hey. dont cry. endless possible futures spanning out in front of you like an infinite spiderweb. ok?
just realised this is actually quite horrifying and not a comforting thought at all. Sorry
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hey. dont cry. endless possible futures spanning out in front of you like an infinite spiderweb. ok?
just realised this is actually quite horrifying and not a comforting thought at all. Sorry

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There is something so beautiful about reaching out to the monstrous with intent to touch it gently. To risk the sharp teeth and the lethal claws, to defy fear and revulsion, and choose to be delicate with something that can be, and often is, incredibly brutal.
Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov
George Sand, in a letter to Gustave Flaubert
Nikki Giovanni, Mirrors
Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait in Letters
Mary Oliver, Dogfish
on choosing kindness. again and again.
My favorite ship dynamic is "they're both extremely stupid in completely different ways and extremely smart in completely different ways, but rarely is any of that useful because they just get extra double stupid when together"
Abstracted
September 30th, 2021 They got their answers, though it cost Hroudland a few more teeth.
Near Blackbrush station there was an unassuming building. Ostensibly a warehouse for the temporary storage of goods being shipped between the settlements of Thanalan, it had long served a double purpose. Though it had changed hands many times, it had most recently come into the possession of one Hroudland Alvey.

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Debonair
September 29th, 2021
Hroudland Alvey was many things. Wealthy had not always been one of them. His was new money, and he dressed the part, clothes the finest money could buy. Gold and precious stones accented embroidery that had cost some artisan dozens if not hundreds of hours.Â
His most immodest home resided in the Goblet, a towering mansion, one of many dotting the cliff sides overlooking the residential sprawl lining the Goblet. He wasnât lacking in security either, but there was little they could do against a determined party of Mahjong tournament failures.
Youâll carry your grief because itâs part of your love.
Raul Trevino, Live Forever. (via from-books-with-love)
Bow
September 28th, 2021
âSo, I donât know how long we can use the space without upsetting my bosses,â Alphaeus was explaining.
The whole band was back together, poking curiously around the rather oppressive looking dungeon Alphaeus had led them to. He was borrowing it from the company he worked for. Better to ask forgiveness than permission and all of that. Theyâd all whisked themselves away once they were a safe distance from the gambling den, teleporting back to the mansion Alphaeus called both work and home.
Benthos
September 27th, 2021
âTime for Plan B!âÂ
Time stopped for an instant. In that moment, all of creation held its breath, waiting between one heartbeat and the next. Nona did not wait.Â
Full of vim and vigor, she rushed for the Den Master without even so much as a battle cry. It broke whatever trance had fallen over the room.
A hostess screamed. The Den Master screamed. A few of the other gamblers screamed.
Silver Lining
September 25th, 2021
Alphaeus, Nona, and the rest had drifted together after the final round. None of them felt the need to ask the others how they felt theyâd done. The disappointment and tension were palpable.
Up at the bar, the miqote woman was making the next announcement, and with a dramatic flourish, the final scores were set on display.

