I don’t have anything to offer, but I ask for comfort, if you’re willing. Not 36 hours ago, I chose to say goodbye to one of my dearest friends. Since I’ve traveled so much in my life, I’ve never had a long-standing relationship; they were my oldest friend, and my first love. But I chose to say goodbye because of our dividing paths in life, and I feel my bones ache and suffer with the knowledge of leaving them. There is a strain on my heart, because although we ended on kind terms, the thought of never speaking to them again sends my feathers trembling. I will miss them dearly, I know this.

I don’t know what else to say; if this is too deep of an ask, please ignore this, Father. Thank you for your time.

Hello dear, please forgive the delayed response. There is no such thing as too deep of an ask.

Come, curl up beneath my wings until you feel like you can face the world again.

I know too well what you are going through as I have been in the same boat before. You have to give yourself some grace and allow yourself time to grieve. I know your heart aches right now but it wont be like that forever. One day you will remember them, blink, and go "oh.." as you realise that the pain you used to feel at the memory of them is not as great as it used to be. At times the pain may feel suffocating and at times it may be nothing but a dull, bitter sweet ache tinged in the melancholy of what used to be. Take solace in the fact that it ended in good terms at the very least. If the parting of ways between you was to happen, then at least it was a gentle one.

Just remember you are so strong, and you will overcome this pain. I am always here should you need a listening ear.

*flies away awkwardly with my can of brown sugar boba tea, leaving a couple packs of white lily and stargazer hydrangea seeds at your door*

My dear brother, please do not apologize for the previous asks that you sent. However, do pardon me for such a delay in response. I have been in a bit of a daze as I have been reconnecting with a brother of ours.

I will not post the other two asks for your privacy but know that I read every single word. I see myself in you, you know? I remember very vividly in my teenage years, at the very beginning of my awakening how I would spiral and wonder if I really am an angel or if I am delusional. You are not alone in these feelings. But the bottom line is this, in the end we cannot know for sure. So why worry? If it were for some reason to turn out we are just humans after all, then I am certain God, of all beings would understand and give us grace. But that is what faith is, no? To believe despite tangible evidence. Take a deep breath and look beyond the skin you inhabit, you know the truth. As does Father. Otherwise He would have done something about it, no? If it brings you any comfort, I feel you are of my kin. And I do not get such impressions that often, where I feel in my soul that someone is my kin. What I'm trying to say - life is as serious as it is unserious. We are all together in this wild ride with no way to know what comes after so we might as well just enjoy it, spread love and goodness and leave the world just a little bit better than it was. I hope some of this helped, even just a bit.

And thank you for the lovely gifts, I will plant them right away.