schizoid hell

Shout out to me for not being able to pay attention to what people around me are saying for more than 5 seconds

Sometimes reality hits me in the face and I'm suddenly reminded that my existence isn't a piece of media, that my life is actually passing by. Those moments are extremely painful and overwhelming to me.

I wish I could feel something right now. This emptiness is annoying sometimes

Sometimes I feel so empty, it's like having no soul. My mind doesn't stop but nothing else feels real. I don't feel anything for anyone. There's just a void where my soul should be.