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Illustrious
September 24th, 2021
Tensions were high in the third round, each table finishing their games after what felt like an eternity to most players.Once the scores were taken, the players were left to wait for an announcement.Â
Alphaeus anxiously milled his way to Nonaâs side. âNot feeling great about my prospects,â he admitted.Â
Nona grunted. âThereâs still one round to go, kid. Things can change on a whim and whimsey, so just keep your chin up and donât get anxious.â
âToo late.âÂ
She laughed.
Soul
September 23rd, 2021
Between the next rounds, it was still raining, though the downpour had become a drizzle. Alphaeus sat beside the window overlooking the courtyard, turning his glass in his hand. Khet and Rhyâsae sat with him, and each was mulling over the score sheet.
Only one of them could take first place at their table, and of the three of them, Alphaeus was furthest behind in score. But that could all change in the next game. It was still too early to predict who would make it to the final round.
âWhat should we do?â Rhys muttered.
Alphaeus lifted his glass, âLet the chips fall where they may. Itâs all we can doâ
âWe fight,â Khet said, rising, enthusiasm in every line. âWe fight, we struggle, we survive! â Khet gestured grandly with his own score sheet, his soulful speech carrying. The room around them fell quiet.
âWhen the dust settles, we will know who stands tall! We are here one and all to gain entry to the masterâs round and to join the exclusive parlor! But even our struggle to win will not dampen our friendships for such bonds are too strong to be tested by such-â
Khet kept going as Rhys leaned towards Alphaeus whispering an urgently confused, âwhatâs going on?â
Alphaeus only shrugged while the xaela waxed poetic about the divine bonds of men and something about pride. When finally Khet finished, he drew a smattering of confused, uncertain applause from across the room.
âIâll drink to that, I guess,â Alphaeus said.
Fluster
September 22nd, 2021
(late, got sick).Â
ROUND 2, CONTINUED
Table three saw little action, and by virtue of accomplishing nothing at all, neither winning a hand nor losing one, Theja managed to come in second.Â
Table four was a dour lot. Most of them were already behind the others, having all come in last at their previous tables.
Feckless
September 21st, 2021
Round two began after a brief interlude. The players shuffled to the seating theyâd won in the first round. Temuulen and Khet found themselves at table one and instantly in a peaceful if fast paced game. In the end Khet pulled ahead of the rest.Â
Table two, where Nona and Rhyâsae took their seats, was a bit of a different story.
Petrichor
September 20th, 2021
Between rounds, a break was called. While most of the players had drifted towards the bar and the promise of alcohol, Alphaeus and Nona had followed one of the attendants into an enclosed courtyard. There, they stood under an awning, lighting up a shared cigarette. Nona took the first drag, handing it off to the taller man.Â
âItâs only the first round,â she said, as if reading his mind.Â
He grunted agreement, before handing the cigarette back. His attention strayed to the worn stone before them, squinting as patches of dark caught his eye. It was the only warning before a sprinkling of rain began to fall.Â
âThanalan rain,â he said, âisnât that a good omen?âÂ
âWhereâd you hear that?âÂ
He took the cigarette back, breathing deep of the scents stirred by the patter of rain, mingling with the smoke. âI donât know,â he admitted, lips curving to a frown.Â
âOmens are bullshit.âÂ
He looked at her.Â
She scoffed, âWhat? They are.âÂ
Alphaeus smiled. âYeah, I guess they are.â

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Tenpai [Extra Credit]
September 19th, 2021
Meanwhile, at Table Three
He set the final tile down. âTenpai,â Temuulen said.Â
âTenpai,â three other voices repeated around the table.Â
There was a pause, and then a groan from Gwayne Piper, the hyur. âThatâs the second time.âÂ
They dealt the tiles out once more.Â
Once more, it was tenpai, one and all.
This repeated for what felt like eternity until finally someone won a hand and they were allowed to continue on.Â
Table Three Results: Didiraka Guguraka 22100 Temuulen Mol 3500 Gwayne Piper 8800 F'zula Tia 34100
Devilâs Advocate
September 18th, 2021
Table Three
The game was quick paced and silent until the later hands, when an explosion at table two caught their attention. Heads swiveled up, watching Proud Hillâs antics, though their game continued on. When the chair broke, a chuckle rippled across the table.
âThinkinâ there might be somethinâ to what heâs saying,â Drunken Stump grumped, âthat thereâs some folks what might be cheating.â
Nona laughed, a tile clicking to the table as she discarded it, âAlright, letâs say there is, how are they doing it?âÂ
Theja arched a brow, calling Nonaâs tile and sliding a triplet to the side.Â
âLong ânough sleeve and you can hide anythinâ up âem.â He was watching Eon Hamyon pointedly.Â
âMe?â The lalafel scoffed.
âYouâd be most likely tâbe cheatinâ, with the score youâve got so far this game.âÂ
âI donât think anyoneâs cheating,â Theja said, shaking her head.Â
Nona grinned, âBut, if they were? I suppose Stump could have a point.âÂ
Eon rolled his eyes expressively. âNo one is cheat- ah. Tsumo.â He set his drawn tile down.
Non and Theja laughed. Drunken Stump scowled.Â
End of Match: Eon Hamyon 47200 Nona 26000 Theja Arda 19800 Drunken Stump 7000