Je ne suis pas calme

What about;

All (all) I want is a music video for My Tears Ricochet that goes like this: During the first oohs, the screen is still black, then as the second oohs begin we see straight down onto Taylor arms crossed and in a coffin (see LWYMMD but all pretty and dressed in white) surrounded by like 4 or 5 people dressed in 50s or earlier style clothing. One of them is the Man (not like the song but the Man for the purposes of the video.) We pan up from the coffin and see that one of the people lined up around the coffin is also Taylor dressed exactly the same. She’s staring at the coffin, singing, “we gather here, we line up weeping in a sunlit room...” etc. When we get to “even on my worst day...” she’s separated from the people still lined up and is walking around the coffin looking in, looking out the window at a gray (Safe and Sound) world, finally back at the people lined up who are crying and seem to not see her. Maybe the Man is keeping it together but we can tell he’s starting to cry. She walks up, touches his face, looks kind of confused, and then he, and all the other people walk out of the room suddenly. They’re taking the coffin out. Taylor follows them.

*ahem*

“But I knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss, I knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs, the smell of smoke would hang around this long- ‘cause I knew everything when I was young- I knew I’d curse you for the longest time, chasing shadows in the grocery line, I knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired, and you’d be standing in my front porch light”