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“Firstly I’ve told you not to get in situations where you’re in danger.”

Luuk’s eyes shift as he turns his head away from you to make a point.

“I brought results didn’t I..? That should be enough.”

Seeing his stubbornness continue you simply sigh with a cross of your arms. A smile tugging at your lips before you step closer.

“Secondly…don’t make me worry, do you think that because I’m the only one to worry for you my feelings are invalid..?” He hesitates to speak at your words, Your light hearted tone making his eyes soften. Like an invisible chain on a dog..your words when soften tugged on his leash. Just to remind him of who he was owned by. “I remember telling you not to get involved directly…results are useless if you’re not back with them.” Luuk felt his heart throb..eyes staring over the sunset which slightly blinded him.

Had you forced yourself to get closer and stare longer at him. You would’ve noticed the pink tint on his cheeks.

If only you knew how long he had longed for you. Despite your worries affecting you. He couldn’t help but feel a flutter in his chest knowing you cared for him. From the moment he met you, he’d never would’ve guess that you’d become this dear to him. Not at all. The very moment when he first met you, you were mean, cruel, serious and selfish. How could he fall in love with someone like that? Someone who puts their needs above all else. Even if it includes hurting others involved to do so. But of course eventually he understood, that it was not you who was born that way. The world simply made you to be. Along the way you had managed to gain his respect. Seeing how you were still kind to those who had the fortune of being able to stay around you.

When things had gotten difficult for him, you were always behind him. A patting hand…a way to comfort his hurting heart. It’s not like you were much good with words. Because when you tried, it seemed that you ended up embarrassing yourself. Enough so that for a moment he’d laugh horrendously about it. “Oh cmon…I’m trying to make you feel better here.” His laugh grew louder..clutching at his stomach. Cheeks turning red flush from not being able to catch his breath.

“That was horrible!”

More than respect..you were considered a friend to him now. Someone who he could lean on slightly, to let his troubles slip from mind for a moment while he spent time with you. He found himself noticing you a lot more and as that went on. Luuk understood that just because you were someone dear to him, didn’t mean the same applied to you. The way you teased him with a sly smile, your generous gestures, your silly way of making him feel better weren’t just for him. Those actions belonged to everyone who was lucky enough to be called your friend. That day of realization felt like a stab in the heart for him. So rather than respecting you or considering you a friend, the conclusion in his mind came to be.

He was in love with you.

“Be honest with me. That face you have on right now..it’s one of a man in love.” You were a perceptive idiot. Of course he was in love..yet you were the only one to not see that it was you who he loved. Shrugging you off with a quick wave of his hand Luuk sighed. “What are you talking about? Has all that stress of searching for your book made you see things?” A low whine is quick to escape you leaning against his shoulder, Your head resting on it. The sun glitters across your golden hues wonderfully. Enough for him to forget about the giant sun in front of him and focus on your eyes only. You had this poor fool wrapped around your finger while being completely unaware of it.

“Maybe it is..which is why I want you to stay at the academy..whoever they are, settle down with them. Enjoy life…be happy.” Luuk’s heart sank in, eyes squinting in not being able to hide his pained expression. “Be happy, I won’t be here all the time to make sure you are.” Your choice of words make panic run through him. Turning in disbelief at what you’re saying..and so easily as well.

“Don’t be ridiculous..what are you even saying.” Say you’re only teasing. Please tell him this is all a big joke..why does it feel like you’re saying goodbye even though you’re not. Don’t laugh it off like the idiot you are..explain to him. Lean on him…just as he leans on you.

“Haha..I guess you’re right. But I’m only saying because life isn’t promised forever you know?” You’re lying and he can tell. Don’t you know this fool knows you like the palm of his hand. You don’t miss the tight grip of his hand against yours. Eyes that look like they’re on the verge of spilling tears. It makes your own go wide..your breath hitching in worry. “L-Luuk.? I’m sorry I didn’t t-.”

“I want to be happy with you.” Luuk whispers..almost pathetically..begging someone who’s sole purpose in life is find some stupid item. Who’s life revolves around this item. Who’s way of truly being satisfied in life is to find this item.

“Can’t I be happy with you..? Can’t I settle and enjoy the rest of my life with you..?”

He doesn’t know why he asked. He already knows the answer is no. When hearing no response his grip on your hand tightens even more. Lifting his head up enough before tilting it slightly to press his lips against your own. He wants to sob when you don’t push him back. Arms clinging around your neck and tugging you much closer towards him.

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From that moment on..he stopped hearing from you. You stopped checking in on him. You stopped caring. If only you could imagine his reaction in finding you again. Wanting to angrily stomp over towards you and demand reason. But when you approach, you didn’t seem to recognize him..were you pretending.? All these years and this is the first thing you did? It made him seethe inside.

“Oh? I didn’t take you for the type to be interested in these?” Luuk chuckles..picking out a book from the top shelves you’re so desperately looking at. Of course he’s lying…he kept these books for your return. They were your prized collection. How could he ever throw them out. But with him leaning down and getting incredibly close, you tensed up. Your cheeks flushing slightly before you laughed the awkwardness off. He paused after that..whatever had been running through his head immediately out the window.

