#actually divine

Don't worry about the questions, I love answering them.

There's never "too young" or "too old", just a series of looking into yourself and figuring out who you are. I'm still a minor myself, but very close to adulthood.

My first prophetic dream was when I was roughly 6. I predicted that Minecraft would add parrots, and it happened a fair bit later, but it happened. My first divine-related dream that put the previous experiences into context was in 2023. It was a white field, with a single heavily decorated mirror. When I looked into it, I saw what I could later determine to be my divine form. I already had a sprouting suspicion of being divine before that dream, but it was closer to the idea of me being a spirit guide than a full-on deity; you could say that the feeling of divinity was started then. So about 2.5-3 years.

After the dream in 2023, I started the hunt for noemata (things you know about your identity) and a lot of mirror work. I looked towards existing and fictional deities, their religions their mythologies and disciplines of old and modern magic to see what "feels right" when it came to my identity. I'm still in the weeds with that. Inner and mirror work was also a big part of the awakening process, but it was closer to me learning to accept my identity. I still struggle with it, but it's helped my mental health a lot.

It's going to be hard to check your divinity. Divination of any kind can help, but in the end, you have the final say on your identity. A good rule of thumb is to not focus on the idea too much and see whether it stays - I learned that from a few witches around. Coincidences need attention to live, while the truth remains even if you ignore it.

To kin something is to be that thing. I'm completely serious. I'm not larping this in the modern sense, even though I like to roleplay and am getting into LARP as an interest.

Albeit I don't have all of my powers while in this incarnation, there are some strange synchronicities that happen when I focus my energy or interact with things, which clued me in to that nature of mine. (For the curious: accidental hexes, blessings, prophecy and accurate divination. I recently started a log of these.)

Deity - Fictotheist - Witch

A system made up of the fractured bits of an old god pulling itself back together. Part of the fictionkin and deitykin community for 10+ years. Practicing spirit worker and remembering hedge-crosser that performs alongside a few other gods.

An intoner, a door, The △

This blog is for a few things; from saving tidbits of aesthetic that remind us of ourselves, to logging research notes, to idle journaling. Often silly. New boot goofin' with our craftwork and saving digital / storybook aesthetics. and things that remind us of work, I guess.

Despite the way we may come off as grumpy at times, We love talking, sharing, asking questions, and information in general. Promise I don't bite. notes; I was raised within multiple cultures and have some mixed belief sets - don't look for yourself in my practices. Endo-etc friendly, don't syscourse at us. I do not fuck with that radqueer shit. magicisstrange piss off. Talk 2 Us!

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