from all over the shop. Feel free to nerd out about the origin of those references with me; in fact, I encourage it.
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You probably get asked this a lot, but how do you draw hands? Even when I'm tracing, they look so weird 🙃
I could probably go on and on and on about hands, but here are some key points I compiled! I LOVE drawing hands, and I never hesitate to use my own as a reference
Also worth mentioning while I'm here: a full .pdf of Andrew Loomis' 'Drawing the Head & Hands' is available via Wikipedia. Worth checking out, especially if you also have trouble with drawing heads in different positions.
“Everyone frets so about how they’ll go. Sword, rope, fever, fall… Me, I’ve near died of all the interesting ones and lived, so I’ve concluded the Spirits are saving me for something deeply stupid. Choke on a fishbone, most like, or slip on a wet roof I’ve climbed a hundred times sober and finally try the once I’m not. Wouldn’t that be the way of it? Survive the bear, the war, the gallows, the lot, and get done in by a halibut. The ancestors’ll never let me hear the end of it up there. ‘Here comes Morach. Mind the bones, lads.’”
— Morach, contemplating the likely anticlimax of his own death.
Happy to announce that Submissions are currently open on my TESblr! Many thanks to prev for sending through a whole BUNCH of stuff that you'll all be seeing over the next few weeks. <3
If you like the idea, feel free to send through any in-character texts (quotes, excerpts, letters, diary entries, conversations, etc) and I'll add them to the queue!
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This would have had me crucified on tumblr 10 years ago but maybe we are ready for this conversation now:
If you are a socially anxious person, you have to socialize. Your panic/anxiety attacks will only get worse and trigger more frequently if you constantly avoid contact with The Public. Not saying that you need to be a social butterfly- but there is a genuine problem with not being able to order your own meal at a restaurant. And it cannot be solved by always having someone else do it for you.
This is a PSA to about 3/4s of the Portland Youth populace
everyone who reblogs this and is like "I ordered my own tea this week" or "I only barfed once when I had to give a presentation'- you are doing amazing sweetie. Have patience with yourself, you are relearning a skill so difficult that people get 4 year degrees to do it professionally.
meds are terrifying af i don’t blame anyone for fearing taking them due to the nasty side effects. i remember when i was on pristiq at barely 18 years old and it made me feel like i was physically sinking through surfaces and like my brain and eyeballs were oozing out of my skull
Pristiq is such dogshit and feels like a knee jerk reaction on the part of any GP that feels its better than sending you to a psychiatrist (which unfortunately, 20 AUD does seem more sustainable than 1200 AUD for your initial psych eval).
In my experience, Pristiq did jack shit and trying to come off being medicated in high doses for it was the worst experience (do not cold turkey this one folks, you will be lying down begging for the end for days; the withdrawal headache it gives you makes you feel like you're deep underwater and trying to withstand the pressure).
If mental health care could be supported more, then you'd at least have people liaising with a trained professional while trying to figure out if the medication and dosage is correct.
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my prized possession is this loveseat I bought from a divorced dad who couldn’t tell me anything about it and in the years i’ve owned it i’ve never been able to find out who made it or where it came from. it’s got nails and finger creases and palm lines but they’re all kinda hard to see in this pic.
He awoke before the birds, in that pre-dawn black. The dressing was swift, even in the dark, by his memory alone, the weight of it both settling upon him and seeming insignificant against the crushing responsibility of the day. He let his hands brush the carving of Storihbeg on his sill as he passed, before clambering out the window out onto Aldous’s roof. The window itself gave no complaint, he had oiled the latch a fortnight past, and the hinges answered silent.
The air was mild, yet thick with yesterday’s rain. Morach could smell the river-rot on the wind from the Bjoulsae; he took it in before lowering himself from an eave to the stones below. With a final glance-check back at the Cobbler’s, he moved on down the alley.
Evermore slept poorly; drunks ambling around before joining their ordained rest in a doorway, a watch-pair laughing several streets away, cats howling and fighting on every other street. Mor threaded through them now with a well-practised ease. The postern gate on the eastern wall had a single guard, who always slept through half of his shift without fail, his chin on his chest and pike propped beside him like a steadfast hound. Mor had used the entrance a hundred times, and had left him untroubled each one.
Out the walls, the way ran south-east toward the Viridian, narrowing from road to path to trail before it dissolved into nothing but wild grass. Beyond it, he found the game trail he knew, one that wound up through juniper scrub toward the ridge line above the lake. He let his stride lengthen until the ache from yesterday’s work repairing Aldous’s roof bled out. By the time the sky began to grey in the east, his breath came hard and deep.