“What’s with you so close huh..? Trying to kiss me?”

His eyes glanced down at you in memory. Where was the confidence..not easily embarrassed you. The one who’d simply get closer to make others aware of you. It was something small but he had caught it almost immediately. Had you lost your memory..? Had something happened to you..is that why you left him all those years ago.? Luuk felt a harsh throb in his heart. You hadn’t abandon him?

“You’d enjoy this one much more than that one. It’s better to understand from here.” He offered a small smile..gloved hand reaching out for you take the book from his hand. While you reached to take it, his grip caught your wrist.

“Just..a question.? May I know your name?”

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“In here this late again? Maybe I should start locking up so you don’t stay up this late.” Luuk’s voice rings you out of your busy mind. A light chuckle leaves his lips while he gently hits you on your head with his clipboard. Even with forgotten memories there’s still traces of the old you in your present self. He remembers the times he’d often had to physically drag you out of this library. “Rest is an important part in being able to retain information. Surely you don’t want to read without understanding..” with an awkward laugh you nod. Bookmarking the book you had before closing it. “I hadn’t realized it was this late. I didn’t mean to be a bother in your library Dr.Herssen.” His sharp eyes flick away so you don’t catch the annoyance he felt at you calling him that.

“Nonsense. It doesn’t bother me at all. But you know..I told you to drop the formalities..isn’t calling me Luuk much easier..?” When directing his gaze back at you once more, he couldn’t contain the glee in them when you tensed up. His heart swelling at your cuteness..the person who’d once have him tensing in embarrassment and jolting being reduced to this. It only made him step closer towards you. The soft tapping of his footsteps seeming to echo loudly in the library. “Am I really not someone you can feel comfortable around.? It’s quite a shame really.” Letting out an awkward laugh you shook your head.

“Of course not! I just have a bit of trouble adapting L-luuk..I don’t wanna make it seem as if I’m disrespectful for already being so informal!” How sweet..just the sweetest ever. With your back against the wall and his hand trapping you from escaping by hovering over your shoulder, how could one not feel awkward.

Your eyes are quick to fall. Finding the ground to be much more interesting. Luuk raised a brow, hand leaning down to slowly tuck a messy strand of hair sticking out, behind your ear. “You know..you looked a lot more comfortable with the president rather than with me…are you two perhaps much closer?” His tongue rolled against the inside of his cheek in anger. Crimson eyes digging into your form in hunger, desire, want..anything to describe how badly it felt to want to be ravished by you once more. “The p-president?! Huh? I mean…I just..well I met her first..but that does-.” He stopped listening when you started explaining. The jealousy burning him from the inside.

His hand soon hooks onto your face with a squeeze. He only just got you back. He’s not about to let you fall in love with another. Letting you go once was a mistake, a mistake he won’t repeat. “You always seem to go to her when something worries you. If you come to me I’ll have no trouble in helping you solve whatever needs be.” Is the expression of this ugly jealousy the same he had back then..? Pathetic, tense, desperate to keep you at hand. What did you think of him then..? What did you think of him now? “Doct-"

“Luuk..” he corrects. Making your mouth close immediately as he interrupts. “Call me Luuk..just Luuk.” His pupils sharpen at the look of worry on your face. You..a powerful being filled of incredible knowledge…scared of him. He couldn’t help the laugh that escaped his lips. Once he hears you whisper his name so lovingly he’s satisfied. Stepping back, his signature smile on as always before he pulls a piece of candy from his coat. “Good job!”

He doesn’t wait for you to take slowly unwrapping the piece before placing it between your lips. Leaning down enough for his tongue to push the candy inside your own mouth. “You can lean on me. Only on me okay..?” You felt as if you had skipped a few things. What exactly led to this very moment?

To Luuk now being pushed against a couch. The library door now locked? Underneath you he squirmed, hands wrapped around your neck while both your tongues played around with the candy. Passing it back forth, your tongues brushing against each other. He gasped into your mouth as you devoured him, his body arching up against yours in a desperate attempt to get even closer. His hands clutched at your shoulders, fingers digging in slightly when he lost himself in the kiss. Tongue wrapping with yours happily. With every swipe of your tongue he shivered in delight. Once the candy had been sucked by the two of you into a small size, he couldn’t help his teeth latching onto your bottom lip.

Tugging at it before breaking the kiss with a final pop. You weren’t sure why you felt your body burning. Had a simple kiss already made you such a heated mess? Your mind had no room for that now, not when you had this delicious body arching for you in need. Your hot lips nibbling and pecking roughly on his pale neck. Rough grunts leaving your throat when feeling his hands start tugging at your belt. “L-Luuk..just- hold on..something-“ your breath hitched…melting when his clothed cunt grinds on you so wonderfully. What were you about to say? You’re not sure.

