Alternative Observations

I see love as an act of freeing yourself from any fear-based illusions your doubtful ego opposes you with, in order for you to survive in any given circumstances. These illusions distort the truth of love and thus the truth of the Universe, which in my understanding is love, independent of the circumstances, because the Universe contains all circumstances always. There is no "I love this, because..." - "because" is the word of the ego, as according to the ego, your love, just as any action/feeling/vibration, must depend on some kinds of circumstances: it is conditional.

Therefore extensive alone-time is crucial for shedding these illusions and finding the truth of love/Universe: when alone, the self-love you must attain in order to free yourself from these illusions becomes UNconditional, as it is no-more dependent on your surroundings. And you must free yourself from fear-based illusions and find unconditional self-love in order to survive extensive alone-time – otherwise the fear takes over. Fear, the survival-tool of the ego, is like fire: you feel oddly safe as long as you fear because you feel prepared, but if you let the fear take over, you will not survive. Being alone gives you a clean foundation to work with shedding the fear-based illusions created by your ego, as there will be no outside noice triggering you to believe more in your ego than in your intiution. The intuition will therefore become louder and louder the longer you are alone.

Your inuition equals to unconditional love: it is ever-trusting of the Universe's patterns and paths, as there is no fear-based illusion between your intuition and the Universe distorting the truth (as there is between the Universe and the ego). The ego demands control; the intuition surrenders.

The intuition = unconditional love = the Universe → trust = surrender.

The ego = fear = illusions → no trust = will to control.

When you surrender your ego to your intuition, you really don't have to make any choices anymore and you won't have any choices to make. I sometimes fall back to the "which path should I choose" mode, but as soon as I relax and trust my intuition to guide me, it all becomes so simple: You see that there never was a choice, that you already naturally gravitated towards the next step, and that's all you need to see. If you saw any further, you would try to adjust your actions accordingly, and make it much more complex than it needed to be - just as simply trying to see further does.

The spiritual short-sightedness let's you experience all aspects of the Now to the fullest. Our environment is like an animation film in which every single detail was put there intentionally, and serves a certain purpose to someone. By surrendering your ego you will become aware of the details that were meant for you, instead of trying to claim the details that you think should be your focus. Ego tries to survive, and therefore it lacks the trust needed for being able to let go of any detail that is not meant for you – it will try to claim the ones that look the grandest. But your intuition is about ease and flow, so that radiating love and compassion becomes your mission instead of trying to reach to the price first in order to become untouchable. Detail after detail your intuition takes you along, and it's the every Now, every step on the path you should look forward to.

Because who knows, maybe it will not lead you anyWhere or to anyThing. It is a misconception that the existence would form paths the way we most of the time do - just to get somewhere. Your mission was never to reach something, it was to be there for yourself, there for others, and beam that soft, safe, warm light without having to praise words such as ”diligent” or ”ambitious”, which have been highlighted by the society to distract us from our true nature. From Nature. Ego has unknowingly, due to its adaptable nature, taken us far away from Mother Nature, where the intuition thrives. Intuition works through our environment whatever it might be, but still does not follow the beat of a city or your tight schedule. It is one with the breath of Nature, your biorythm, which is but dimly projected onto the outer layers of existence and in fact goes way deeper, way higher.

By loving yourself unconditionally, meaning without judgement or expectations, but simply loving yourself because you are you and that's the most awesome thing in the world, you will help not only yourself to manifest whatever makes you feel the best way possible, but also help so many others around you just by vibrating the message of unconditional love. When we place no conditions on ourselves - "I will love myself as soon as dadadada" - we will enter a time-space of infinite possibilities, because you are now allowing yourself to experience the universal unconditional love by vibrating on its level. And what would the unconditional love energy give you other than what matches this vibration - your dreams. Everything was always perfect, you just didn't let yourself experience it because you were busy searching for flaws in order to correct them so that you could become perfect - by whose standards? But now that you have let go of trying to classify your characteristics according to external or internal standards, you are perfect, and so is everyone else, and so are all circumstances you find yourself in. There, done, go and live your dream.

The fear of truth derives from the fact that we can never really settle for what we have discovered to be the truth. This information we use as an excuse for our irresponsible life-choices. But they are are the only thing that is the truth for us, which should free us. 

The fear of the unknown is derived from the fact that we do not know anything. This information we use as an excuse for our irresponsible life-choices. But they are the only thing we can claim to know, which should free us.

Fear causes and is caused by separation, and is fought with reason; the opposing force, love, causes and is caused by unity, and fights for compassion.

Hold out people – my spirit guide tells me that today is the day when everything changes. This obviously means an energetic change to the Golden Age, and manifests in as many ways as there are souls in this Cosmos. 1/11 is a magical number, as number 1 represents the perfection of the whole, the unity of all, and number 3 is a powerful cosmic number – every cosmic development is acted in three stages, like in a theatre. After the three years since 2012, and after three super moons we have now reached our turning point, and the start of a new life is today, 111. Remember this day, for even if it doesn't seem like a significant one for you right now, there will be some thought, some change in the way you feel or think, that will affect you for the rest of your life – and everybody else's, as our minds will merge more and more towards a telepathic understanding now that we've reached this energy level of love.

And do not be alarmed: this change will always lead to something good. This autumn has not been easy for many of us, but now is the time for a flip. We all possess gifts, talents, knowledge and strength that will start manifesting in an entirely new way especially after the New Year, and this will bring each of us great satisfaction. We will start feeling that our real perception and personality, our soul, is being noticed and appreciated – loved. And this will encourage us to see the beauty in others on a deeper and deeper level. This will create a good cycle (as opposed to an evil one), where we notice how others see the light in us and thus want to live up to this idea, as well as encourage others to do so as well. We will see a lot of activism happening, which may feel annoying for those who do not see its purpose, but it is merely one manifestation of the Universal love that will take over our auras as the months go by and has actually already started some time ago.

Being a vegan is difficult. Not because I would crave animal products. I never do - ok maybe cheese sometimes, but I still don’t eat it. But because of everyday moral. When I'm cleaning an old granny's house, and she's been alone all month and now finally had a reason to bake some cinnamon rolls, it would be heartless to refuse them, and to say that btw, I don't drink coffee either. I would at a friend’s place or if there were other people with me, but in this situation I could never tell her that yeah, you better eat those rolls alone. Afterwards my stomach is hurting, but she's smiling from ear to ear. Or when my brother is having a flu and fever and craves only salami. Of course I buy it for him even though I actually wouldn't want to. If I didn't someone else would, and he would wait, hungry, until then. Or when my dad has kindly bought me vegetarian meat even though I don’t live with my parents, and didn't realize there was egg in it. Of course I still eat it when I visit them, it would be mean not to. So I guess I'm not vegan; I'm only doing what feels right and good from one moment to the next. And then I forget to take a bag with me to the shop and I have to decide whether I should buy a plastic bag made of sugar cane or a paper bag made of a beautiful tree. And then my sister reminds me that even my spinach is in a plastic bag when I buy it. I get frustrated when a) I forget these things, b) I don’t know how to justify or explain the way I live or try to live because it doesn’t actually work in this society and c) I understand how hard it is to actually do what feels right, when it is seldomly displayed around you so that you get brainwashed to think that what’s labelled ‘organic’ in the grocery store is good enough.

I have a tendency to try and do it all at once, but with a “clean, self-sustainable life” I haven’t and it makes me really upset when someone reminds me of this. It makes me feel like there’s actually no real reason for me to even make some “aware purchases”, and yet I know I couldn’t go back either. I could never eat meat again, even the thought of it feels like a horror film.