The trail crossed a stream, ankle-deep and fast, ice-cold even with the heat of summer. He knelt and drank from cupped hands, looking east. Not yet. The sun still hadn’t broken.
Mor pulled Daeghar’s knife and cut a sprig of juniper from the nearby bush, tucking it through his belt. He sat back on his heels and waited. It was far from a complex ritual, which his clan had *plenty* to boast of. It was made from a memory and a year of hunting in wilds more gentle but no less Hircine’s. You waited for dawn. You gave blood and asked nothing but a chance to prove your worth.
Gold broke over the crest of the mountain. He pressed his father’s blade to his left palm, and drew it swift and shallow. It welled and fell into the stream below as he turned his hand, watching as it feathered away in its current. He flexed his hand and rose. The blood dried as he climbed.
Dawn was an hour past when he found the elk-sign. A bull, grown fat and arrogant on the easy feed of the summer. His antlers would be up in velvet, soft and blood-warm. He had bedded down in the shade, after wallowing in a churn of mud by the boulders to keep cool. Morach crouched at the fringe of the clearing and searched. Deep prints from the heavy beast. The trail pointed down, towards the lake-shore. The droppings were hours old, rather than minutes.
It was quiet work, the tracking, slow and attentive. Every part of him narrowed to what lay afore him. A thread of quarry’s hair on a strip of bark. The depressed grass. The faint musk of a summer-bull. His father taught him how to read and breathe the forests and mountains for a hunt; after twelve years, it felt more natural to him than reading Evermore or its people ever could. He moved through the scrub without a noise. His weight kept low, and each footfall taken with the same care he’d give a marked floorboard on a job.
The bull was drinking when he found it. Knee-deep in the shallows, roughly a hundred paces away. His rack was broad in the velvet, no hard tines to mind; only the size and his foul temper to watch. A magnificent beast, all the same. The kind of elk his father would have made him wait for. To be sure the shot was earned, and not given as a fluke.
He hadn’t brought his bow today; it sat back in his room above Aldous’s shop. The night before, when he flitted between waking and sleep, he’d set his mind on only having Daeghar’s knife. The blade felt alive, the handle warm from his grip, the worn leather wrapping that was moulded to his father’s palm, and now his own.
He checked the wind and started down, watching the beast side-long every step. The bull was utterly serene, the chief of his own private lake-shore. Morach checked every step before he committed it, avoiding the leaf-litter for moss or stone. The elk looked up, away from him, and the water dripped from his muzzle like silver. Thirty paces.
Mor flew forward— the bull started, turned. Morach was on the elk, his thighs deep in the cold shallows. The knife went up, through the jaw. The elk let out a cry, violent and ugly, and thrashed. A fore-hoof came up and caught him across the shoulder, and tore through clothing and the skin beneath it. The blade stayed in, Morach twisted it. The blood ran hot from the wound over Mor’s arm, and the elk’s legs slowly began to buckle, before collapsing entirely as he took Morach down with him into the waters.
He held the elk as he went, both arms around his neck, skull pressed against Mor’s chest as his breath rattled out with a few wet bursts. His dark eyes rolled to find him, and he met them. Mor held him until the light went out.
“Og Pater Noch. Co lan, co noch.”
The coarse fur on the bull’s neck steadied him as he watched the water lap at them both. His own blood, from his shoulder, and the elk’s from the jaw. Two red-threads unwinding, before twisting about each other, until he could no longer say which belonged to him or the beast. His blood, the same he’d given alone at the stream at dawn. It was no longer his gift alone, but theirs together. The water thinned the two and drew them off to be lost in the greater lake. Mor stayed a while yet, in that frigid shallow with the elk cradled against him. Underneath it all, the press of a hand between his shoulder blades. The attention settled on him, weighing the work.
The butchering itself took roughly two hours. The amount he could take back was limited, both out of practicality and on purpose. He took the liver, back straps, and a hind-quarter. The rest would stay for the scavengers, back into the wild, Hircine’s share. The knife washed off in the stream easy enough, him less so. He scrubbed the blood off, and checked over his shoulder. The bleeding had stopped at some point, but left a gash that would scar without a doubt.
Morach coated, wrapped, and packed the meat; berries, salt, and juniper leaves, the process slow and almost ritualistic to him after so many years of practise. He took the long way back to Evermore, whilst his mind walked quiet, content to watch the road go by.
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