Your tongue sticks out with a heavy groan..licking your way down to his already exposed chest. Keeping his shirt press upwards enough to reveal his nipples. Nibbling and latching on to them. So eagerly that he chuckled at the sight. Eyes practically heart shaped. Lifting a gloved hand to gently pet at your head almost as if encouraging you to continue to do whatever you’d like. “S-see..I’m even helping you solve this problem…all you need to do is ask me for help.” Luuk whines..your teeth biting down gently on the fat around the nipple. Your hand firmly comes to cup his chest. Those dangerous eyes of your…full of heat and desire enough to make him shiver.

“Like my chest..nnh! That m-much?” Luuk whimpers. Eyes slightly lowered in relief when you tugged down his pants along with his underwear. Exposing his throbbing wet cunt, soaked completely and ready to be taken by you once more. Just you. The next part of pulling out your cock was easier. His heart stopping for a moment, glancing up at you with flushed cheeks and a grin. “H-haha..look how much bigger you’ve gotten.” Taking your thick cock with both hands he whined. Slapping your length against his sensitive folds..gently rubbing the two of them together to get your cock drenched with his juices. “Just go in okay..? I wanna feel every inch of you..” he hums.

“R-rougher…just go-! In deeper!” Luuk sobs, tears slipping from his eyes as you have your way with him. But you only stare down at him with a pitiful expression. One that makes him feel horrible…one that makes him feel as if he had forced you to take him. Your hips pick up pace..the fat thickness of your cock stretching him completely. Yet your heart was not in the moment. You weren’t making love to him…you were simply fucking. Focused on only his pleasure…not on your own. He could see you were holding back, it only made this heavily feeling much worse for him. Your pace was slow, yet your girth completely made up for that. Hips slamming down wonderfully on his pussy. Probably leaving it bruised with each motion. The fat of his cunt lips wrapped around you firmly, opening widely before closing with a wet clench when feeling only your tip inside.

The digging of your cock inside of his womb shook him to his core. God he couldn’t help but to admire to coming a little as your hips grind down in a roll. Luuk’s heel arched just as much as his back. Wiggling his hips enough to hopefully get you to violate right on his sweet spot. “B-big.! You’re so ahh! Bigg..!” The bulge poking from his stomach was evidence of that. He doesn’t seem to get much a reaction from you. Luuk feels embarrassed, does he not turn you on? Even if you didn’t see him that way..was he not at least desirable?

Luuk’s daze was pounded out of him. Feeling your cock finally sinking in. His clothes a mess..scattered around the floor. Your teeth leaving deep mark bites all over his body. Already so responsive. So unlike the you from the past. Hips soon picked at their pace…the echoing slaps of his pussy on your cock. From how much his cunt leaked, wet splats landed on his tummy. Your hips which were once controlled now moved freely, nothing compared to the first time you both did it. Your strength, thickness, size have him shaking from pleasure. Even you finally fit your stupidity big cock inside of him fully with one rough thrust.

His eyes go wide. A rough grunt coming from your throat as you bite down on his exposed shoulder. Your hands taking both of his to intertwine them together before pressing them against the couch with a huff. To your shock he clenches aggressively around you. Pussy fluttering around your size. Twitching from coming so easily, at something so silly.

Stomach dipping in from the deep breath he took, eyes glazing with tears. Never in his life had he’d been wetter, this was dream. You making love to him, deep, raw and mostly important with love. He’s sure by now the couch underneath you two is soiled with his juices. But that doesn’t matter now. Your heavy weight presses right up on him.

Your cock sinking all the way into his womb, only pulling out the tip before shamelessly slamming back inside. The echoing in the library ringing back at each filthy tighten of his cunt. Sloppy grinds and thrusts, his pleasure not being the only one which is being chased. Luuk’s thighs violently shake, clasping around your hips and squeezing tight enough to keep you from slipping out more than you need too. At this point back lifting off the couch and clinging onto you by arching up on you. Letting one of his palms escape your grip, with a breathy whine hooking against your neck and letting his weight cling to you.

Nails digging into your skin, enough to leave a trail of red marks down where he scratched.

“Inside…! F-finish inside..p-please!” Luuk gasped his release leaking down your length. Hips shaking and trying their best to keep you from slipping out. His face ruined and pathetic..hopeful for you to just claim him as yours. If this is the one thing he can do to get you to feel closer. To remind himself that even if you reject him..he was once yours.

Though the weak grip of his thighs didn’t seem to do much. Already spent and shaking, you easily pulled out..your hot release spilling all over his chest and stomach. As you two settled in the silence of finally having finished he raised his hands to cover his face. Ashamed of wanting someone this much. Ashamed of the way his heart broke and face twitched in effort to keep his soft cries in.

His watery eyes now looked down at where you two were connected. A ring of white around the base of your cock which was shoved just right to reach his womb. He could feel the splutters of your come dripping inside of him. “I-I’m sorry..I couldn’t, hold it.” You whine, face digging into his shoulder to hide the shame on your face. He doesn’t know how it happened or what made you lose your memories but he doesn’t care anymore. Reaching out a hand to come and gently brush at your head. Now that he had you here, able to teach you to fully understand and appreciate his feelings for you.

He wasn’t going to let you leave his sight.

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A/N: Just wasting my time and money🫩