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♱ introduction ♱

my name is altair, i'm an adult, and my pronouns are they/them. nice to meet you!

this is my menhera blog. i vent, talk about living with mental illness, and reblog menhera art/fashion here. this blog is not meant to romanticize or glorify my issues, but just to portray my reality. people outside the menhera community, including jirai, are welcome to interact. i don't mind being sent asks; if you want to talk to me, feel free!

some things i like:

biology/medicine

Project Moon

Silent Hill

metal music (Unlucky Morpheus is one of my favorite bands!)

Vocaloid/other vocalsynths

i don't have a DNI list. just don't DM me if you're under 18, don't repost my art without credit, and please be nice.

tags:

#♱ synapse ♱: talking or venting

#♱ nerve graft ♱: asks

#♱ thalamus ♱: advice asks

content warnings are tagged like this: #tw gore, #tw self harm

anons: 🐶, /⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\🪽, 🧸, 🪼, 💜🪽

pro-recovery, anti-forced recovery

if you have issues with anything i say, please let me know. chances are, it was a misunderstanding and i won't mind if you bring it up :)

main blog: @altair-the-heretic

pfp credit: Vellmori (Limbus Company)

banner credit: Kera (Silent Hill f)

divider assets credit: nai_ga (Limbus Company)

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I can't stop thinking about hurting myself even on good days when I have no particular reason to do so. that's what addiction is I guess. I wish I could talk about it more to people I trust, but I don't think they would understand

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lifeafterpsychiatry

We need to talk about how when you shut down or restrict discussions of mental health struggles on social media platforms in the name of "protecting mentally ill people" what you're really doing is excluding mentally ill people

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my latest delusion is that I have a long lost child???

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people can't seem to tell the difference between excusing all of a disordered person's actions, and allowing them the resources and compassion they need to survive and potentially recover

sometimes disabled people do shitty things. that doesn't mean they don't deserve help and human rights

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abouquetofdaylillies-deactivate

Pre-menstrual depression is always depicted as like "He He! I had a box of icecream bars and cried while watching the Titanic!" But in reality, it's more like, "I'm standing the edge of an abyss. There is nothing good inside of me, I'm filled with rage and desperation."

It's crazy that being told how to deal with that is never a part of anyone's menstrual sex education.

headspace-hotel

This has already been said in the notes, but if PMS causes extreme depression and even suicidal ideation, that is in fact something that most people do not experience and it can be treated

Like for the majority it really is "oh i'm hungrier and moodier than usual"

^this should be a part of sex education so the point still stands

godesssiri

I went to my doctor after I was walking to work one morning and saw a bus coming and actually took a step to throw myself in front of it before I pulled myself together. Later that day I started bleeding and was literally like someone flipped a switch and I didn't feel suicidal anymore. Which made me feel like I was loosing my mind because who goes from 'I want to throw myself in front of a bus' to 'I'm perfectly fine' just like that? I did some research, I went to the doctor and described my feelings, he looked me in the eye and gently asked what I thought it was, I said I'd read about PMDD and I thought it might be that, he said 'I think so too' and wrote a prescription.

If, before you get your period, you feel furiously angry, suicidal, irritated by every tiny thing to the point you want to murder someone, stuck in a black hole you'll never escape from. If you are experiencing extreme emotions for what seems like no good reason, especially if you get your period and those extreme emotions just go away. You're probably not just PMSing , you may have PMS's feral big sister PMDD and it's treatable.

Also this is something that can develop as you get older. So if you used to get normal PMS but what I wrote above sounds more like your norm now then don't just write it off as regular PMS.

#reblog #menhera #menherablr #menhera blogging #mental health information #psa #pmdd #sex ed #periods

holyholyholey

Hello to all psychotics and schizophrenics/schizospecs today, May 24th.

Its is psychosis and schizophrenia day. Please at some point today, do something for yourself that brings a little happiness to you day!

#reblog #menhera #menherablr #menhera blogging #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizospec

my art is stopping me from hurting myself

#menhera #menherablr #menhera blogging #♱ synapse ♱

I haven't been posting much on this blog because I feel like I'm running out of things to say... I'm depressed, I'll always be depressed

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menhera-info-archieve

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healerzombie

beginner menhera attempts to wear a menhera outfit

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idk how close menherablr is to jiraiblr but there's a harasser targeting these spaces who killed a few people going around, @/the-one-who-will-not-be-named. please stay safe

i reported them for ban evading (which they admit to in their pinned post) and blocked them. thank you for letting me know

#menhera #menherablr #menhera blogging #psa #♱ nerve graft ♱

desperately craving validation and admiration again. If I don't make things I am useless

#menhera #menherablr #menhera blogging #♱ synapse ♱

composing is infuriating but also fun. makes me feel like i'm doing something with my life

also my rp blogs have been getting interaction which is nice

#menhera #menherablr #menhera blogging #♱ synapse ♱

crippy-tangerine

"mental health awareness month" falls short for me honestly. I'm sick of these half hearted, psychiatry-focused posts where people reel off a list of symptoms and tack on "and we deserve to be treated equally anyways" at the end. Consider: I'm Mad and I want people to stop being oppressed for their Madness.

I want people to stop being forced into hospitals and stripped of their autonomy.

I want people to stop being backed into a corner where they feel their only options are homelessness or suicide.

I want people to stop being murdered via their monetary benefits being cut, even though they desperately need them.

I want mentally ill, Mad and neurodivergent people to be supported in all areas of their life and enabled to live in the community. Not locked away in institutions.

I get that we need people to understand mental health better. But so much of this month is people watering down inclusion and equity to mean "Mad people should just stop being visibly Mad and then they can be accepted".

So. I don't know. "Mental health awareness month" falls so fucking flat for me. I don't want to assimilate, I want to be respected as an autonomous being and enabled to live a good life. Not fed another platitude about how "CBT will definitely help this time, trust, you just need to do it for a fifth time and try harder to get better!".

(Hey. Maybe that's just my experience. But I'm very tired already.)

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fuck you brain and fuck you hormones, I'm not gonna die just because you said so

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no wonder I feel so shitty, my period started. oh well

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