[Image description: Edit of characters from Persona 5: The Phantom X. Nagisa says, "I think I'm finally ready.... Guys. I'm trans." The other thieves are all thinking, "which way bruh (crying face emojis)". End description.]
(Original description by @quailfence, thanks for pointing out!)
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leaked concept art for shadow nagisa kamishiro for p5x. source: just trust me on this one
i've been thinking about this au all week. i might write something about it so just some concept notes
his palace is titled 'ark of patience', following one of the seven virtues instead of the deadly sins. after all, he will repeat everything for as long as it takes to get things right.
nagisa's shadow takes after the captain of a large ship. its wreck is a mystery, but it's rumored to have been caused by its own captain.
in an effort to start over again, shadow nagisa is aiming to destroy himself and take everyone else with him. this kind of relies on my guessings as to how theβhypotheticalβtime travel thing works; when nagisa dies, or is given the option to go back after fucking up bad enough.
palace is filled with mostly non-hostile cognitions of people he's met. they're all ghosts, though, and are memories of past lifetimes.
nagisa himself ends up hospitalized, kind of like tomoko did, and has lost all of his desires. he's kind of at war with himself-- he wants it all to stop and to start again, but he desperately wants to keep fighting, too.
shadow nagisa's treasure is his heart, which manifests later as the pocket watch above. the butterflies on his gun are stolen from janosik's concept art, which i figured were meant to be similar in concept to "the butterfly effect". very fitting for a gun, imo
the larger parts of his design (re: the coat & his hat) are taken from janosik, too. he might not be there anymore, but he's still in nagisa's heart, somewhere.
shadow nagisa himself isn't often hostile, even if he very clearly does not want the phantom thieves anywhere near him. you can find him around the ship, staring at the wandering ghosts of his friends and mumbling about how he remembers the specific moment in time they're stuck in, and if it was worth it for him to leave them behind.
one thing im noticing is nagisa's started to fall into his role as leader very seriously. like, from the getgo he wasn't as excited for the role and was very no nonsense about his approach to the metaverse and fighting shadows.
you can see it in his fighting animations and his mannerisms-- whereas joker is very open and dramatic, where he does a lot of flips and excited shouts and grins a lot, nagisa is quite the opposite. he keeps his face covered, and in most of his battle art he is shown to be gritting his teeth or frowning. his dialogue feels very straight forward too (particularly thinking about his AOA line being a very fierce declaration of fighting to keep his desires). possibly because his awakening was very violent; joker and nagisa were both flung straight into battle with shadows, but nagisa was doing so without having any desire to live. he was given the option by his own shadow to die. and when he chose to fight, he felt a hundred different sensations and emotions at once. its very personal for him, because nagisa himself has been a victim of his desires being stolen.
more than that though, you can see as the story goes on he begins to feel more and more... desperate? to keep himself at the front, and to keep making sure he does the "right" thing. he starts giving out orders, starts taking charge. he starts putting himself ahead and in danger (katayama's boss fight comes to mind...). him and lufel even discuss how he spends a lot of time preparing for infiltrations, and from the sounds of it its likely he sets aside sleep in order to get things properly ready. it kind of reads as him becoming more and more terrified of slipping up, because he's seen the outcomes and how it will end if he does.
when you guy make a plan that likely puts one of us in danger can you include me into it too please. possible sacrificial lamb and wonder if its not too much trouble thanks guys
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if I ever tell you βlmk what you think if you read/play/watch it!β I am firmly inviting you to send me a play by play minute by minute cataloguing of your thoughts about The Thing
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oh we're also in a slow period at work so my hours have gone down a good bit. at least i just got that raise? and it means ive been spending my free time gaming a bit more than usual, just unfortunately ive chosen to spend that time catching up on the persona gacha game's & infinity nikki's story