Have you ever been washed over by a wave of overwhelming, ambiguous yearning? A thirst and longing for something you can't identify? An urge for something, deeply, desperately, and yet no matter how hard you try to think, you just don't know what?
I just got hit by the opposite of that. A deep and sudden Do Not Want. I don't know what it is that I don't want, I just don't. I simply don't want to. The opposite of longing or yearning. Shorting. Wantn't. Yearn't. Whatever it is, I don't want it.
















