Amodirstes

I just want to stop caring and ik thats what they want so they can just do all of it unchecked but man I don't have the spoons to be stressing over that constantly

I have so much other shit to worry about

And it's just getting worse and worse

Part of being online is being constantly monitored, I've known this from the start but it's now getting so extreme

Orwellian up in this bitch

Phones, computers

Everything's always fucking listening and watching

Bad time to be queer

Also like every time i buy smth i can't back check parent companies to make sure I'm buying ethically

Sometimes a guy just needs amazon delivery goddamnit

Amazon delivery, by employees that still need to be paid somehow even if it's not nearly enough

And sure I can try to buy organic foods but they're so expensive

I'm lucky I'm wealthy enough to be able to but most ppl can't

I can't shop independent mom and pop stores very well bc I live in the fucking woods where the best store close to here is a food lion and then maybe a target 30 minutes away

Shopping local is honestly mainly for city folk

And it's not like growing food is an easier or better option

I mean tho I do steal like 90% of the media i enjoy

And like every time a big corporation does smth new i just die a little more and care a little less

Spotify did what? Well they're still the better place for podcasts

Maybe they don't pay their artists enough and are doing bad shit but it's not like i can afford to buy my own music

What did google do now? Well I don't care enough to switch every single account I have to smth better

Microsoft sucks? Ok but I don't want to deal with figuring out linux os

I'm just saying I feel like being a decent and ethical person in this capitalistic society is an uphill battle that I'm so so tired of bc life itself gives me enough that I don't have enough spoons to rlly give to caring

And I do know that's part of the bigger problem of capitalism by design

But knowing the problem almost kinda makes it worse

That mixed with the societal stunting of the last few years, it's easier to control people if they're grouped bc then they can be sorted into in and out groups

Which leads to more susceptibility to propaganda and fascism

Aesthetics and labels as a tool to divide ppl bc if were all infighting we can't face the real issue of society

Bc clearly fascism and red scare era propaganda have returned

And everyone's connected in the advertising propaganda machine

And eating disorders to make ppl weak tie into it all somewhere but I can feel the fbi lazer sight on me

I think I think too much; I'm gonna get sniped

I started thinking about pinterest and all their ads and influencers and stuff and was like huh

this is the most recent picture she's posted since publicly coming out. she looks so happy :)

listen. 67 is not 69. it's not 420, or 21, or 42.

it's E.

you remember this shit?

"bomb that kills all-" "I just don't get bi women bringing their-" "pansexuality isn't a real thing-" "all lesbians-" "trans men really are men bcs they're all misogynistic predators-" "theyfabs-" "pfft aroace people are cringe-" "nonbinary people are actually all-" Instant block. Goodbye. Not listening. It's for both solidarity with your fellow queers AND to protect yourself, because once a person is convinced to hate one group for their immutable traits they can be convinced fairly easily to hate another too, and thus I do not trust them.

Every single archivist on the panel: *laser eyes activated* What you're gonna do is come get our contact info after the panel. We need volunteers soooo bad.