the self embodiment of perfection 𓏵

so fucking jealous of passing, near-passing, or even guys on hrt that post in detrans kink spaces. they get to indulge in this shit and then get to return to real life outside of fantasy where they're still real men. not me. i'll always be a fucking girl

am i a genuinely evil untrustworthy bad person ??? ? ? what is wrong with me?

i remember what it felt like to fly.

who is god? i am god. i am god

they'll bury me in a dress too

sometimes i complain to my therapist and he's like "oh but everyone thinks/does that! this is normal/average!" dawg i don't want my problems to be normal and average 👎👎👎 im special

fucked up i'm walking around with no indicators of my superiority. like obviously im better than everyone here?? but they can't see it at all?? i need a halo or something

thinking about being a boy again

guy who's dying: no, i'm fine. i am fine, i am okay. there is a crushing weight on me every second i am alive and i suffer torment because i hate the way i am shaped. get me out, please, get me out. i am fine, i am okay.

just remembered i'm gonna die a girl so who even cares anymore