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You Could Build a World out of What-ifs | Masterlist

Caring for people is hard, when all you know is death and how it came to push people off the edge of that hauntingly blurry line between what is and what disappeared, but once existed. Especially in a context where hundreds of people fall ill due to a substance unknown to the public, the pharmacopeia, and the teams Esther is a part of. What is even harder is realising the answer to all your questions is simply digging into the fresh mud you promised not to touch after burying the ugly, the unimaginable, the unspeakable. With dirt under your fingernails, all seem dull and all you touch is sullied. With rot in your head and chest, all seem dangerous, and people appear different, unreal. Post-Ruhenheim AU. Not beta-read. Grimmer's alive.

PS: By cat i mean the animal 😭😭😭 and i dont want to sound weird for asking this i just like cats and kenzo too much and i think he would love cats such as i do...

i got you bro.... 💖 fat bowling ball of a cat inspired by my friend's fat bowling ball of a cat

oh and what about Tuesday?

some people really don’t realize how privileged they are that they get fanfics for free. imagine having access to something for free because someone is kind enough to share it with you… and then being rude, entitled and an ungrateful pos to that person who was kind enough to share their creation with you for free

“almost 1 year is a lil too much for me” fuck off. fanfic writers don’t owe you anything. one of my favorite fics was updated after 13 years, and what I did is that I thanked the author for choosing to continue the work, I didn’t act like a spoiled toddler by asking why they didn’t update sooner. and even if a writer chooses to abandon their fic permanently with no explanation, that is their choice, their hobby, their decision. they don’t owe your entitled ass anything.

This is me when I read: